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Adult +
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27
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16
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This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of HIM. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
17
The next few years went by so quickly, and before I knew it, Lily was thirteen. A teenager. Since Lauri, I've had a few on/off girlfriends, but not that 'special someone' Jules mentioned. I was beginning to lose hope in ever finding love again. Over those years, nothing major happened in our life's. It seemed the worst of our luck had passed, the only real tragedy since she was 5 being her hamster dying. (Well, the cat next door ate it...) Being a teenager, Lily was beginning to resent me more and more, we were growing apart...and it was tearing me in two. If we weren't arguing, we weren't talking at all. I can't remember the last time I say down and talked with my little girl.
One morning, early 2007, I was awoken by a scream from Lily's room, followed by her door slamming. Confused and scared, I rushed out of bed, and into her room. I gasp the second I step foot inside her door, there's blood on her sheets. Lots of it. And I can here her sobbing in the bathroom. Oh god whats happened....
"Lily..?" I call out, trying not to sound too concerned. She only continues to sob, so I knock on the door, call a little louder. "Lily, you OK sweetheart?"
"Go away!" She calls back, but her words aren't harsh...she sounds scared, embarrassed.
"Lily, darling, have you hurt yourself?" I call, my voice high with desperation. She only sobs harder, but then the lock clicks, and the door opens.
"Daddy...I s-started b-bleeding...a-a-and I don't...d-don't know w-whats w-wrong...." She cries, and I find myself engulfing her in a loving hug. She clings to me like she did when she was a little girl, and I pat her back, let her cry. I suspect what's happened, but I can't be sure.
"Where were you bleeding love?" I ask gently, not wanting to scare her more. She takes in a deep breath, then whisper into my ear.
"Down there..." I chuckle, and she tries to run away, as if I'm making fun of her. I pull her back, hold her tighter, but she still fights.
"Oh Kulta, darling, that's normal....your having your period." I whisper.
"Whats that?" She asks, clearly confused. I explain the details to her, she goes red, hides her face again.
"Love, its nothing to be embarrassed about, not, go have a bath, and I'll go and get you some stuff k?" I fell her nod, and so I push her gently back into the bathroom. "I won't be long, promise," I whisper, blowing a kiss, closing the door.
"You are so embarrassing." I hear her say as I leave, and I can't stop laughing.
Choosing Lily's...supplies...is harder than I thought. Tampons, from light to super heavy...what the hell does that mean? Sanitary towels? With wings, without...night, silk, super absorbent....oh my god!
"Can I help..?" An assistant asks, scaring me. I smile, well try to smile, and gesture in front of me.
"My daughter...she just started her period" I whisper, blushing. The assistant smiles, gives me a variety pack of tampons and sanitary towels.
"If you give her these, she can work out whats best for her needs." She tells me. I simply nod and get the hell out of there.
A few days later, Lily was back to her normal self. She was very clingy and childlike during her period. She said they hurt a lot.
"YOU CAN'T DO THAT!" She screams at me as I remove MSN from her laptop. I'd caught her talking to a '19 year old, white male from Ohio' but I didn't believe that for a second.
"Yes I can young lady, you have no idea who that was. I don't mind you talking to girls..." I say, trying to stay calm. But its impossible to stay calm when you daughter interrupts you.
"JUST GIRLS! DO YOU KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TALKING TO MOST GIRLS! THEY KNOW WHO YOU ARE DAD, AND ALL I HEAR IS 'CAN YOU GET HIS AUTOGRAPGH' OR 'YOUR DADS HOT' GUYS DON'T DO THAT!" She screams, her face red, tears leaking from her eyes. Part of me feels sorry for her, it can't be easy being my daughter, but a bigger part of me is annoyed that she yelled at me.
"Don't you raise your voice at me Lily, I'll put MSN back on in a month. Your grounded, end off." I tell her. She storms from the room, kicking things, screaming, as she went.
" I HATE YOU DAD, HATE YOU! I'M 13 NOT THREE, YOU CAN'T PROTECT ME LIKE YOU DID THEN! THEN AGAIN, YOU DIDN'T, YOU LET ME GET RAPED!" And then shes gone, gone from my life forever? I just don't know.... I don't have the heart to follow her....she needs to calm down, and so do I.
Before I can even think about doing anything, Lily screams again. A loud piercing scream that sends chills down my spine.
"Daddy!" She calls out, and I know somethings wrong. Following the sound of her voice to the front door, I'm meet with the sight of a short man with curly dark hair, and beautiful blue eyes...he's good looking, that's for sure....but he has one arm wrapped tightly around My Lily's neck, his free hand points a gun at me.
