Shoulda Told Me Sooner, Kid

-PART ONE-

"You did great tonite." Matt said, playfully punching Zacky in the arm. "Thanx." Zacky replied, trying not to blush. He loved it when Matt complimented him... but on the other hand, he hated how it made him feel like a giggly 14 year old girl.

He tried to hide the smile all the way to the bus. They'd be driving all night to the next hotel and then getting half the day off before another show. It was a rough scheduele, but it kept things exciting. Never a dull moment.

"What-cha doin?!" Matt asked, as he came thru the back door of the bus. Zacky was sprawled out on the couch watching tv. He looked up at Matt who was shirtless and stretching. "Uh... just flipping thru channels." he answered, trying not to stare at Matt flexing his arms.

He had this "little crush" on Matt.... for a few months now, which kind of shocked him. He messed around with Syn a little... but Matt was different completely. He had known Matt forever and up until a few months ago, he had never thought about him in this sorta way...

But obviously, that had changed. "It's just lust... it'll go away." he told himself.

Matt flopped down next to him and Zacky felt his leg rest against his. It made him twitch a little and he sat up fast. "Whats wrong?!" Matt asked him. Zacky tried to look calm, "Nothin... back hurts." he lied. "Want me to stretch it out for you?!" asked Matt, as he put his hands on Zacky's shoulders. "Eh nah... it's cool. I should prolly just get some sleep."

He stood up and handed Matt the remote. "K. nite." Matt said, as he leaned back and started looking thru channels. "Nite.." said Zacky. He slid open the door and walked down to his bunk. He stood there for a minute.. looking back at the door.. before jumping up in his bunk and burying his head in the pillow.

"Fuck...." he thought, as he turned over and felt himself getting hard. He thought about masturbating... to get it out, but if he started moaning, the other guys would be able to hear him. He usually jacked off in the back room, but since Matt was in there - that wasn't an option. So he just layed there and waited it out..... and tryed not to think about Matt.... or Matt flexing..... or Matt stretching...

He heard Syn move around in the bunk under him. "What are you doing?!" he asked, leaning down and pulling Syns curtain open. "Trying to get comfortable, whats it to you?!" Syn snapped at him. He was half asleep and grouchy. "I can hear you trying up here, calm down." Zacky said, giving him an annoyed look back. "Whats your problem?!" Syn asked, noticing the weird expression on Zacky's face.

"Nothing...." Zacky replied, shutting his curtain and laying back down in his own bunk, trying to avoid that question all together. Syn got up and opened Zacky's curtain. "Yea.. I've seen that look..." he smirked. He looked down at Zacky's bulge.... "Go get it out dude, don't get all annoyed." he said. Zacky sighed, "Yea?! where?! Matts watchin tv in the back room."

"Tell Matt you need you need to get off... it's not like he hasn't back there before." said Syn, picking at Zacky. Zacky smacked him away, "I just want it to go away.. I don't wanna mess with it." he said. "You ok?!" Syn asked. He could tell something was bothering Zacky... they were close and usually talked to echother alot more than the other guys did.

"Yea.. I'm fine." Zacky answered... knowing he wasn't fooling him. Syn just stood there and looked at him.. waiting for him to spit it out. But Zacky wouldn't dare... not even Syn could know about this. "Well... whenever your ready, you know where to find me." said Syn, pulling his curtain open again. "Syn......" said Zacky, grabbing his sleeve.

"Yea?!" he asked. Zacky hesitated for a moment... "You wanna talk about it now?!" Syn asked. Zacky debated....

"No... I just need a good fuck." he said, as he finally took a deep breath. Syn smirked, "Well, if thats all it is.... fine. Get in my room when we get to where ever we're goin." Zacky nodded and let go of Syn's shirt. He climbed in his bunk and Zacky laid his head back.
He didn't really need a fuck.... altho, it probably wouldn't hurt......

He shut his eyes and tried his best to fall asleep.

~8~


"Get up!" said Rev, smacking Zacky in the back. Zacky grunted and rolled over. "What the fuck...." he said, rubbing his face. "We're at the hotel, come on." Rev said, smacking him again. Zacky sat up and pulled his shirt on. All the other guys were already getting off the bus... so he quickly got his stuff together and followed. "Morning sunshine." Matt said, getting in the elevator with him. "Hey." replied Zacky, still half asleep.

Syn jumped in at the last minute and Matt pushed the buttons. Zacky leaned against the wall... trying to wake up. "You can sleep upstairs... don't fall asleep here, we're not packing you." Matt laughed. Zacky smiled and stood up. They finally got to their floor and the door opened. "You need help?!" Matt asked Zacky. "He's rooming with me.. I'll make sure he gets there." said Syn, pushing Zacky out the door. "Cool. See ya later." Matt said, picking up his bag and walking down to his room. Zacky watched him and sighed.... he had dreamed about him again... it was driving him crazy. Maybe in a few weeks when they had a couple days off he could forget all about it and relax.

