night time talks

Carrie's pov





Carrie looked around the empty hotel room, her bags lay open on the bed. Her things laying around looking out of place in the hotel room. Her head was banging for the nights events, her stomach twisted in pain at the thought of Kelly never forgiving her. She could hear Kelly's words playing over and over again in her head, telling her to leave how she didn't want her to stay. Sitting down on the hard bed Carrie looked around her, at least Kelly picked a nice hotel. It showed her she still felt something.



She wanted to call the house, see if Kelly was ok but she knew Jeanne and the others would be home by now. Probably all sitting around the kitchen table talking about how Carrie had screwed up and how Jeanne knew this day was coming.



Carrie decided to give up for the night, Kelly wouldn't be changing her mind any time soon. Searching through her bags for something to wear her heart skipped a beat. Laying at the bottom of the bag was her night shirt. Kelly and her had been sneaking the shirt back and forth between them for years. It hadn't occurred to them to buy another one.





Flashback





'Come on now.....you know it looks better on me........'



'Im not arguing that....'Carrie laughed. 'but it's mine.....'



'And we're married so what's yours in mine.......'



'Why can't I never win an argument with you?.....' Carrie moaned.



'Cause im too cute?.......'



'Maybe....'Carrie laughed. Gripping onto the front of the shirt Carrie pulled her wife closer.



'And what are you doing?.......' Kelly smirked.



'Taking back what's mine........' Carrie pulled the shirt over Kelly's head, rolling it in a ball she threw it across the room. Kelly watched it fly across the room and land on the floor.



'I thought you were taking back what's yours?...... Carrie smirked watching her wife's confused face.



'I am......'Carrie ran her hands over her wife's side, letting them rest on her hips. Holding her tight she pulled her closer till their bodies touched.



'I thought you wanted the shirt........'Kelly whispered.



'I want you more.....'Carrie whispered back. Letting their lips meet Carrie gently massaged her wife's lips with her own till she felt Kelly's mouth slip open. Carrie took the opportunity to slide her tongue out letting it glide over Kelly's. Her hands worked their way up into the shorter blond's hair as their tongues battled for control over each other.



'Mmmm.....'Kelly pulled her lips away from Carrie's' what were we arguing about?......'



'God knows......'Carrie pulled Kelly back to her, any thoughts of the shirt now forgotten.





End Of Flashback





Carrie lay on top of the hotel bed, the night shirt in her hand. She could smell Kelly on it, the only comfort she had at the moment. Holding it close to her face carrie allowed herself to break down. The tears soon flowing as her mind filled with thoughts of her wife.





Kelly's pov





Kelly heard the front door open and close, Jeanne's loud voice filled the down stairs as Kelly sat in Ashley's room looking at Jakob. Kelly could hear footsteps rushing up the stairs, she knew Ashley was looking for her. The bedroom door soon swung open.



'Her cars not here......'Ashley said breathlessly.



'I know....she's not here either......' Kelly's voice as strong and steady, surprising her and Ashley.



'She hasn't come home yet?......'



'She came home.....and now she's gone again.....'



'She walked out?.....' Ashley sat down. ' I can't believe her.....'



'I asked her to leave.....'Kelly said cutting Ashley off. ' She's at a hotel in town......'



'You threw her out?.....'



'I asked her to leave......' Ashley shook her head.



'You must have told her....she wouldn't have left unless you insisted........' Kelly stayed quiet, her eyes staying focused on Jakob.' Kelly.....'



'I didn't want her here.......she hurt me......and I didn't want to see her....'Kelly admitted.



'Your mothers going to love this......' Ashley stated.



'I know....but lets not tell her tonight......' Kelly ran her hand over her face. ' I just want one night before it all starts.....you know she's going to want to rub it in......'



'She doesn't have to you know.....give me the name of the hotel......i'll have her back here in twenty minutes......' Kelly shook her head.



'No Ashley......this is my marriage.....I'll do it my way......'



'Does it matter if your way is the wrong way?...... Kelly sighed.



'Ashley it's my way........' Ashley knew not to push.



'Ok......you want to sleep here?.......'



'No.....'Kelly answered quietly as she stood. 'If carrie's alone....i should be alone too.'



Kelly tip toed down the stairs as she heard her mother and brother talking, If she could make it to her room without them seeing then her mother didn't have to know anything till morning. As soon as her room door closed behind her she breathed a sigh of relief. The moment her eyes scanned the empty room her stomach dropped. It was all beginning to feel very real to her, Carrie wasn't there and she wasn't going to be there until Kelly made up her mind. The problem was Kelly didn't have a clue what to do. Her head and her heart were in a constant battle and she didn't know what one would win.



Laying still in the bed Kelly felt something was wrong, the bed wasn't right. It didn't feel like her bed any more. Even though Carrie had spent many nights asleep in the next room and Kelly was used to sleeping alone something felt different now. She thought back to when they bought the bed, Carrie had picked it much to Kelly's annoyance.





Flashback.





'It looks like it should be in a museum......'Kelly ran her hand over the old fashioned bed.



'It's beautiful.....'



'It looks like it should be in a sex club......' Carrie rolled her eyes.



'Sex club or museum?.......'



Both.....'Kelly said dryly. 'And what are these little hooks for?.......' Kelly pulled at the steal hooks on the headboard.



'For the handcuffs......'Carrie laughed as Kelly's eyes widened.



'Are you for real?.......' Kelly took a step back from the bed.



'Sure.....'Carrie looked closer at the headboard. ' Or it could be where you hook the drapes on......'



'You......'



'Me what?.........'



'Your evil.......'



'Come on....you don't want to test the handcuffs.......Im sure I have a pair somewhere.......' Kelly raised her eyebrows.



'You have.......'Kelly's voice raised along side her eyebrows.



'Yea......' Carrie smirked at the look on her wife's face.



'And...and where did you get them.....I hope they weren't for me.....' Kelly was now busying herself so she didn't have to look at her wife. Her cheeks were flushed red.



'I bought them in a sex shop in Amsterdam..........thought we might christen the new bed........'



'You what?......' Carrie let out a loud laugh.



'You really are easy to fool.....'Pulling Kelly into her arms she kissed the blonds shoulder. ' It was a joke gift from my birthday.........Someone in the band thought he would try to make me blush.......' Kelly relaxed into her wife's arms. 'So you don't want to give them a try?....' Carrie felt Kelly smile against her shoulder. ' is that a yes?......'



'It's a maybe.....if your good....'





Flashback





Kelly lay cuddling up against Carrie's pillow as she thought tried her best not to think of her wife alone in the hotel room. Looking at the clock she knew Carrie would still be awake. Grabbing phone from the night stand she searched the phone book for her wife's number. Her finger hung over the button. Not knowing what to do Kelly closed her eyes, Carrie's face coming into view as soon as she did. She forced herself to think about what Carrie had done, placing her phone back on the night stand she rolled away from Carrie's pillow wiping away the single tear that rolled down her cheek.