vampires will never hurt you

hey, sorry about the long wait but i've been having a lot of trouble writing for a while now. i hope this isn't too bad!!!

dedicated to my karin as usual- only 5 more days sweetie!


Ville woke the next night to the sound of his name being called faintly. Instantly recognizing it as Bam, he hurried out into the graveyard intent on finding his beautiful human. Following the direction of Bam's voice, it didn't take Ville long to find him, wandering between tombstones and crypts nervously as though he expected something to jump out at him.

"Hello sweetheart." Ville greeted, smirking when Bam jumped in suprise, a startled squeak escaping his lips.

"Fucking hell dude, you scared the crap outta me." He gasped.

"I'm sorry baby." Ville cooed. "Let me make it up to you." Stepping forward he pulled Bam against him before capturing his lips with a gentleness neither man knew he he possessed. Laughing nervously, Bam pulled away from the kiss but remained in Ville's embrace. He looked up to see a hurt look on the vampires face and he rushed to explain himself.

"Don't look at me like that." He begged. "This is just really weird for me, I can't get used to the fact that I'm kissing another guy."

"Don't you think that it's strange that you're more bothered about me being male than you are about me being a vampire?" Ville pointed out.

"No, because I can forget about that but the fact that you're a dude is kinda hard to miss."

"Well then, there's only one thing to do." Ville smirked, taking Bam's hand and leading him to a nearby bench. "We just have to keep practising until you feel comfortable with it."

He sat down on the bench, pulling Bam onto his lap so he was straddling him and sliding a hand into Bam's unruly brown hair. He hesitated briefly to see if there would be any resistance but the only sign of Bam's nervousness was the way his heart started thumping even louder and his breathing sped up. Ville smiled reassuringly at the boy before pressing their lips together as softly as he could.

He kept the kiss gentle, brushing their lips against each others with barely there touches until he felt Bam start to relax and begin to respond. Running his tongue lightly over Bam's bottom lip, he was rewarded for his earlier patience when Bam immediately allowed him access to his mouth and leant forward to deepen the kiss.

Knowing that Bam was going to need oxygen soon, Ville reluctantly broke the kiss but kept their faces close. "That wasn't so bad was it darling?" He asked."

Bam shook his head with a small smile that made him seem even younger than he was.

"I promise you, it can be so good with another man. Let me show you, let me make love to you."

Bam stiffened in his arms before pulling away from him and getting off his lap. "I...uh, I have to go....somewhere..." He stuttered out, backing away from the bench.

"Bam, don't." Ville pleaded, standing up and taking a step towards him.

"I have to leave." Bam turned and ran out of the cemetary and Ville knew better than to go after him.

"FUCK." He screamed out in frustration, picking up the bench and throwing it into a nearby tombstone in anger. Leaving the shattered pieces of stone and wood where they were, Ville stormed off to find some unlucky drunk to be his next meal.

Bam was beyond freaked out and he only knew one person he could talk to about it so, making a quick decision, he grabbed his cell phone out of his pocket and dialed Missy's number. After only two rings Missy picked up.

"Hey Bam, what's up? How's it going with the stalker?"

"Badly. He wants to...he wants to fuck me."

"So?"

"What do you mean, so? I'm a guy, I don't get fucked."

"You did him and he's a guy." Missy pointed out calmly.

"That's different."

"How that different?"

"It just is, ok. I don't think I can deal with this." Bam snapped. "What the hell do I do?"

"I think you should trust him, he hasn't hurt you yet has he."

"No." Bam lied, not wanting to worry her. "But I don't think I want to know what it's like, I'm really happy not knowing how much it hurts."

"The only reason you don't want to do this is because by fucking him you can convince yourself that it's not a 'gay' relationship and if you allow yourself to be fucked, it makes you face the fact that you're having sex with another guy."

Bam opened his mouth to argue but Missy kept talking, refusing to let him talk his way out of it. "Maybe if you let him, you might be able to accept it all a bit better. Look, I have to go, think about what I said." She hung up leaving Bam more confused than ever.

Giving up on wandering around the town all night, he went home and went straight up into his room, ignoring his parents attempts at making conversation with him. He hadn't acknowledged them since they'd thrown Ville out and he had no intention of starting again any time soon.

