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Singers/Bands/Musicians › HIM
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
27
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3,351
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16
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This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of HIM. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
10
I was worried, so worried, and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't shake off my fears. I was sure someone would work out what I'd done, despite the fact that I'd planned everything... After Novak was dead, I rolled him up in the rug on the floor, the one that I placed there the night before so no blood would be left behind. It worked. I bundled Novaks remains into a suitcase and sealed it tight, before I cleaned myself up and headed out.
Waiting for me at the docks, was small boat. I'd hired it, and it was already ready to go out to sea. I chucked the suitcase containing Novaks body on board, then got in, and began to head out to sea. After an hour or two, maybe more, I could no longer see land, and so, was able to dispose of Novak. Adding weights and rocks to the suitcase, I pushed it over the edge and watched it sink, slowly, but surely, to the bottom of the murky water. Novak had once told me that he thought he was going to meet a grizzly end, especially because of the drugs. He was right, but did he ever think that I, his 'life-partner' would be the root of his cruel demise?
For two days I stayed out at sea, I'd told Dunn and 'Tink' that I needed a few days to clear my head - the anniversary of her throwing me out was coming up. I relaxed on board, got hammered, listened to 'HIM' and wanked non stop and the thought of the sexy Finnish singer, that filled my lonely days on the boat with hours of lust and desire. Once of twice, Melinda tried to call me, but I simply let it ring. I knew she was worried about me, and would question why I didn't answer my phone. Again, I had an answer for that...'Novak stole it, sold it for drug money and disappeared' I'd tell her upon my return. She hated Novak, she'd believe it.
Nobody questioned where Novak was... Nobody, not even Dunn. It seems that, because of the drugs, I was the only one left who cared about him... Cared? That's some sort of joke right? I cared enough to kill him!
As my guilt for Novaks death drifted away, it seemed that my obsession with Ville Valo grew. Posters sprang up on every wall, heartagrams were everywhere, even on my skin...I was coping the mans tattoos! And anything and everything to do with HIM or Ville I could find on Ebay, I brought...thank god April left me a large sum of money in her will, or I'd never be able to afford it!
"Ryan....no...stop...please...." I hear Jonne cry, words forcing themselves out in between laughter. Looking up, I see Ryan tickling him, holding him tight while running his fingers over the Finn's exposed stomach.
"Admit it Tink, you think Bam and Ville would make a great couple!" Ryan said, laughing himself yet trying to hold it back.
"Kulta....no...please...." Jonne cried, trying to fight back, failing miserably. I simply laughed, but I felt my cheeks grow hot...was my obsession that obvious.
"What did the fairy say?" I asked Ryan as he continued his assault on Tink's exposed belly. Jonne tried to prevent Ryan from telling me, but Dunn simply moved to sit on top of him.
"Ryan!" He wined. But Ryan ignored him.
"Tink said that you and Ville would make a good couple. You obviously like him, and everyone knows that Ville is Bi...although, he's stayed away from men for a while, no one seems to know why....probably something to do with the kid...." Jonne went quite as Ryan said this, his moans of protest and soft giggles silenced by Ryan's words. "Tink...whats wrong?" Ryan asked him.
"Promise you won't say...Ville didn't want the media to know....Lauri, his ex, raped and assaulted Lily when she was 3...he won't date men anymore..." He said, a look of sorrow filling his otherwise sparkly face.
"You know Ville?" I ask, after more than a minute of silence. Jonne nodded, still looking grim.
"He's one of my best friends, the first person I told about me and Ryan, he was my first kiss..." He paused as Ryan looked down at him, horrified. "We practised on each other Kulta...we were on a school trip together, and he noticed Jules...Lily's mother and the love of his life...he wanted to kiss her, and he didn't know what to do. So we kissed..."
"Then Ville must be a damn good kisser if he learnt from you!" Ryan chuckled, planting a kiss on his lovers cheek. Before long, the two of them were hurrying upstairs, hand in hand, with Ryan blushing as red as anything....
