{Billy}Unlucky in Love{Martin}
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Singers/Bands/Musicians › Good Charlotte
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
6
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1,226
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4
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This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Good Charlotte. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Packing Up and Saying Good Bye
"Oh, are you ok?" Billy asked, concern dripping from his voice.
"Yeah, I'm alright. No damage done." I replied, smiling timdily while staring into his gorgeous blue eyes.
"Well, how'd it go?" Nikki asked, practically jumping into my arms.
"He called out the name for 3rd place. My heart sank cause I knew that meant I didn't even make it to 3rd. When he called out for 2cd place, I was arguing with myself on whether or not I should go ahead and leave. But then, he called out my name. I couldn't believe it. We've got to go pack cause from what Dean Thomas said, we're leaving this afternoon." I almost screamed.
Nikki and Wendy kept giving me hugs and congratulating me. All the guys did too, even giving me hugs. I snuck a look over at Billy who was engrossed in talking with Chris about something. I smiled slightly, watching his hand gestures and noticing how he laughed heartily. I turned back around to see Christina sneering at me. Christina has had a thing for my boyfriend for a very long time. I've even had the unfortunateness to get into a few fights with her over him. Matt's friends with her, so the two of us gettng into a fight got me and him into a fight. Some days I wonder if I love him like I thought I did. I care for him, sure. I have some good friends tell me that they've seen Matt and Christina out together acting "very close" on several occasions.
"Hey, we need to go pack. Some of the guys are gonna go with me, some are gonna go with Nikki and the remaing group are gonna go with you. We'll meet up in, let's say an hour? Sound good?" Wendy asked
"Um, sure. Have the guys divided themselves up yet?" I asked, stealing another glance at Billy
"That's what they're doing now. See ya in an hour." Wendy called as she began to stroll down the hall.
Benji, Bert, and Billy all followed me to my room. Chris, Paul, and Jeph followed Wendy. Joel, Branden, and Quinn followed Nikki. I "escorted" the guys up to my room which was decorated.......well, it was unique to say the least!
My walls were covered in either band posters, movie posters from 'The Nightmare Before Christmas' or 'Lord of the Rings'. My sheets and blankets were leopard print. My laundry hamper was purple and everything on my desk were either purple or silver mesh. My entertainment center was solid oak and held a big screen flat screen t.v. with surround sound. My stereo system was connected to my t.v. and had 5 disc changer. I have too many cd's and dvd's too count. I have pictures all over of my friends, pics I've taken with bands I've met at concerts, and family. I told the guys to make themselves at home while I packed up my stuff. The school would pack everything I didn't take with me today and either send it to me or put it in a special storage unit until I can retrieve it.
I took out 2 large suitcases and 1 small suitcase and an extra-large duffle bag. I sorted through my closet to pick out the clothes I wanted to take then went through my drawers. Lastly I went and retrieved all the shoes I wanted to take. All that took only 1 large suitcase and the small suitcase. In the second large case, I put in all the books I was taking (school books, Stephen King, Anne Rice, LOTR, Harry Potter, arts magazines), several of my photo albums, all my cd's and dvd's, my ipod, my laptop, computer paraphernalia [i.e. printer, webcam, games and programs], extra ink cartridges and paper, sketch books, pens, pencils, erasers, markers, and paints. I had 2 large suitcases and 1 small suitcase. I was done and everything was neatly packed.
"Well, I'm done packing. Shall we go meet the others?" I asked.
"Yep. We should be getting back out on the road pretty soon too. Let me take one of those." Benji said as he reached for 1 of my large suitcases.
I took my other 2 and we left the dorm. Benji called his brother as we were leaving. Bert was asking me all about school, the music I listened too, and what I did for fun. Billy was silent the whole time. We were to meet up at our cafe. It was only a 5 minute walk from campus, so we arrived before anyone else. Benji and I sat my bags down and he called their bus driver. Wendy, Chris, Paul, and Jeph arrived a few minutes later. What I wasn't expecting was for Matt to show up. He walked up and I just sat there staring at him. Not a single person spoke until he took my arm and began leading me away from the group. In the distance I could see Nikki and the rest of the guys making their way to us.