The next morning he snuck out early, skateboard in hand and spent the entire day at Dunn's, not wanting to see his parents any more than he had to. Dusk was falling and Bam and Ryan were laying on the sofa in the lounge, bored out of their minds.

"Lets go and meet the guys at the skate park." Dunn suggested finally. "We haven't been there yet today and Knoxville's gonna be there cause he's totally recovered now. We should go and say hi."

"Sure why not." Bam yawned. "it's not like we've got anything better to do."

They reluctantly pulled themselves off the sofa and said goodbye to Ryan's mom before heading down the road to the skate park. The laughter of their friends could be heard even before they reached the gate and once they were inside they realized why. Novak was skating naked and everyone was throwing random things at him to try and make him bail.

Bam laughed as an empty coke bottle managed to hit Novak in the crotch and send him to the floor. Spotting Johnny sitting at the base of one of the ramps, Bam went over and sat down next to him in an attempt to relieve some of his guilt over what had happened to him.

"Hey, how're you feeling?"

"Hey dude, I'm feeling loads better which unfortunately means that as soon as the school holidays are over I have to back. I was kinda enjoying getting everyone to do stuff for me!" Johnny grinned.

"I'm really sorry for what happened dude." Bam said seriously.

"What are you sorry for? You didn't do it!" Johnny laughed, putting an arm around Bam's shoulders. "That's what I love about you, you always act like you don't give a damn about anything but underneath it all you worry about everyone!"

"Do you?"

"Do I what?"

Bam took a deep breath, knowing that this was going to be a difficult conversation for both of them. "Lately a few people have told me that, uh, that you're kinda...in love with me. Is it true?"

Knoxville's face paled and he withdrew his arm, looking at Bam as though he thought he'd attack him at any moment. "Why do you care if it's true or not, even if it is I've never done anything so you can't hate me for it."

"I'm not gonna hate you, you're one of my best friends..."

"But nothing more, right?" Johnny interupted with a sad smile.

Bam shook his head, feeling kinda bad for him. "Sorry dude, I just don't see you like that and I'm already seeing someone. Is this gonna kill our friendship?"

Knoxville looked him straight in the eye in a rare serious moment between the two. "I've had feelings for you for nearly two years and it hasn't changed anything yet. So who's the lucky girl?"

"Uh actually, I'm kinda seeing..."

"I should have known I'd find you here." A voice interupted.

Glancing behind him, Bam's fears were confirmed when he saw Ville standing there. Suddenly aware of how close he and Knoxville were sitting, he scrambled to his feet trying to keep his distance from both men.

"What are you doing here?" He asked, trying to keep his voice low as he noticed they'd captured the attention of all his friends.

"I came to find you since you didn't bother to come and see me today."

"Uh, who are you anyway?" Johnny asked confused.

"I'm Bam's boyfriend." Ville replied simply. The stunned silence seemed overwhelming and Bam couldn't bring himself to meet Johnny's eyes.

"Dude is that true? You have a boyfriend?" Novak asked incredulously. Bam nodded silently, still not daring to look up.

"And we have to talk so if you'll excuse us." Ville took hold of Bam's hand as he spoke, increasing the skaters level of discomfort, and pulled him out of the gates of the skatepark. Bam glanced back on the way out, noticing with some guilt, that Johnny was watching them leave, a blank expression on his face.

Once they were at a distance where they couldn't be heard, Bam released the anger he'd been trying to control. "What the hell do you think you were doing, going in there and telling them that you were my boyfriend? I can't believe you did that, I'm so pissed off at you I can't even think straight."

"You're pissed off?" Ville yelled back. "You're not the one who got ditched last night and who's boyfriend has been avoiding them. At least I'm not ashamed to admit we're together."

"You know what? This really isn't worth all the hassle, I can't do this any more- it's over." He tried to walk away and pretend it didn't hurt but he was slammed back against the wall before he got very far. Ville was so angry that he was growling and their faces were so close that Bam could feel every un-needed breath that Ville took.

"You are NOT leaving me." Ville ground out. "Even if it means I have to follow you to the ends of the world to keep you with me. You're mine and you need to stop forgetting it."

The very last of Bam's reluctance dropped as he realized that Ville loved him so much that he really would go all round the world and further just to keep Bam with him.