"Let. Me. In." He whispers in English, his American accent telling me he's not from around here. Lily begins to go red in the face, her struggles weaken as she begins to lose her oxygen supply. I move, out of fear for Lily's life, not my own, and let the man in. He lets go of Lily, but drags her in by her hair as she chokes and heaves, all the while pointing his gun straight as me...
Did I say chapter 18? No no no my dear readers, I had you all fooled. Chapter 17! Haha, what did you think? Rates and messages please
One morning, early 2007, I was awoken by a scream from Lily's room, followed by her door slamming. Confused and scared, I rushed out of bed, and into her room. I gasp the second I step foot inside her door, there's blood on her sheets. Lots of it. And I can here her sobbing in the bathroom. Oh god whats happened....
"Lily..?" I call out, trying not to sound too concerned. She only continues to sob, so I knock on the door, call a little louder. "Lily, you OK sweetheart?"
"Go away!" She calls back, but her words aren't harsh...she sounds scared, embarrassed.
"Lily, darling, have you hurt yourself?" I call, my voice high with desperation. She only sobs harder, but then the lock clicks, and the door opens.
"Daddy...I s-started b-bleeding...a-a-and I don't...d-don't know w-whats w-wrong...." She cries, and I find myself engulfing her in a loving hug. She clings to me like she did when she was a little girl, and I pat her back, let her cry. I suspect what's happened, but I can't be sure.
"Where were you bleeding love?" I ask gently, not wanting to scare her more. She takes in a deep breath, then whisper into my ear.
"Down there..." I chuckle, and she tries to run away, as if I'm making fun of her. I pull her back, hold her tighter, but she still fights.
"Oh Kulta, darling, that's normal....your having your period." I whisper.
"Whats that?" She asks, clearly confused. I explain the details to her, she goes red, hides her face again.
"Love, its nothing to be embarrassed about, not, go have a bath, and I'll go and get you some stuff k?" I fell her nod, and so I push her gently back into the bathroom. "I won't be long, promise," I whisper, blowing a kiss, closing the door.
"You are so embarrassing." I hear her say as I leave, and I can't stop laughing.
Choosing Lily's...supplies...is harder than I thought. Tampons, from light to super heavy...what the hell does that mean? Sanitary towels? With wings, without...night, silk, super absorbent....oh my god!
"Can I help..?" An assistant asks, scaring me. I smile, well try to smile, and gesture in front of me.
"My daughter...she just started her period" I whisper, blushing. The assistant smiles, gives me a variety pack of tampons and sanitary towels.
"If you give her these, she can work out whats best for her needs." She tells me. I simply nod and get the hell out of there.
A few days later, Lily was back to her normal self. She was very clingy and childlike during her period. She said they hurt a lot.
"YOU CAN'T DO THAT!" She screams at me as I remove MSN from her laptop. I'd caught her talking to a '19 year old, white male from Ohio' but I didn't believe that for a second.
"Yes I can young lady, you have no idea who that was. I don't mind you talking to girls..." I say, trying to stay calm. But its impossible to stay calm when you daughter interrupts you.
"JUST GIRLS! DO YOU KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TALKING TO MOST GIRLS! THEY KNOW WHO YOU ARE DAD, AND ALL I HEAR IS 'CAN YOU GET HIS AUTOGRAPGH' OR 'YOUR DADS HOT' GUYS DON'T DO THAT!" She screams, her face red, tears leaking from her eyes. Part of me feels sorry for her, it can't be easy being my daughter, but a bigger part of me is annoyed that she yelled at me.
"Don't you raise your voice at me Lily, I'll put MSN back on in a month. Your grounded, end off." I tell her. She storms from the room, kicking things, screaming, as she went.
" I HATE YOU DAD, HATE YOU! I'M 13 NOT THREE, YOU CAN'T PROTECT ME LIKE YOU DID THEN! THEN AGAIN, YOU DIDN'T, YOU LET ME GET RAPED!" And then shes gone, gone from my life forever? I just don't know.... I don't have the heart to follow her....she needs to calm down, and so do I.
Before I can even think about doing anything, Lily screams again. A loud piercing scream that sends chills down my spine.
"Daddy!" She calls out, and I know somethings wrong. Following the sound of her voice to the front door, I'm meet with the sight of a short man with curly dark hair, and beautiful blue eyes...he's good looking, that's for sure....but he has one arm wrapped tightly around My Lily's neck, his free hand points a gun at me.
"Let. Me. In." He whispers in English, his American accent telling me he's not from around here. Lily begins to go red in the face, her struggles weaken as she begins to lose her oxygen supply. I move, out of fear for Lily's life, not my own, and let the man in. He lets go of Lily, but drags her in by her hair as she chokes and heaves, all the while pointing his gun straight as me...
Did I say chapter 18? No no no my dear readers, I had you all fooled. Chapter 17! Haha, what did you think? Rates and messages please