"Matt, what are you doing here?" I asked, confusion evident across my face
"What, I can't see my girlfriend off?" He asked, pulling me into a sweet kiss
"Um, I thought you had to work tonight?" I asked, starting to get suspiscious
"Well, when I found out you had won the contest, I called my boss and told him I was gonna be a little late this evening. I'm not gonna see you all year! Are you gonna be able to come back for Thanksgiving or Christmas?" He asked, quickly changing the subject
"I don't know. Probably not. Listen, we've got to hit the road. I'll try to call you as much as I can. By sweetie." I said, giving him a quick kiss on the cheek
"Oh, alright. Talk to you soon." He said as he pulled me in for one last hug.
I slowly walked back to my group. The boys were already loading most of our luggage into the cargo bay. I sighed and sat down. With Wendy and Nikki talking to all the guys, no one noticed how I was acting. Not that I really cared right now. Pretty soon, we were all boarding the bus. There were 3 bunks left so Wendy and Nikki went straight to the bunk area to choose which bunk they wanted. A thunderstorm was rolling in and the sky was getting dark. I sat on one of the couches in the front lounge and stared out the window. It was just beginning to rain, lightning was sparking. Paul, Chris and Benji went to the back lounge to play video games, Joel went to his bunk to call his girlfriend. Nikki and Wendy were unpacking. I didn't see where Billy went to. About an hour later, with everyone still doing the same thing they were doing an hour before, I began to feel like someone was watching me. I began to look around, but couldn't see anyone as all the lights were off in the front lounge. I began staring out the window again. I got up to get my ipod and went back to my seat. I don't know how long I sat there staring out the window, listening to my ipod. Suddenly the lights came on and i heard Benji yelling something about stopping for food.
"Hey Ash, wanna get some food? We're stopping at IHOP." Benji asked.
"Sure. I'm starting to get hungry." I replied quietly with a small smile.
Again, I began to feel like I was being watched. I couldn't see anyone though, even with the lights on. About 10 minutes later, everyone was up in the front lounge awaiting the stop for dinner. I looked up and noticed Billy had sat directly across from me on the other couch. I smiled weakly at him before staring out the window again. The bus soon came to a stop and we all deboarded. We got a big table. I made sure I sat at the end. Everyone ordered and everyone talked as we waited for our dinner to arrive.
I made small talk with Bert and Jeph. Billy was sitting so he was positioned across from me just to my right. Everytime I looked up, he was staring at me. I wonder why he keeps staring at me. Suddenly my phone, which was clipped to my hip, began to ring. I didn't want to answer it, but I found myself picking up my phone.
"Hello?" I asked tentatively
"Hey baby. Whatcha doing?" Matt asked
I got up from my chair and walked outside.
"You just talked to me a few hours ago! Is there something you need?" I asked with more attitude than I really intended
"I just thought I'd call and remind you that you've got a boyfriend! Why do you care? What the fuck are you doing?" Matt yelled
"First of all, I don't need a reminder that I've got a boyfriend! Second of all, we just stopped for dinner. Thirdly, no need to be fucking yelling at me!!!" I yelled back
"Look, my girlfriend is on tour with a bunch of horny guys. What do you expect me to think!" Matt yelled at me
"You son of a bitch! You think that little of me!!! I can't believe you actually think I'd fucking cheat on you. We've been together 2 fucking years. If you can't trust me now, I don't think we have a future." I yelled, tears starting to fall.
"I trust you. It's them I don't fucking trust. How do I know that if one of them puts the moves on you...." Matt started to say before I cut him off
"In essence you're still saying you don't fucking trust me! Fuck you Matt!!" I screamed as I slammed my phone shut.
I sat down on the curb to calm myself down. Something just wasn't right with Matt. He's never acted this way. I've had my suspicions that he was cheating on me, but I've never been able to get hard proof of it. And now he's picking fights with me! I just don't know what to think anymore. About 5 minutes later, I've wiped my eyes and face, I've quit shaking and take a deep breath. As I walk back inside, I see everyone walking towards me.