"When I was growing up I always looked up to my brother Jess." Bam said quietly. "He was kinda like my hero, the guy I wanted to be just like. He wasn't homophobic but I grew up with him and his friends making me believe that real men don't do things like that. They fuck women, it doesn't happen to them. But after all this with you, it's made me think more about it."

He took a deep breath before continuing to pour his soul out to someone who didn't even have one.

"I can't help wondering what it would be like and I kinda want it and that scares me. I know I sound like a chick right now but I'm fucking scared and I don't know how to stop it."

"You do know how to stop it, you just need to trust me enough." Ville whispered. "I've got an idea, come on."

They walked together in silence until they reached a motel on the side of the road and Bam followed Ville into it, watching as he smiled charmingly at the woman behind the front desk.

"I don't suppose it's still ok to get a room for tonight is it?"

"Just for the two of you?" At Ville's nod she checked the computer screen in front of her before turning her attention back to him. "We have one room left but it has a sofa bed and a double bed in it, will that be ok?"

"That would be great sweetheart." Ville smiled, handing over a credit card. She completed the transaction and handed the card back over the counter along with their room key.

"Have a lovely evening." She smiled.

Bam thought for a moment about asking how Ville could have a credit card when he was actually dead and didn't have a permanant address but swiftly decided that he probably didn't want to know so he just followed Ville quietly as they found their room.

"You should call your parents and let them know you won't be home tonight." Ville suggested as he opened the door to a basic but comfortable looking room.

"No. They don't need to know where I am." Bam replied petulantly.

Not wanting to ruin the evening by arguing again, Ville merely nodded, locking the door and sitting down on the bed. He knew Bam was having second thoughts before he even looked at the boy. The scent of his fear hung thickly in the room and his pounding heart was so fast that Ville was slightly worried that he was going to give himself a heart attack. He looked up to see Bam stading in the middle of the room, his arms wrapped around himself like a little lost child.

"Come and join me sweetheart." Ville smiled, kicking off his shoes and laying back against the pillows.

"Uh that's ok, you have the bed and I'll just sit on the couch over here." Bam rambled nervously.

"Bam, come over here and lay down with me." Ville demanded, trying to conceal his amusement at how adorable Bam was when he got nervous. After a moments hesitation, Bam did as he was told, removing his shoes like Ville had.

"Now what?" He asked, his voice shaking slightly.

"Now you relax and give me that hello kiss I've been waiting for." Ville grinned.

Shyly Bam moved closer to him and leaned over, grazing the vampires lips with his own. They spent ages just kissing and holding each other, Ville not wanting to scare Bam off any further. Once he knew Bam was completely relaxed though, he couldn't restrain himself from slowly removing their clothing, keeping his movements smooth so he didn't startle Bam.

Bam was barely aware of his clothes being removed as he drowned himself in the gentle kisses but as the cool air of the motel room hit his skin, he was brought back to reality. Pulling away, he attempted to cover himself from Ville's gaze, made futile by his hands being pinned gently above his head.

"Now Bammie, why would you want to cover up something as beautiful as you? Besides, I've seen you naked before."

"I know but this feels different, it feels new. I know I sound dumb, you don't have to tell me." Bam blushed.

"No you don't. This is new, tongiht you can forget I'm a vampire, I can forget that I'm not suposed to fall in love with humans and we can just be us, together."

"I can't believe how much everything's changed." Bam mused. "A couple of months ago and I wouldn't have even considered kissing another man and now look at me."

"And I'm proud of you sweetheart, you've been brave enough to attempt it rather than run away."

"Are you gonna give me a sticker and a lolly pop to suck on for being a brave boy?" Bam said sarcastically, assuming that Ville was being patronising but it wasn't until he noticed Ville's lustful smirk that he realized how Ville had taken his words.

"Shut up Ville. No perverted jokes about how you have something I could suck on cos it isn't going to happen." Bam sighed, trying not to laugh.

"Well just because you don't take a chance when you get one, it doesn't mean that I'm gonna miss out too!"

Bam blinked in confusion before his eyes widened in comprehension as Ville slid quickly down the bed kissing and nipping softly at Bam's skin on the way down allowing light wet kisses to trail down his body.