Syn slid the card thru the door to their room. They walked in and thru their stuff down... not caring where it went. Syn fell on the bed and took off his shoes. "Fuck, I think I got one of Matt's bags... I'll be right back." Zacky said, picking up Matt's black bag and walking down the hall. He made his way to Matt's room... and knocked on the door. "Come in." Matt said.

Zacky walked in and didn't see him.. "Matt, I picked up one of your bags... I'll leave it on the table." he said. "Oh, ok.. thanx man." Matt replied. Zacky turned and looked thru the bathroom door.. Matt was naked and turning on the shower. He froze for a second....

But luckily, he was able to move before Matt saw him. "Oh great.. thats the last thing you needed to see.... his big horse cock." he thought to himself as he made his way back down the hall to their room. He walked in and got ready to go to bed again... Syn was laying on his bed looking at his cell phone.

Zacky laid down face first and trying to shake the image of Matt out of his head.... "God, I must really be horny... " he thought. Zacky turned his head and looked over at Syn....

He'd fuck him if he wanted him too... he knew that. But he didn't want it to be becuz of this.... so he tryed to fight it and fall asleep.

"This isn't working..." he said, rolling over. "What isn't working?!" Syn asked, keeping his face towards the tv. "I'm horny as hell dude..." Zacky replied. Syn laughed.

"It's not funny..." Zacky said, with a sour face. Syn turned off the tv and got on Zacky's bed. "I'm gonna pound you till you shut up." he said, undo-ing Zacky's belt. Zacky grinned and let him go for it... maybe a good fuck from Syn was all he needed to get his mind off of Matt.

Syn took his shirt off and Zacky stared at his chest.... Syn was hott.... and he was good at what he did... they always took out frustration on echother.

After they were both naked, Syn started kissing down his neck and moving his hand down to Zacky's dick.... which by now was hard and already cumming... "Damn, you are horny...." Syn said, rubbing his finger around Zacky's tip and spreading the cum with his finger... he stuck his finger in Zacky's mouth and made him lick it off. "Get me off.... and do it hard, seriously." Zacky said, almost begging. Syn grinned... he loved being the dominate one... and of course, he loved watching Zacky squirm. "Be patient.... I'll get it done." he said, pushing Zacky back and spreading his legs.... he moved down and took Zacky's dick in his mouth... sucking it slow at first and then deep throating it. Zacky moaned.... Syn knew exactly what to do to him....

Zacky shut his eyes and got lost in it.... he tried to pay attention to Syn, but his mind kept wondering....

"Zacky, fuck... pay attention.." Syn said, smacking him.. "GRR.. why'd you stop!" Zacky spit... Syn sat up. "Do you want this or not?!" he yelled at him. "Of course I do.... why are you asking that?!" he asked, giving Syn a confused look. "Cuz it seems like your head is somewhere else and it's not any good if your not put anything into it." answered Syn. Zacky laid there and looked at him... watching his chest puff up and down from frustration...

He sat up and grabbed Syn's neck.. he pressed his lips into his hard and stuck his tounge in slowly.... kissing just the way he knew Syn loved it... Syn slowly calmed down and kissed back, reaching down to his cock and pumping it slowly.... "Punish me..." Zacky whispered in his ear... Syn grinned again and turned Zacky over...

"I'm gonna do it rough... no lube either..." Syn growled, as forcefully took ahold of Zacky's hips. Zacky smiled as he arched his back a little.. waiting for it. He knew it would hurt... but he didn't care.. Syn would hit where he wanted him too and it'd make up for it.

Syn shoved his hard swollen cock into him and Zacky let out a grunt.... Syn started grinding into him slowly...and Zacky let out moans with with each thrust. Syn got even more hott and his dick got harder.... Zacky could feel it as he tightened up... "Oh fuck Syn... goddammit..." he said, as Syn laid it into him hard.... Zacky put his hand on his dick... that was leaking out again..... getting ready to hit the orgasm that he felt coming. He could feel Syn about to cum too... and he moved his head back as they both hit their climax....

Syn came inside of him and it felt good.. and hott.... he felt some of it drip down his leg as Syn pulled his limp cock out of him. They both laid down on the bed and tried to catch their breath. "Feel better?!" Syn said, looking over at him. "Yea... defiantly." Zacky smiled. Syn grinned and kissed him.

Syn crawled over into his own bed and fell asleep... Zacky layed there.. satisfied. But still not completely over Matt... the whole time Syn was on him he thought of Matt...

