did you think ,you were the only freak here?

we sat down at the bar. woundering why i had agreed yet again... to go out with frankie out one of his drinking binges.

"evening boys whats your posion?" the bar lady asked us, i later found out her name was mina stratch.She wore a blue tank top, which matched her black and blue dyed hair.she had a odd arange ment of arm braclets down her right arm, most of them were leather spiked cuffsthe funniest thing about her was a black studed dog coller that had a cat bell on it. she remined me a bit of those anime cat girls you see in some comics

"two jack daniels please" frankie told her winking at me and elbowing me in the side. It suddenly dawned on me what he was up to he had dragged me here to hook me up with someone. i hadn't been on a sucessful date in a while & i had made a point not to it only brought me trouble still i was hoping this time things might be different.

FLASH BACK:2YRS

"OMG gerard! what did you do to her?" mikey screamed at me

i was laying on the bed craddling annas lifeless body in my arms.blood stained the corners of my mouth.
"I-I-I didnt mean to do it mikey,oh god anns please wake up" i was cried god why did this have to happen to me? no matter how hard i tried sooner or later the fucking monster in side me got out, anna was dead and it was alll my fault

FADE BACK TO PRESENT:

"are you ok gerard" frankie was waving his hand in frount of my face, we had been at the bar of an hour and mina had gotten quiet chatty wif me.turns out she was staying at the same hotel we were she lived down the hall in room 13.

" ya i'll be fine i just need some air" i sighed.

" come on boys i'll call you a cab, and well go back to the hotel" mina said smileing and winking at me. i was very drunk at that stage so she helped me into the cab. I felt her hand wrap around my waist it was enough to make my blood boil.