More than a feeling

Title: More than a feeling
Pairing: Bam/Ville
Warnings: Angst, H/C

Prologue:

He is drifting. Dreaming. Soft words are whispered in his ear, sweet moans are heard from everywhere, hands that are touching him gently, lovingly...

"Bam..."

Bam Margera stirs in his sleep, but refuses to wake up. The dream is still holding him, not wanting to let him go, back to reality of life..

"Bam?"

Even though he could keep dreaming forever, the voice who is calling him, is determined make him wake up.

Bam bolts up and bumps his head painfully against the lamp, which hangs directly above his bead. Groaning in pain, he waits until he is able to distinguish his surroundings again. He looks around him. He twists his head from side to side, wondering who was calling him. No one. He is alone in the dark bedroom. The curtains are drawn, to prevent from any sunlight falling into the room.

"Bam..." He looks up again, confused. Still no one.

"Bam!"

His head jerks up, his eye twitching in annoyance. Missy. He shakes his head, as if, trying to shake the annoying thoughts away. He straightens himself and forces himself to reply, straing to keep his voice calm.

"Yes? I'm in here!"

Missy appears in the doorway, looking more annoyed than ever.

"How the hell am I supposed to find you if you don't answer me?"

Bam looks at her, his eyes unreadable, not hearing one word she said. His thoughts, are as usual, elsewhere. With him.
His vision starts to blur, transforming Missy's angry brown eyes in warm green ones...

"Bam! BAM! Have you even listened to óne word I said?!"

Bam twitches his head again, irritation starting to build up in his chest. He blinks, focusing his eyes on Missy; the green eyes are replaced by the brown ones of Missy, which are now burning with barely concealed rage and annoyance.

"I-I.. I don't know," he says softly.

Missy sighs and sits down onto the bed next to him. He feels her intense stare on him, but he refuses to look up. A soft touch does make him look up. Missy holds his hand, twining their fingers together. With her other hand, she gently strokes the golden ring on his other hand. She sighs again.

"I don't know what it is with you, Bam. One moment you seem full of joy, playful, just your usual self, and the next moment you're just.. sitting there. Staring into space, into nóthing."

Bam just stares at her, still saying nothing at all.

"Sometimes, I just don't know what to do. When we just got married, I felt like life was embracing us; we were deeply in love with each other and now... It just feels different. Maybe because we've been married for a couple of months now, that the spark is gone."

Bam sighs and pulls back his hand. Missy releases his hand and looks away from him, but not before Bam sees her eyes, which are sparkling with unshed tears.

Bam gets up and stretches himself. Then, he walks towards the door, slowly, and waits.

"Bam?"

There it is. Bam takes a deep breath and turns.

"Yes?"

"Where are you going?"

Missy looks at him, already knowing, and dreading the answer.

"Out."

He turns again, and walks out the door, closing it softly behind him. Just around the corner, he waits. His heart gives a guilty tug when he hears Missy crying softly.

He shakes his head, trying to re-arange his thoughts and goes downstairs. He grabs his wallet, and opens the front door, stepping into the darkness of the night. The air is cool on his face, and he takes a deep breath. Then he sets of, towards his destination for that night.

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So, this is my first fic ever. I really don't know how it turned out, so please let me know what you think. I've already started on the second chapter, so it shouldn't take to long for me to put it up.