So Ville won't date men....longs like I have a challenge on my hands.
Jonne and Ville kissing...damn good mental image....what did ya think?
Waiting for me at the docks, was small boat. I'd hired it, and it was already ready to go out to sea. I chucked the suitcase containing Novaks body on board, then got in, and began to head out to sea. After an hour or two, maybe more, I could no longer see land, and so, was able to dispose of Novak. Adding weights and rocks to the suitcase, I pushed it over the edge and watched it sink, slowly, but surely, to the bottom of the murky water. Novak had once told me that he thought he was going to meet a grizzly end, especially because of the drugs. He was right, but did he ever think that I, his 'life-partner' would be the root of his cruel demise?
For two days I stayed out at sea, I'd told Dunn and 'Tink' that I needed a few days to clear my head - the anniversary of her throwing me out was coming up. I relaxed on board, got hammered, listened to 'HIM' and wanked non stop and the thought of the sexy Finnish singer, that filled my lonely days on the boat with hours of lust and desire. Once of twice, Melinda tried to call me, but I simply let it ring. I knew she was worried about me, and would question why I didn't answer my phone. Again, I had an answer for that...'Novak stole it, sold it for drug money and disappeared' I'd tell her upon my return. She hated Novak, she'd believe it.
Nobody questioned where Novak was... Nobody, not even Dunn. It seems that, because of the drugs, I was the only one left who cared about him... Cared? That's some sort of joke right? I cared enough to kill him!
As my guilt for Novaks death drifted away, it seemed that my obsession with Ville Valo grew. Posters sprang up on every wall, heartagrams were everywhere, even on my skin...I was coping the mans tattoos! And anything and everything to do with HIM or Ville I could find on Ebay, I brought...thank god April left me a large sum of money in her will, or I'd never be able to afford it!
"Ryan....no...stop...please...." I hear Jonne cry, words forcing themselves out in between laughter. Looking up, I see Ryan tickling him, holding him tight while running his fingers over the Finn's exposed stomach.
"Admit it Tink, you think Bam and Ville would make a great couple!" Ryan said, laughing himself yet trying to hold it back.
"Kulta....no...please...." Jonne cried, trying to fight back, failing miserably. I simply laughed, but I felt my cheeks grow hot...was my obsession that obvious.
"What did the fairy say?" I asked Ryan as he continued his assault on Tink's exposed belly. Jonne tried to prevent Ryan from telling me, but Dunn simply moved to sit on top of him.
"Ryan!" He wined. But Ryan ignored him.
"Tink said that you and Ville would make a good couple. You obviously like him, and everyone knows that Ville is Bi...although, he's stayed away from men for a while, no one seems to know why....probably something to do with the kid...." Jonne went quite as Ryan said this, his moans of protest and soft giggles silenced by Ryan's words. "Tink...whats wrong?" Ryan asked him.
"Promise you won't say...Ville didn't want the media to know....Lauri, his ex, raped and assaulted Lily when she was 3...he won't date men anymore..." He said, a look of sorrow filling his otherwise sparkly face.
"You know Ville?" I ask, after more than a minute of silence. Jonne nodded, still looking grim.
"He's one of my best friends, the first person I told about me and Ryan, he was my first kiss..." He paused as Ryan looked down at him, horrified. "We practised on each other Kulta...we were on a school trip together, and he noticed Jules...Lily's mother and the love of his life...he wanted to kiss her, and he didn't know what to do. So we kissed..."
"Then Ville must be a damn good kisser if he learnt from you!" Ryan chuckled, planting a kiss on his lovers cheek. Before long, the two of them were hurrying upstairs, hand in hand, with Ryan blushing as red as anything....
So Ville won't date men....longs like I have a challenge on my hands.
Jonne and Ville kissing...damn good mental image....what did ya think?