I Can't Look At You Anymore
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My Chemical Romance › Slash - Male/Male
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Adult +
Chapters:
25
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This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of My Chemical Romance. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
18
****MIKEY'S POV****
When I came out of the shower I saw that both our rooms were clean, Gerard had cleaned them obviously after leaving the shower.
Why did he even care? So what if I was fucking Frank! He wanted to be normal. Fuk normal, so what if I love my brother. I can admit it.
FINE! If this is what he wants then let him have it.
I grabbed the phone and headed out the back.
"Hey Frank, can I come over and stay tonight?"
"Mikey? Ummm...I'm really sorry, my parents are home today and.."
"its fine, I'll call you later okay?"
"Alright, I love you, Bye."
"Bye."
SHIT! SHIT! SHIT!
I guess I'll just have to deal with the tension.
I walked back inside. Gerard was in the kitchen making coffee so I headed to my room to work on some school assignment.
For most of the day I felt anticipation, surely he would stop being such a stubborn ass and come apologies to me. But he never did, instead, when I did manage to catch his eye, he looked at me with both angry and sad eyes.
I hated this! I wanted to be touching him, I wanted to feel him inside of me, I wanted to taste him, I wanted him but I could never touch him again.
Around 5pm, the phone rang and I answered it.
"Mikey? Hey, my parents, they decided to go out after all. Do you still..."
"I'll be there soon."
I latched the phone rushing to my room. I threw a few things into a bag and picked up my keys. As I went to walk out Gerard moved in front of my door.
"where are you going?" He looked angry at me but I didn't care, not really...
"Out. What do you care anyway?" I watched as he winced at my words.
"I don't." He moved out of my way and for some reason it hurt more that he didn't try to stop me.
I walked frank into his room like I always did, I was kissing him softly, I could pretend that I was kissing Gerard, kissing his full pink lips, allowing my tongue to caress his, feeling his lips wander along my neck down to my...
I lay him down gently, kissing his neck and nibbling gently at his earlobe,
the way that Gee liked it moving further down his curving body, my tongue leaving traces of where I've been...
He was my everything, it wasn't fair, why couldn't I have him?
I was touching him, allowing my hands to wander all over his body
All over Gerard's body...
I could hear him moaning with each stroke I made, I could always find his spot, always make him moan, make him call my name...
I could always make gee moan, I could always make him call my name...
I stopped. I looked at Frank, his eyes filled with lust and I just couldn't do it. I didn't love him, I loved Gerard.
Gerard knew where I was, he knew that I was seeing frank but Gerard had told me that I couldn't touch him again. He never said anything about Frank, So I would make him jealous, I could make him think what he wanted, I would make him beg to be touched by me again.
When I came out of the shower I saw that both our rooms were clean, Gerard had cleaned them obviously after leaving the shower.
Why did he even care? So what if I was fucking Frank! He wanted to be normal. Fuk normal, so what if I love my brother. I can admit it.
FINE! If this is what he wants then let him have it.
I grabbed the phone and headed out the back.
"Hey Frank, can I come over and stay tonight?"
"Mikey? Ummm...I'm really sorry, my parents are home today and.."
"its fine, I'll call you later okay?"
"Alright, I love you, Bye."
"Bye."
SHIT! SHIT! SHIT!
I guess I'll just have to deal with the tension.
I walked back inside. Gerard was in the kitchen making coffee so I headed to my room to work on some school assignment.
For most of the day I felt anticipation, surely he would stop being such a stubborn ass and come apologies to me. But he never did, instead, when I did manage to catch his eye, he looked at me with both angry and sad eyes.
I hated this! I wanted to be touching him, I wanted to feel him inside of me, I wanted to taste him, I wanted him but I could never touch him again.
Around 5pm, the phone rang and I answered it.
"Mikey? Hey, my parents, they decided to go out after all. Do you still..."
"I'll be there soon."
I latched the phone rushing to my room. I threw a few things into a bag and picked up my keys. As I went to walk out Gerard moved in front of my door.
"where are you going?" He looked angry at me but I didn't care, not really...
"Out. What do you care anyway?" I watched as he winced at my words.
"I don't." He moved out of my way and for some reason it hurt more that he didn't try to stop me.
I walked frank into his room like I always did, I was kissing him softly, I could pretend that I was kissing Gerard, kissing his full pink lips, allowing my tongue to caress his, feeling his lips wander along my neck down to my...
I lay him down gently, kissing his neck and nibbling gently at his earlobe,
the way that Gee liked it moving further down his curving body, my tongue leaving traces of where I've been...
He was my everything, it wasn't fair, why couldn't I have him?
I was touching him, allowing my hands to wander all over his body
All over Gerard's body...
I could hear him moaning with each stroke I made, I could always find his spot, always make him moan, make him call my name...
I could always make gee moan, I could always make him call my name...
I stopped. I looked at Frank, his eyes filled with lust and I just couldn't do it. I didn't love him, I loved Gerard.
Gerard knew where I was, he knew that I was seeing frank but Gerard had told me that I couldn't touch him again. He never said anything about Frank, So I would make him jealous, I could make him think what he wanted, I would make him beg to be touched by me again.