"I got your food Ash." Wendy said, giving me a hug.
"Yeah, I'm alright. No damage done." I replied, smiling timdily while staring into his gorgeous blue eyes.
"Well, how'd it go?" Nikki asked, practically jumping into my arms.
"He called out the name for 3rd place. My heart sank cause I knew that meant I didn't even make it to 3rd. When he called out for 2cd place, I was arguing with myself on whether or not I should go ahead and leave. But then, he called out my name. I couldn't believe it. We've got to go pack cause from what Dean Thomas said, we're leaving this afternoon." I almost screamed.
Nikki and Wendy kept giving me hugs and congratulating me. All the guys did too, even giving me hugs. I snuck a look over at Billy who was engrossed in talking with Chris about something. I smiled slightly, watching his hand gestures and noticing how he laughed heartily. I turned back around to see Christina sneering at me. Christina has had a thing for my boyfriend for a very long time. I've even had the unfortunateness to get into a few fights with her over him. Matt's friends with her, so the two of us gettng into a fight got me and him into a fight. Some days I wonder if I love him like I thought I did. I care for him, sure. I have some good friends tell me that they've seen Matt and Christina out together acting "very close" on several occasions.
"Hey, we need to go pack. Some of the guys are gonna go with me, some are gonna go with Nikki and the remaing group are gonna go with you. We'll meet up in, let's say an hour? Sound good?" Wendy asked
"Um, sure. Have the guys divided themselves up yet?" I asked, stealing another glance at Billy
"That's what they're doing now. See ya in an hour." Wendy called as she began to stroll down the hall.
Benji, Bert, and Billy all followed me to my room. Chris, Paul, and Jeph followed Wendy. Joel, Branden, and Quinn followed Nikki. I "escorted" the guys up to my room which was decorated.......well, it was unique to say the least!
My walls were covered in either band posters, movie posters from 'The Nightmare Before Christmas' or 'Lord of the Rings'. My sheets and blankets were leopard print. My laundry hamper was purple and everything on my desk were either purple or silver mesh. My entertainment center was solid oak and held a big screen flat screen t.v. with surround sound. My stereo system was connected to my t.v. and had 5 disc changer. I have too many cd's and dvd's too count. I have pictures all over of my friends, pics I've taken with bands I've met at concerts, and family. I told the guys to make themselves at home while I packed up my stuff. The school would pack everything I didn't take with me today and either send it to me or put it in a special storage unit until I can retrieve it.
I took out 2 large suitcases and 1 small suitcase and an extra-large duffle bag. I sorted through my closet to pick out the clothes I wanted to take then went through my drawers. Lastly I went and retrieved all the shoes I wanted to take. All that took only 1 large suitcase and the small suitcase. In the second large case, I put in all the books I was taking (school books, Stephen King, Anne Rice, LOTR, Harry Potter, arts magazines), several of my photo albums, all my cd's and dvd's, my ipod, my laptop, computer paraphernalia [i.e. printer, webcam, games and programs], extra ink cartridges and paper, sketch books, pens, pencils, erasers, markers, and paints. I had 2 large suitcases and 1 small suitcase. I was done and everything was neatly packed.
"Well, I'm done packing. Shall we go meet the others?" I asked.
"Yep. We should be getting back out on the road pretty soon too. Let me take one of those." Benji said as he reached for 1 of my large suitcases.
I took my other 2 and we left the dorm. Benji called his brother as we were leaving. Bert was asking me all about school, the music I listened too, and what I did for fun. Billy was silent the whole time. We were to meet up at our cafe. It was only a 5 minute walk from campus, so we arrived before anyone else. Benji and I sat my bags down and he called their bus driver. Wendy, Chris, Paul, and Jeph arrived a few minutes later. What I wasn't expecting was for Matt to show up. He walked up and I just sat there staring at him. Not a single person spoke until he took my arm and began leading me away from the group. In the distance I could see Nikki and the rest of the guys making their way to us.
