Not So Broken Dreams

"I don't get you" I said with a smile to Billie. I had been staying at his house for about three days now. We were becoming close friends quickly. "Thats kinda sad considering you understand me better than anyone else." He stated as a huge chunk of cheese pizza fell out of his mouth. I shook my head in disgust and continued eating my slice of pizza like the lady I am not.

"Is it time yet??" I asked. "Excuse me.." he said in a very confused tone.
"Will you tell me why you saved me."
"I like keeping you in the dark so no."
"I don't like you very much."
Billie got a sad look on his face. His eyes got big and he looked just like a little puppy dog. "I'm sorry" I wrapped my arms around him. "I just said it thinking it would get you to tell me."
"I know...I just acted sad to get you to hug me." He had a huge grin on his face now. I tore my arms from around him and stormed off but not before saying "Your such an idiot Billie Joe."
"You mean like you??" he responded with that stupid grin still on his face.
"I'm no american idiot."
"ooo look at clever little kel kel. Using word play are we?" I ran to the couch he was sitting on and pushed him off. I tackled him and started punching him in a mostly playful but still angry way. He grabbed my fists and sat up. I was now sitting on his lap facing him. He put my hands down and gently moved my bangs out of my eyes. I felt really akward. I liked him a lot but I mean he's old not old but older. I'm 16 he's 33, its illegal. "He's just fucking with you. Doing something else to get what he wants. Why would he like you??" Those thoughts kept rolling around in my head as he leaned in for a kiss. I jumped up and started walking away. He grabbed my arm and asked "Do you wanna know why I saved you?? Do you want the honest answer?"
"I guess..." I said quietly.
"I did it cause I love you. I fell in love with you the moment I caught a glimpse of you in the mirror."
"Theres no such thing as love at first sight..only lust."
"I knew your personality too so it was love. I heard you cursing up a storm, caught you stealing sips of your sisters alcohol, I heard you talking to your sister and I just knew any woman like that is my kind of woman."

I felt naked standing in front of him after he said all that. He knew me better than I knew myself and he could see through the little tough act. He kissed me and I kissed him back. He then slipped his tongue into my mouth and began gently rubbing it along my mouth. He then pulled away. He was as white as a ghost. "Whats wrong??" I was concerned he looked deathly pale. He quickly sat on the couch and put a pillow on his lap. I burst into hysterical laughter."You've got a fucking boner!! Oh I'm sorry your embarrassed I shoud be respectful...but c'mon I mean it is funny and you don't have to be ashamed of it. You could just get rid of it." When I finished saying that he looked up at me and began to go to the bathroom. "Thats not what I meant" I said. He turned around and looked at me. "I'm a shitty whore..soon I'll be in alleys at night giving blow jobs for like 3 dollars so I can get some crack..I know you what 3 days and I'm all like fuck me please!!!"
"Your not a whore..your too beautiful to be a whore..inside and out."