love calling

Hi! this is possibly the last chapter but i've been saying that for a while so who knows. But if it is then thanks to everyone who's kept reading and leaving me lovely reviews, especially to the wonderful karin- my very own vam soulmate!


"Hi Bam!" Jenn stepped over the threshold and threw her arms round him. Bam just stood there, not moving and not quite sure what to say or do.

"Um, what are you doing here? You broke up with me remember?"

"Yeah I know but my friend saw you a few weeks ago and she said you were really miserable and depressed and it made me realize that you must really love me if you're still missing me. I thought we could give it another go."

Bam didn't have time to explain that he'd actually been grieving for Ville after their break up and not her, before she grabbed his hand and started pulling him towards the stairs.

"Where do you think you're going?"

"To our room so we can talk without a bunch of strangers watching us." Jenn replied, gesturing towards the band.

"They're not strangers and it stopped being our room when you left, it's MY room."

"Whatever. Come on, we've got a lot to catch up on." Before Bam realized what was going on she leaned up and kissed him passionately, her tongue forcing it's way between stunned lips. Bam felt his stomach churn and he pushed her away a little shocked. He'd felt nothing but disgust when she kissed him and he realized with a start, he never had.

Every time Ville kissed him, it felt like sparks were shooting right through his soul, his head swam and his whole body turned to mush. Even just seeing him was enough to make him smile for the rest the day, something that had never felt with any of his ex girlfriends.

He looked round at everyones shocked faces, but it was Ville that made him want to cry. His face held the same look of devestation that he'd had the night Ville had left and it made Bam feel like the biggest asshole on earth. He opened his mouth to apologize, to say SOMETHING but Ville turned on his heel and walked out the door. Bam didn't waste any time sparing Jenn's feelings. He pushed her out the way and ran in the direction Ville had taken, fear making his heart race.

He found Ville sitting by the pool and he walked up to him apologizing straight away before Ville had a chance to walk away again.

"Ville, I'm so sorry, I didn't know she was gonna kiss me and I pushed her away. I don't want to be with her I promise, I love you so much baby. Don't leave me again, please don't leave me."

Bam was sobbing by now, he'd never been scared of anything (reptiles an exception) but the prospect of losing Ville again terrified him more than anything else. He felt Ville's arms wind round his waist and pull him back onto his lap, turning him so they were facing each other.

"Bam, look at me." Bam looked up to see an unreadable expression on his boyfriend's face. "It hurt seeing her kiss you like that..."

"I know, I'm so sorry...." Ville placed gentle fingers over Bam's lips cutting off his sentance.

"Ssh love, let me finish. It hurt but I saw you push her away. I know you love me. I came out here because if I stood in there with her for one more minute I'd have slapped her."

"You weren't... you weren't gonna leave me?"

"No sweetheart, I couldn't, I love you too much."

"Oh god....I thought....I was so scared....I don't want to lose you again..." Bam was crying again, this time with relief. He felt a little stupid for assuming that Ville had been leaving him and he hated crying in front of people but he knew that Ville understood and wouldn't tease him about it.

Ville held him, stroking his back and placing kisses on his face and hair until he was calm. He tilted Bam's head up from where his face had become buried against his chest and wiped the last of his tears away, kissing him soundly.

"Sorry for being such an idiot." Bam said bashfully.

"Don't apologize darling, you're not an idiot. I'm sorry for scaring you like that. I promise I won't ever do that to you again."

There was a comfortable silence between them for a while before Ville spoke again. "I hate to say this darling but we better go inside and sort this all out."

"Aaw, can't we just stay here and let Ape sort it out? I bet she'll get rid of her if we wait long enough."

Ville laughed. "Nope, so come on and let's get this over with."

They walked reluctantly back into the house and into the lounge where everyone was sitting glaring at Jenn who didn't seem to notice. Bam's crew had joined everyone and the atmosphere in the room was frosty to say the least.

"You're back. I don't know what the hell was so important that you had to run off like that but now you're here we can finish talking about working our relationship out." Jenn said irritably

What? She couldn't seriously be that dumb that she hadn't noticed there was something going on between him and Ville could she? Apparently she could.

"I can even get over you being bisexual as long as you don't talk about it or anything cos it's kinda gross."

"WHAT?" Bam had had enough and he thought he'd better do something about it before one of his friends or his mother tried to kill her.

"It's over between us. I've gotten over you and moved on and I'm in love with someone else." Bam felt Ville come up close behind him and the quiet support gave him the courage to carry on.

"Who?" Jenn demanded

"Ville." Bam replied proudly, taking his hand and pulling him closer against him.

"But...but he's a guy." She stuttered, her eyes so wide, Bam idly wondered if they'd pop out of her head.

"Yeah, ya know I kinda worked that one out when he had his dick in my ass." He replied sarcastically, ignoring her gasp of shock and everyone else's laughter.

"But you can't be. You can't be a fag, I mean it's not natural, it's disgusting." Jenn exclaimed in horror.

Bam recoiled like he'd been slapped in the face, shock and hurt shining in his eyes at her words.

"Look you little..." Ville began angrily but he was interupted by a furious Ape.

"You listen to me young lady. There is absolutely NOTHING wrong with being gay or bisexual. I'm very proud of my son for being secure in his sexuality and his own skin. He's found himself someone he loves and who loves him back for who he is, unlike you who only wants to be with him if he changes to suit you. Ville is a wonderful young man as well and if for some reason, Bam did choose to be with you over Ville I would not be impressed. So get the hell out of my house and stay the fuck away from my son."

She glared hard at the speechless woman and looked around at everyone trying to pick their jaws back up off the floor.

