Gotta knock a little harder

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A/N
So here's the second part and please review....


- Hey guys! Will you come to drink after the rehearsal, Gackt shouted to the other members of the band
- Yeah, sure. Where shall we go? Kami asked
- I don’t know, you tell me
- Let’s just go to the pub around the corner
- Yu~ki and Közi, will you come also? Gackt shouted to the other end of the room
- Yeah, that sounds good, Közi answered as he packed his guitar up.
Gackt started to walk towards Mana, who was checking out some new lyrics before his table.
- Don’t bother walking all the way here, Gackt, you know I’m not coming, Mana said still reading his papers
- Awee… don’t be so dull Mana. You never come with us. Please, please, please, come this time, Gackt begged
- No! I truly have no interests on watching you guys get drunk and do all these stupid things! Besides, I have other things to do
- Like what?
- Drop it, Gackt, he’s not coming. Kami said
- No, I wanna know why!
- You’re acting like a child, Gackt. Kami said mostly to himself
- I am a child. Now tell me, why aren’t you coming, what is more important than to spend time with your band mates?
- I. Need. To. Check. Out. These. New lyrics. And I need to compose.
- Just an excuse, like always, Gackt mumbled to himself, just loud enough for Mana to hear. Mana felt like he was boiling, still he controlled himself and kept quiet
- Fine, what ever, lets just go by the four of us, Gackt shouted to the others

Sometimes, I would really want to go with them, but I will never just be able to. I mean, God knows what I would do, when I’d get drunk. I don’t want to have these nights full of black outs; I don’t want to do anything I would regret afterwards. Besides, it would give them a chance to see through my shell. I don’t want that. But sometimes, I really would like to go with them, I would like to have a normal life. Make connections with people, have friends. Get to know my only friends better, those only people I really know. And then there is him. At first, when he came to Malice Mizer, I didn’t think just anything about him. I ignored him, I just thought that his voice was awesome and he used it really well. That’s why I choose him. At first, I didn’t care about anything else, but that I could produce, play, compose and just make music. I didn’t care about him, except about his singing voice. Now I do care. It’s been over a year when he came to our band and I’ve just realised that I want to know him better, I don’t know anything about him. And still, still I’m interested. Gosh! I need to stop this! I got to keep my shell. I wanna be inside it, in safe.

He just can’t let me nearer.

- Oh, Közi…! Please bring me another beer!!! Gackt laid halfway on the table and shouted, though Közi was sitting right next to him. Közi was quite amused by Gackts state of condition
- Please, go and get one yourself… if you can, Közi laughed
- Mnn… yes, yes. Soon, my dear, Gackt said with the last remnants of his continuousness
- I think we should get him somewhere to sleep, Yu~ki said to the others
- You’re right, I can take him to his apartment, Kami said
- Okay, Közi will you stay here with me, lets take a few more beers
- Yeah, tomorrow is a day off and everything, so why not
- See you on Friday, guys, Kami shouted from the door, Gackt hanging on his shoulder
- Yeah, see you


A/N 2.
So that was the second chapter and please let me know what you think!

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