Bam bit back a moan as he felt himself become aroused by Ville's gentle ministrations. Not wasting any time in case Bam suddenly changed his mind, Ville took Bam into his mouth slowly, letting his tongue work the underside of his cock. He wrapped his hand around the base, slowly pumping in unison with the movements of his mouth. He spent ages teasing Bam, licking up the the hard shaft, and using the tip of his tongue to lap up the pre-cum until the skater was relaxed enough for the next step.

Pulling away, Ville moved back up and gave Bam a brief, passionate kiss before going to the bathroom and retrieving the hand soap that was in there.

"I didn't bring anything with me so this will have to do." Ville said apologetically sliding back onto the bed. He moved to sit between Bam's legs aware that the human was getting extremely nervous again now that there was nothing to take his mind off it. He carefully slicked up his fingers and nudged Bam's legs apart, using his other hand to distract Bam by stroking his waning erection back into hardness.

Ville slowly pushed one of his slicked fingers inside Bam, stretching the taut muscles. A second soon followed, making a scissoring motion with the first as he pushed deeper. "Are you ok sweetheart?" Ville asked looking down at Bam's face.

"Yeah I guess. It feels kinda weird though." Bam said softly.

"I know baby but once i'm in you and we're moving together it'll feel so good, I promise you." Ville assured as he finished stretching Bam. "It's gonna hurt a little to start with but I promise I'm gonna try as hard as I can not to hurt you any more than can be helped."

Bam just smiled nervously at him as he watched him coat his erection and move between his thighs, the tip of Ville's cock pressing against his opening, causing him to make a noise somewhere between a whimper and a moan.

He was grateful that Ville was being so gentle with him as he felt the vampire easing himself into his body. Ville was whispering reassurances and sweet words into his ear to take his mind off the slight burning at having something entering him. He couldn't stop a few tears of pain from rolling down his face and he almost wanted to demand that they stopped but he'd been inside Ville twice before and each time Ville looked like he was in ecstasy and a small part of Bam was desperate to find out if it was really as good as it seemed.
Wiping away the tears from Bam's face, Ville waited patiently for Bam to adjust to his size. He'd forgotten what it was like being inside a human and Bam's heat felt like it was going to set him on fire. He didn't care though, as long as he was with his chosen mate, he didn't care about anything else. When Bam seemed calmer and had visibly relaxed, he started moving slow and steady at first, gentle movents to get Bam used to the feeling.

Shifting slightly, Ville angled his thrusts just right and smiled with satisfaction as Bam's hips bucked up and a half scream escaped him as Ville hit his prostate dead on


"FUCK! oh do that again, so good." Bam moaned out, wantonly pushing his hips forward, desperate to get the feeling he'd just had again. Not willing to deny his love anything, Ville obliged, thrusting into Bam slightly harder making sure he hit Bam's sweet spot every time. Bams inhibitions had completely disappeared and he was arching up into Ville's body, loudly moaning his pleasure.

Their movements were getting more frenzied and desperate and Ville wrapped his hand around his lovers weeping cock, pumping him furiously as they reached their climax almost simutaniously.

Bam screamed out Ville's name like a prayer as his warm essence spilt over his chest as well as his lover’s and the heat of Bam's body coupled with the rippling muscles clenching round his cok was enough to send him over the edge. Barely able to hold himself up, Ville pulled out of Bam and finally allowed his straining muscles to give out as he collapsed next to Bam.

Noticing that Bam wasn't looking at him, Ville took hold of Bam's chin and directed his face back towards him, placing a kiss on his soft lips.

"You were amazing baby." Ville grinned dreamily. "Such an incredible lover, incredible person."

"Is it always like that?" Bam asked seriously. "I never thought it could feel like that between two men."

"It can only get better sweetheart!" Ville smirked. "It wasn't as bad as you thought was it?"

Bam shook his head sheepishly. "It was actually kinda good."

"Only 'kinda good'?!" Ville mock pouted. "I was hoping I'd be a little better than 'kinda good'!"

"Well, think of it this way." Bam said, trying to hold back his grin. "Now you have an excuse to practise a lot until I declare you as mind blowing!"

Ville's green eyes shot to Bam's blushing, teasing face. "I totally agree, I'll make sure to practise all the time as long as the person I'm practising on doesn't have a problem with it."

"I think we can work something out." Bam smiled, placing his head on Ville's chest and almost instantly falling asleep.

Smiling down at the top of Bam's head, Ville pulled the duvet over them both and soon joined his lover in sleep.