Ville was the first to recover. "Thanks Mrs Margera, I'm glad I've got your approval. I promise you I won't ever hurt him intentionally.

She smiled warmly at him and was about to respond when Jenn interupted. "You're ok with this? But Bam has a reputation to keep, he should be seen dating a woman."

"What you mean is, he should be dating YOU." Ville said, facing her. "Well I hate to tell you this but you lost any rights to his life when you left him. You're a cold, narrow minded bitch for hurting him like you did and you're even worse for telling him he could have you back only if he pretends to be something he's not. You pretty much told him he's disgusting but you're wrong. You're the disgusting one, people like you make me sick. Bam is the most incredible, amazing person I've ever met and you should have appreciated what you had before you threw him away. I suggest you do as Mrs Margera asked and leave, because if you lay one hand on my boyfriend, I'll break your fucking wrist."

He took a few deep breaths to calm himself after his rant as Jenn looked at Bam waiting for him to stand up for her. It never happened. The room was deadly silent and Bam kept his gaze on the floor, not looking up even when jenn picked up her coat and stormed out of the house, slamming the door behind her.

Everyone breathed a sigh of relief as the cause of the tension was removed. Ville immediately turned to Bam who hadn't spoken since Ape's outburst.

"Bam?" He didn't get a reply so he reached out and gently tilted Bam's face until he met his gaze. A few silent tears slid down Bam's face and made Ville's heart clench painfully. "Talk to me" he urged

"It's just that... those guys beat you up because you're gay and Jenn kept saying that it's gross. It doesn't feel wrong but..." He trailed off but Ville knew him well enough to know his fears.

Forgetting everyone else in the room he pulled Bam into his embrace, stroking his hair and silently cursing Jenn for putting doubts into Bam's head.

"Like you said darling, it doesn't feel wrong. Being in love isn't wrong no matter what gender or sexuality the couple are. And it doesn't matter what other people think, say or do because we're stronger than that and you're never gonna lose me, I love you so much sweetheart and that will NEVER be a bad thing."

Bam sniffled slightly and looked up at him. "God, I've cried in front of you so many times it's not even funny. You must think I'm such a pussy."

"No I don't. I'm glad you don't think you have to hide your emotions from me, I'd hate it if you did."

"I love you baby."

"I love you too."

They vaguely heard the sounds of everyone leaving the room, probably sick of hearing them being sappy with each other. Ville could see Bam's mind working and opened his mouth to ask what was bothering him. He didn't get any words out though before Bam's lips slammed onto his own and a wet tongue was exploring his mouth almost frantically.

Bam walked him backwards until they reached the couch and pushed him down, straddling his lap and not once breaking the kiss. He undid the buttons on Ville's shirt and started to slide it off his body, trying to undo the buckle on Ville's belt at the same time.

"Whoah, Bam stop a second sweetheart." Ville said softly, grasping both of Bam's wrists in one hand.

Bam tried to pull his hands out of Ville's grasp and when that didn't work, he tried other tactics. "What's the matter? don't you want me?" He asked in the low sultry voice he knew made Ville give in to anything he wanted.

"You know I do, but I want to know what's going on in that head of yours."

"Can't that wait?" Bam whined, still trying to free his hands.

"Bam, stop." Ville's stern voice shocked Bam into submission and he ceased struggling, lowering his eyes. "I don't mind doing this with you, you know that but I want to know why you're suddenly so desperate for this."

"I'm always desperate for sex when you're around!" Bam joked, sighing when Ville just arched a perfect eyebrow at him. "I need it Ville. Please, just love me. Prove to me it's not wrong, I need you to prove it's not wrong, make it good again." He begged, finally getting his hands free and resuming his task of stripping Ville as quickly as he could.

His heartbroken words hit Ville like a fist in the face and he wanted to do whatever it took to prove to him that they were perfectly normal. He joined Bam in removing their clothing kissing every part of his lovers body that he uncovered.

"No teasing." Bam whispered. "No teasing, just make me loved again." He didn't even wait for preperation, just lowered himself onto Ville, biting back a scream at the pain. They just sat like that for a few minutes while Bam got used to having Ville inside him again.

Ville began rocking his hips, gently at first but getting increasingly harder as Bam got used to the feeling. Soon Bam was riding him hard, their bodies slamming together and Ville slipped his hand down between them to encircle Bam's erection. He stroked the hard flesh just as roughly as he was being fucked, rubbing his thumb over the head and spreading precum over the length making it easier for his hand to slide over it.

Ville gripped Bam's hip with his free hand, pulling him down on every thrust and making him go deeper into Bam's willing body. He knew he wasn't going to last long and he leant up to kiss his lover gently, a contrast to the hard fucking.

"Oh god Ville, I love you so much." Bam panted "Tell me you love me, please tell me you love me."

"I love you darling." They came at the same time, both screaming their releases, hot tears pouring from Bam's eyes.

Ville pulled out and cleaned them off quickly and pulled Bam onto his lap. "I love you, I love you, I love you." He muttered into Bam's ear. "I'll never stop saying it and I'll never stop feeling it so you better stop believeing that it's wrong and I'm gonna leave you, you hear me?"

Bam nodded shakily and moved away from him, getting dressed and waiting for Ville to do the same.

"Can we go somewhere?"

"Sure but what about our friends?"

"We'll leave them a note. They won't mind."

"Ok sweetheart, where are we going?"

"I don't know, let's just drive for a while."

They wrote a quick note and left it on the sofa before sneaking out the back and jumping into the lambo before anyone could spot them and ask where they were going.

Ville sat back and watched Bam drive. He had no idea where they were going or how long they were going to be there but he knew as long as he was with Bam and they loved each other, nothing else mattered.