"Matt, what are you doing here?" I asked, confusion evident across my face
"What, I can't see my girlfriend off?" He asked, pulling me into a sweet kiss
"Um, I thought you had to work tonight?" I asked, starting to get suspiscious
"Well, when I found out you had won the contest, I called my boss and told him I was gonna be a little late this evening. I'm not gonna see you all year! Are you gonna be able to come back for Thanksgiving or Christmas?" He asked, quickly changing the subject
"I don't know. Probably not. Listen, we've got to hit the road. I'll try to call you as much as I can. By sweetie." I said, giving him a quick kiss on the cheek
"Oh, alright. Talk to you soon." He said as he pulled me in for one last hug.
I slowly walked back to my group. The boys were already loading most of our luggage into the cargo bay. I sighed and sat down. With Wendy and Nikki talking to all the guys, no one noticed how I was acting. Not that I really cared right now. Pretty soon, we were all boarding the bus. There were 3 bunks left so Wendy and Nikki went straight to the bunk area to choose which bunk they wanted. A thunderstorm was rolling in and the sky was getting dark. I sat on one of the couches in the front lounge and stared out the window. It was just beginning to rain, lightning was sparking. Paul, Chris and Benji went to the back lounge to play video games, Joel went to his bunk to call his girlfriend. Nikki and Wendy were unpacking. I didn't see where Billy went to. About an hour later, with everyone still doing the same thing they were doing an hour before, I began to feel like someone was watching me. I began to look around, but couldn't see anyone as all the lights were off in the front lounge. I began staring out the window again. I got up to get my ipod and went back to my seat. I don't know how long I sat there staring out the window, listening to my ipod. Suddenly the lights came on and i heard Benji yelling something about stopping for food.
"Hey Ash, wanna get some food? We're stopping at IHOP." Benji asked.
"Sure. I'm starting to get hungry." I replied quietly with a small smile.
Again, I began to feel like I was being watched. I couldn't see anyone though, even with the lights on. About 10 minutes later, everyone was up in the front lounge awaiting the stop for dinner. I looked up and noticed Billy had sat directly across from me on the other couch. I smiled weakly at him before staring out the window again. The bus soon came to a stop and we all deboarded. We got a big table. I made sure I sat at the end. Everyone ordered and everyone talked as we waited for our dinner to arrive.
I made small talk with Bert and Jeph. Billy was sitting so he was positioned across from me just to my right. Everytime I looked up, he was staring at me. I wonder why he keeps staring at me. Suddenly my phone, which was clipped to my hip, began to ring. I didn't want to answer it, but I found myself picking up my phone.
"Hello?" I asked tentatively
"Hey baby. Whatcha doing?" Matt asked
I got up from my chair and walked outside.
"You just talked to me a few hours ago! Is there something you need?" I asked with more attitude than I really intended
"I just thought I'd call and remind you that you've got a boyfriend! Why do you care? What the fuck are you doing?" Matt yelled
"First of all, I don't need a reminder that I've got a boyfriend! Second of all, we just stopped for dinner. Thirdly, no need to be fucking yelling at me!!!" I yelled back
"Look, my girlfriend is on tour with a bunch of horny guys. What do you expect me to think!" Matt yelled at me
"You son of a bitch! You think that little of me!!! I can't believe you actually think I'd fucking cheat on you. We've been together 2 fucking years. If you can't trust me now, I don't think we have a future." I yelled, tears starting to fall.
"I trust you. It's them I don't fucking trust. How do I know that if one of them puts the moves on you...." Matt started to say before I cut him off
"In essence you're still saying you don't fucking trust me! Fuck you Matt!!" I screamed as I slammed my phone shut.
I sat down on the curb to calm myself down. Something just wasn't right with Matt. He's never acted this way. I've had my suspicions that he was cheating on me, but I've never been able to get hard proof of it. And now he's picking fights with me! I just don't know what to think anymore. About 5 minutes later, I've wiped my eyes and face, I've quit shaking and take a deep breath. As I walk back inside, I see everyone walking towards me.
"I got your food Ash." Wendy said, giving me a hug.