night time talks

Carrie's pov





Carrie drove them back home, her mind focused fully on her conversation with Jason,. Something wasn't feeling right about pretending none of it happened. Kelly wasn't stupid, it would come out sooner or later. The lie would eat away at Carrie to the point she would have to confess to it. The problem was did she want to confess it now and ruin any kind of peacefulness they were sharing or later and have the risk of Kelly being more angry with her for keeping it a secret for so long.



She looked in the mirror at Kelly in the back, her wife's eyes looking right at her. They looked deeply at each other for as long as possible before Carrie eyes focused back on the road.



'So what's his name?... ' Jason looked back front the front seat to his sister.



'She wants to live with him a few days before picking one......Maybe she'll let you help...'



'Ha....'Carrie turned to Jason. ' I tried she told me to jump off a bridge. '



'You wanted to name the baby coolio.....'Kelly laughed.



'And I think now the name fits even more.....Coolio Clarkson.....see it fits.....' Carrie ignored the laughs from her brother in law.



My boys not getting called coolio......i was thinking... Jackson......' Carrie and Kelly rolled their eyes.



'Jackson Clarkson....'Kelly asked.



'To many sons there jas....' Carrie added.



'OK.....Lucas?' He tried again.



'Lucas Clarkson....' Carrie said out loud.



'Nathan?'



'James?' Carrie added.



'Jason....' Jason tried.



'No...'Kelly and carrie said at the same time. Causing them both to laugh.







Kelly's pov.





She stood looking at the note pinned to the fridge from her mother. She couldn't believe her mother had actually done as she was told. Even if the note did make it sound like Kelly had thrown her out it was good that the older woman as gone





'You did that?.... 'Kelly turned to look at her wife. 'You really said that....'



'Not like that....i just told her I wanted her to leave......i think we both know it was time.....' Carrie looked back at the note.



'And she took him with her?......'



'Yea.....they went to his gig ....then it's off to Carolina.......'



'Together?...'Carrie quizzed.



'Yea.....together....' Kelly let out a sigh before turning back to her wife. ' That's weird right?....my mother and ex touring the country together......'



'She's his groupie.....'Carrie laughed. 'You think their........



'No...'Kelly covered her ears.



'I'm just saying they could be......' Kelly covered her wifes mouth with her hand, pushing her up again the wall.



'Please stop.....'



'Where's Jason?....'Carrie tried to say with Kelly's hand over her mouth .



'Went back to the hospital.....he's staying there......' Kelly moved her hand down from her mouth till it was resting on her shoulder. Carrie was still pressed up against the wall with Kelly against her.



'So your mother and Graham are gone .....and Jas is at the hospital.....' Carrie asked quietly.



'All gone...' Kelly whispered. She watched Carrie's lips closely.



'We're alone?......'



'Yea......' Kelly leaned in capturing her wife's lips with her own . She worked her hands around the back of Carrie so she was pulling the blond away from the wall and towards the bedroom.



'Should we be doing this?...' Carrie asked breathless as Kelly pushed her towards the bedroom.



'It's been so long...'Kelly said between kisses. She began pulling at Carrie's top as they made it to the bed. After a short struggle carrie's top was in a pool on the floor. Carrie kicked her shoes off as Kelly pulled at her jeans, falling onto the bed Kelly tugged at the jeans till they were laying next to the top on the floor.



'I've been thinking about this for so long....'Carrie confessed as Kelly straddled her waist.



'Me too.....'Kelly whispered as she pulled her own top over her head.



'No bra....'Carrie laughed as her hands slide up covering her skin.



'You know I can't work them......' Kelly leaned down capturing her wifes lips again. Carrie's hands made their way over her back, pulling her down more till she was flat on top of her.



'Your still wearing your jeans......'Carrie wrapped her legs around Kelly's waist.



'You have your underwear on.....'Kelly pointed out.



'So lets fix it......' Kelly sat up as she slid her jeans down her legs. Carrie quickly pulled her underwear before laying down again. Kelly sat at the end of the bed with her jeans off, her eyes focused on Carrie.



'You ok?.....' Carrie whispered.



'I just can't believe it's been so long....'





'Carrie's pov





'We were wrong.......'Carrie pointed out. 'Let's just forget what's been going on......let's forget it for tonight.' Carrie pulled her wife down on the bed till they were face to face. They lay naked as the moon shone into the room . Carrie ran her hand over Kelly's bare thigh, watching as the goosebumps formed.



'We can't fix it in one night.....'Kelly whispered.



'And we wont...'Carrie added. ' lets just pause for tonight....we'll think about it tomorrow.....tonight I just want to be with you.....i want to enjoy you.' Carrie leaned in kissing her gently on the lips.



'Ok.....' Kelly let her hand rest on her wife's hip.



Carrie's hand moved till it was resting on Kelly's face, she left small kisses over her lips before moving to her neck. Pushing her back against the pillow carrie moved till she was on top, her legs fitting perfectly between Kelly's. Letting her hands slide up till she was holding Kelly's arms above her head Carrie darted her tongue out running it over her wife's jaw.



'You taste so good....'Carrie whispered into her wifes ear. 'So good....'



'You feel good.' Kelly answered. Carrie smiled against her wife's ear, She could see Kelly's face going red.



'Don't be shy.....' Carrie urged. She loved the idea that Kelly was still some time shy when it came to sex.



'It's just been a while.....'



'Yea....lets not do that again.....' Kelly nodded as Carrie's hand slipped between them. She held her breath knowing what was coming next. Not disappointing Kelly shuddered against her wife's touch.



'It really has been a long time.....' Carrie smiled.



'Yea...'Kelly answered breathlessly. Carrie took her free hand placing it over her wife's chest as her lips followed.



'I love you.....'Carrie whispered breathless.



'I...love you too.' Kelly answered as she and Carrie moved together.





Kelly's pov





Kelly lay looking at the ceiling as Carrie lay pressed up against her side. The blond had passed out a while ago leaving Kelly to replay the night's actions over and over again in her head. She couldn't remember the last time they had sex, it was months. They would never had let that happen early on in their relationship.





Flashbacks.





'We are so going to get caught.....' Kelly felt herself being pushed up against the table in the tour bus.



'It's your bus.....and the doors locked. ...' Carrie continued kissing her girlfriends neck.



'The band eat off this table.....'



'And now we are going to have sex on it.....'



'Your crazy....'Kelly moaned as Carrie began sucking on her pulse point.



'And get your not stopping me.....' Carrie pulled back to look into her wife's eyes, she waited for an answer.



'I really dont think I have that kind of power....'Kelly pulled Carrie back to her as she sat up on the table.



'Good answer baby......' Carrie went back to what she was doing as Kelly's fingers began digging into her back.





End Of Flashback.





Kelly lay watching her wife as she gently snored, reaching over she left a small kiss on the corner of her mouth before snuggling up closer to her, it was the first time in a long time Kelly felt happy and

calm enough to fall into a peaceful sleep.