Thunderlight - me, you and them

I don't own Dir en Grey.

This chapter will start in third person mode and then will change to diary mode.

Thank you to the readers and the reviewers.

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Kyo muttered something and glanced to the clock: 9 am. Damn it!!!! He rolled to one side of the bed and then to the other. Finally he gained strength and got up.

He made his way to the bathroom, brushed his teeth, took a quick shower and got dressed... always the same features on his face, half lidded eyes and explicit boredom. At 7 am he woke up suddenly with his neighbour's dog barking and he wanted to fry the damn dog!!! It was a hell of time to get back to sleep again after that.

He was thinking about moving or something... whenever things like this would happen in the morning or late at night, his mind would fill up with the most obnoxious plans to end it once and for all, like, pretend he had been invited to his neighbours house and poison the dog's water or something. Gods, so many times he created the whole scene in his mind...

His stomach growling... he needed to eat before going to practice. He grabbed a chocolate milk and drunk it quickly. Then he went to put some stuff in his side-bag. He looked to his side, on the floor of the bedroom was a grey book:

"I named you Thunderlight II, right?" - he smiled stupidly and put it inside the bag.

He went to brush his teeth again and finally he got on his way to the studio.

"I'm here." - he said when he got in, receiving 'good mornings' from the presents in the room.

"Kyo... did you think about that part of the song?" - Shinya asked.

"Yes..." - Kyo's eyes searching for Kaoru - "I think some background bells would sound nice."

"I don't want background bells... I only want that part to be bass, one guitar and cymbals." - Shinya went to his drumset - "KAORU! Come on!"

Kyo spotted Kaoru and smiled. Kaoru walked through the room and practiced side to Shinya.

Toshiya was playing randomly on his bass and Die was paying attention to him. Kyo sat on the couch and read the lyrics for that song again:

"Die? What do you think if I changed this word 'hate' to 'love'? It would sound more ironic." - Kyo asked.

"Well, Kyo, I guess you gotta talk to the others."

"Ok."

Practice went along and finally they were dismissed by Kaoru. Kyo smiled once again to the guitarist and went away.

He passed on a bookstore to buy some stuff and he saw a magzine with Dir en Grey on the top right of the front cover. He bought it.

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You know? Today I changed a song lyrics... I always say the first coming out is the best, but... oh well... I really hate social communication... the things they can come up with... I don't remember saying that on that interview! They are a bunch of liars... they can even suplant me... but then again, I don't consider myself a liar... I just give people the wrong information. Do you understand? Even if you don't, too bad.

Earlier I was collecting some pics of Dir en Grey on the net... I noticed something, but I don't want to go into details... it's something I must check again. It's very funny the things people can come up with on the net... really amusing... if only some of them were true!

I gotta............................ hm, no.......... I'm off now before my next door neighbours start playing their music loud, then I won't be able to sleep.

Maybe I could......... ah, why can't I just drop it?!

Life is unfair, no one knows that better than me.