"Well, you're just gonna have to get over it." He said to himself, as he fell asleep.

~8~

The next day or so was a little easier... Syn had gotten is frustration out, so that wasn't bothering him anymore. But the shy-blushy feeling he got around Matt still wasn't any better. A couple weeks went by and Zacky tried hard to ignore the feelings he was having for Matt. Syn could tell something was bothering him but didn't push him to talk about it. He knew if it was something really serious, Zacky would tell him.

After a show late one night, they all decided to hit at local bar. Matt was in a playful mood and Zacky couldn't stop smiling at him. And to make things worse, he had gotten stuck with Matt at the bar, while the rest of the guys were spread out drinking. "This is getting boring," Matt said, taking a drink and looking around. Zacky nodded, "Yea, it's a pathetic bar."

"You wanna get out of here?!" asked Matt, throwing a $50 at the bartender. "Sure, why not." Zacky said, getting up with him and walking outside. "Damn... this has to be the most boring city we've ever been in." Matt said, looking around. Zacky smiled, "Totally... it's like a ghost town." he replied. Matt grinned at him. It was good to know somebody agreed with him. "Let's just go back to the hotel and do something there." said Matt, putting on his hat. Zacky felt his stomach sink. "Sure.." he said slowly, as they got in the van and drove back.

They went up to Matt's room and Matt turned on the tv, "Let's watch a movie or somethin." Matt said. Zacky stood there stupidly... before sitting down and trying to act normal. He wasn't even sure what movie Matt had stuck in.... he was just focused on not getting aroused by Matt. They drank some beer and started the movie.... Matt layed out on the couch... getting comfortable, and Zacky sat at the other end, kind of tense.

After a few minutes, Matt looked over at him. "So, are you ok?!" he asked him. Zacky looked over at him... and wasn't sure how to answer. He knew for sure now that had a thing for Matt... but telling him about it was something he wasn't sure of.

"Yea.. i'm good. Why do you ask?!" replied Zacky. "Syn mentioned the other night that you've seemed a little down or something lately." answered Matt, he sat up and turned towards him. "Oh...well no, theres really nothing wrong.." Zacky lied.

Matt gave him an eyebrow.... Zacky was a horrible liar, always had been. Zacky sighed, of course Matt knew he was lying. Nobody could lie to Matt.. he was too strong and forward. "It's nothin dude... I can deal with it." Zacky said, trying to get his way out of it somehow.

"Well, what is it?! Why be so secretive about it?! Can't be that bad..." said Matt. Zacky smirked... "Oh.. you never know.." he thought to himself. He rubbed his face.. "I just... I just think I might have a thing for somebody... thats all." he said, almost shocked that he was even saying that much of it. He felt the goosebumps on his arm..

"Ohhhhh.. I see." Matt grinned, "So who is it then?! Somebody we know?!" he asked. "Uh.... yea..." Zacky laughed.... a nervous laugh of course, fuck.. what was he doing?! Was he about to tell Matt that he had a hard on for him?! How stupid would that be....

"Who is it then?! Come on.." Matt said, getting anxious. "Nah.. I don't wanna say... besides, it's really just a lust thing.. I"m not in love." Zacky replied, trying to look amused... like he didn't care. He stared at the floor as Matt kept grilling him.

"Well if it's not that big a deal, then why not just say it?!" asked Matt. Who was getting impatient at Zacky's sudden shyness. "Cuz... I dunno, you'd make fun of me or something...." he replied. He wasn't really scared of being made fun of... more like, he was scared of Matt getting upset and being angry at him for thinking something like that.

"I would not.... I promise I won't." Matt said, flashing his big eyes at Zacky..... he couldn't stand it... Matt was just too fucking perfect...

"I think I should go on back.. it's getting late." Zacky said, jumping up. He had chickened out....

"What?! It's not that late dude..." Matt said, getting up and following him to the door. He could tell Zacky was bout to blurt it out.

"I gotta go Matt.. I'll see ya in the morning ok.." Zacky said, going to the door. "No, Zacky wait... come on.." Matt said, grabbing his arm. "Whats the big deal about this?! Why are you being so secretive about this crush or whatever?!" he asked. Zacky finally got annoyed and snapped back, "Becuz its you ok!" He yelled. He looked up at Matt.... his face went blank and they both just stared at echother, before Zacky pulled away and left, slamming the door behind him.

He ran down to his room and hid in the bathroom.... "God.. how fucking stupid are you..." he said... tears building up in his eyes. Why did he say that.... why couldn't Matt just leave him alone...

Zacky sat on the floor and buried his head in his knees... letting out the tears. He didn't cry often... but after all that frustration had built up, he couldn't help it.

---- move on 2 part two.