How could i ever love another?

[so I decided to add a chapter already. Shoot me...]

Bam's eyes fluttered open. Had they really fallen asleep? Looking around he realized his beloved was missing. He rose form the bed and went in search of Ville. It took some time but soon he found Ville outside in his rose garden. Bam smiled and ran up to him.

"Willa!" he called out. Ville turned and smiled big and embraced his love. It felt good to hold Bam, it always did.

"Good morning my love." Ville pulled away and sat down on a stone bench. He pulled Bam next to him and kissed him softly but Bam deepened the kiss and soon their hands were running all over each other. They slide of the bench and laid with Bam on top . Their hipped grinded and Ville moaned into Bam's mouth. His hand went to Bam's belt to undo it but Bam stopped him. They froe and stared at each other. Bam rolled off and sighed. He didn't feel it was right to do this to Missy. She was a good person.

"I love you Ville...It's just-"

"Missy." Ville knew. It hurt him so much but he understood. He pulled the skater into his arms and laid there entwined.

"What happened to Jonna?" Bam plucked a rose from the bush and smelled it.

"I ended it. It wasn't working out...I thought about you too much." Ville voice wasn't sad nor mean just calm, like saying 'I gave my dog away because it peed on the rug.'

"Oh..." Bam felt guilty but he knew what Ville meant. The night of the wedding Bam almost called Ville to tell him that he didn't want to marry Missy. Sadly, he hung up after two rings.

Ville rolled over and took the flower from bam and pulled off a petal. He ran it along Bam’s lower lip sending a shiver down the man's spine.

"Remember when he made love here?" Ville smiled. That was one of the most romantic things him and Bam did. Bam closed his eyes as the petal went down his neck.

"How could I forget..."

Bam had come back from a skating completion and came out there to find Ville collecting roses. Bam stood there watched the older man in awe of how the sun made his pale skin glow like an angel. He wanted him. He moved toward Ville and kneeled down kissing the Finn on the neck.

"Bam Bam." Ville said and kissed him deeply. Bam took the flowers from his love and laid him down on the soft grass. Slowly he undressed the thin lover. His kissed him down his chest to his hips. Ville moans and slide his hands down after Bam. Ville sat up and began undressing his lover. His bite and licked Bam's neck causing him to groan and gasp at the nips.

Bam pushed Ville back down gentle and took a rose from the bouquet laying near them. He ran it down Ville's body and stopped when he reached his cock. Licking his lips he lent down and engulfed the length. Ville gowned and played with Bam's hair.

His mouth worked the member slowly. This was tender love making and it was worth taking everything slow. Ville gasped and pulled Bam off and up into a deep kiss. Their hips thrusted against each other. Now Ville took his turn to suck his beloved. He slide down and licked Bam's large cock sending a wave of passion over bam. Ville nipped the tip and moved his tongue around the head. With a smile up at into those blue eyes watching him, he engulfed Bam's erection. Bam cried out, "Ville" and gasped.

Bam felt it building up in him so he quickly pulled Ville off. He wanted to make his lover feel good. He lean Ville back and put two fingers in Ville’s mouth. The green eyed beauty sucked them wet for Bam. A smile came on Bam's face and he tenderly kissed his love belly as he pulled his fingers away and inserted one into Ville, making the other gasp. He stretched him slowly sending in a second then a third.

Putting Ville's long legs on his shoulder, Bam slide his starving cock into Ville. One hand held Ville's hip and the other began to work Ville's weeping member. He hit Ville's prostate and they both called out loudly. They were lost in each other; moving against each other in a slow steady rhythm, kissing and caressing each other, moaning their loves for each other.

Soon Ville felt his body tighten as an orgasm began in him, "Bam! Oh god, Bam!"

As Ville's body clench around Bam's cock, an orgasm poured into Bam making him shudder and groan, "Ville! I love you!"

...They kissed again and Ville crawled on top. Bam looked in the only green eyes that made him melt and felt tears built up so he turned his head away. Ville leaned down onto Bam's chest and felt tears as well.

"I miss it." Ville managed to squeak out.

"The sex?" Bam asked as if he didn't know what Ville meant.

"The tenderness." Ville sad it like a question.

"Me too." their answers were so short and another silence came. Bam never wanted so badly to tell someone that he was ready to give up his fans, friends, family, wife and just run away forever.

Ville never wanted to tell someone so badly that every song was about Bam, that every seductive photo was for Bam, that every 'I love you' written, spoke, sang, was for Bam. All he wanted was for his lover never to leave his side.

Bam crawled out from under Ville and sat up. He took Ville's hands into his and looked at them. It was hard to focus on not crying to tell him this.

"Ville, promise me this..." He took a deep breath to fight the tears, "Promise me you'll never hate me?"

Ville's eyes brimmed with tears, "oh Bam Bam, I could never hate you. I promise. Promise me to remember something?"

"Hmmm?" was all that could come out as he got choked up. 'I love you' his mind screamed, 'I'll never leave!'

"Every time I say, write, sing the words 'I love You'.." Ville was crying now making his sentences all choked up, "Know...it was all... it was all for you."

"Once again the two was crying in each other’s arms, saying of their loves and forever’s. They knew deep down that it could work, that this could be. But the world hated them, people like them. No one ever believes in love, just mating. They realized this. But they love each other, dear God, did they love each other. After much tears were shed they sat in the garden for another hour, Talking and picking roses to put in one of Ville's vases. Every rose Bam picked he said 'I love you' to it so Ville could always have love.

They still had many more days to work all this out. And Bam knew, and Ville knew, they knew that maybe they could try again. Maybe they could find a world to love in.

[Sex scene! I know it's bad. It's my first so be kind. Want more?]