The David and James Story
Chapter 20
Thvid vid and James Story
Pairing: David/James
Rating: NC 17
Author: You think anyone’s gonna actually admit to writing this shit?
Disclaimer: No infringement of copyright is intended. You know who the characters belong to.
This is AU. The people involved would never behave like this in real life.
Chapter 20
James’ apartment
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They’d spent most of the night making love, ending up with David spooning James. It was the perfect position for a long, slow session.
David had fallen asleep, fully spent, inside him and James had lain awake for ages marvelling at the sensation of being filled by his lover. He was too wired to sleep himself. Too much had happened. He had a lot to think about.
David wn lon love with him. Of that he was in no doubt but would it last? How could it?
Someone loved him… A man loved him... David loved him. It was something he’d never imagined. It was something he’d never known he wanted… until now.
He still couldn’t believe she’d never ever loved him. Hadn’t it been like this at firstow qow quickly had that love turned to pity? Or had it always been pity? But David didn’t pity him. It wouldn’t be the same with him. It couldn’t be.
Was it really safe for him to give himself to this man? Dare he open his heart and let another in? But, if he didn’t, what was the point of living?
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James woke up with his usual early morning erection. He sighed. He’d take care of it in the shower as he always did. He didn’t want to get up just yet. He was too comfortable where he was, wrapped in this warm embrace…
Warm embrace?
He looked down at the arm holding him… It was a man’s arm… David’s arm.
As he came to he suddenly remembered where he was and who he was with. He remembered everything they’d done and said the night before…
His erection became more insistent in its demands for attention. He was about to take matters into his own hands when the arm moved. David was reaching for him. He felt a kiss being pressed against his neck.
“Good morning, Sweetheart,” David breathed against his neck, his lips brushing along James’ collar bone.
Something poked his thigh. His wasn’t the only erection keen to be noticed.
“I love you,” David murmured, turning James to face him.
Those deep, chocolate eyes were full of love… and bright with desire. This was real, not just a dream… or a fantasy. David wanted him… David was in love with him…
“Make love to me, Davy,” James whispered.
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They’d spent the whole day in bed, fully exploring each other’s bodies, bringing each either to orgasm after glor org orgasm again and again. James was envious of David’s stamina. He could guess what the “unreasonable demands” were that David had spoken of, in connection with his divorce, even before he’d started to tell him all about his failed marriage. David’s constant hornyness had been too much for her. He’d wanted sex twice a day. After the initial rush of any new relationship passpassed she’d considered three or four times a week to be perfectly adequate. Stupid bitch should have bflatflattered by all the attention. She didn’t know a good thing when she was in bed with it! James couldn’t imagine himself ever wanting to refuse David’s advances. He was in heaven whenever David was touching him…
David had said he had no regrets about his separation. It was obv now now the marriage would never have worked and not just because he now knew without doubt where his sexual preferences lay. David had revealed they’d never even said they loved each other before she’d proposed. They’d been spending the weekend in Las Vegas celebrating his new job. Getting married had been a spur of the moment decision. He’d regretted it as soon as they returned to LA. He knew it would be only a matter of time before they split up. The decision to marry had been one of the stupidest decisions of his entire life and one he had no intention of ever repeating.
James wondered if David had ever thought about gay marriage not that it was legal yet in the United States but he knew someone who’d gone through a kind of marriage ceremony in Europe…
“Penny for them,” David whispered in his ear as he rolled over to wrap his arms around James once more.
“Huh?”
“You looked as if you were deep in thought.”
“Hmm,” James murmured. “Thinking about you… about us.”
James rolled onto his side so that they lay face to face. He lifted his hand to David’s face. He opened his mouth to speak. He wanted to tell him how he felt but something was holding him back. He was scared. If he admitted he cared for this man would the illusion of happiness suddenly be shattered? Would David laugh in his face? He couldn’t do it. Not yet.
“I never knew I wanted this,” James began. “I’d never imagined wanting it… wanting to lie here with another man… with you…”
He leaned forward and kissed David briefly on the lips.
“… but now I can’t imagine ever being here with anyone else…”
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