There's a Fine Line COMPLETE
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Singers/Bands/Musicians › Robbie Williams
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
31
Views:
1,451
Reviews:
1
Recommended:
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Currently Reading:
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This is a work of fiction. I do not know Robbie Williams. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Chapter Twenty-Two
Rob listened to the ring on the other end of the phone and wondered where Lex was. It was 1 am L.A. time and she should be at home. In fact it was the fourth time he had called late at night and she wasn't there to answer him. He was trying to give her the benifit of the doubt but he couldn't help but wonder if she was seeing someone else. But that just didn't seem like Lex. Sighing he hung up the phone, he would be home in a week and he would be able to hold her and see that everything was alright.
"One more week." He whispered.
Lex groaned and rolled over opening her eyes. Where was she? This wasn't her place. It was a small bedroom with dingey curtains on the windows and dirty clothes on the floor. Someone was in the bed beside her. She looked and saw Nick, sleeping. Memories of the night before flashed back to her. They had gone to a club where they had danced and snorted coke in the bathroom. Stoned they had gone back to his house where they had stripped off their clothes, snorted more coke and fucked each other.
"Oh shit." She said. How could she have done this to Rob? They hadn't even used a condom. fuck, what if she was pregnant? Or got an STD? She climbed out of the bed and went to go use the bathroom. In the washroom she barely even recognized herself. Even though it had only been three weeks since she had took her first line, she used several times a day every day. Nick seemed to have an endless supply and didn't mind sharing. Now she could see that she had lost weight, and she had circles under her eyes. She looked like shit. She washed her face and rinsed her mouth with mouthwash and went back out to gather up her clothes and get dressed. She had to stop doing this before Rob came back next week.
"Leaving?" Nick asked waking up.
"Yeah I had better go. Rob is coming back next week and I need to get my shit together." She said slipping on her shoes. Nick just nodded and closed his eyes, going back to sleep.
"I missed you so much." Rob said hugging Lex when he saw her waiting at the airport.
"Me too." She said. He noticed she didn't meet his eyes. She helped him locate his suitcases and took him to the car.
"You've lost weight." He said, climbing in beside her.
"I've been working a lot." She said.
"Well now that I am back I hope you can squeeze me into your busy life." He teased.
"Of course." She said. She hadn't had a hit of coke for two days and she was feeling a bit edgy. She had gone to a free clinic and taken a morning after pill to prevent from getting pregnant. They had also given her an STD test, she was still waiting for the results. Rob studied her while she drove, something seemed different about her.
"Are you feeling okay Lex?" He asked.
"Great. Why?" She lied. Positive he would see right through her.
"I don't know you just seem....I don't know, not yourself."
"I have a lot on my mind with this show." She said.
"Yeah, I know how you feel." He said. They didn't talk anymore until they got home. She helped him up to the room with his bags.
"I'll leave you alone to get some sleep after such a long flight." She said leaving him alone before he could tell her to say.
"What is going on?" He wondered.
Lex went to her old room into the bathroom and shut the door. She couldn't take it any more, he was constantly watching her every move she needed something to help her relax. She took a snort of coke and instantly felt better. She fluffed her hair and went back downstairs to finish dinner with Rob. She wasn't hungry though so she just pushed her food around on the plate.
Rob watched her. She had gone from irritable and edgy to happy and talkative in the time between she went to the bathroom. It reminded him of when he was using drugs and he used to sneak off to use.
'Lex would never do drugs. Would she?' He wondered. Maybe because of his history he picked up on it saw the signs more than a non user would but by watching her he would have almost sworn she was high.
"So what did you do with yourself while I was away?" He asked."
"Mostly just hanging out and working." She said.
"What are the new writers like?" He asked. She began to talk and talk and talk. He noticed she hadn't eaten anything and was practically jumping up and down in her seat.
"Lex? Can I ask you something?" He inturrputed her.
"Sure." She said. He noticed she began to bite her nails, something he had never seen her do before.
"Are you high?"
"One more week." He whispered.
Lex groaned and rolled over opening her eyes. Where was she? This wasn't her place. It was a small bedroom with dingey curtains on the windows and dirty clothes on the floor. Someone was in the bed beside her. She looked and saw Nick, sleeping. Memories of the night before flashed back to her. They had gone to a club where they had danced and snorted coke in the bathroom. Stoned they had gone back to his house where they had stripped off their clothes, snorted more coke and fucked each other.
"Oh shit." She said. How could she have done this to Rob? They hadn't even used a condom. fuck, what if she was pregnant? Or got an STD? She climbed out of the bed and went to go use the bathroom. In the washroom she barely even recognized herself. Even though it had only been three weeks since she had took her first line, she used several times a day every day. Nick seemed to have an endless supply and didn't mind sharing. Now she could see that she had lost weight, and she had circles under her eyes. She looked like shit. She washed her face and rinsed her mouth with mouthwash and went back out to gather up her clothes and get dressed. She had to stop doing this before Rob came back next week.
"Leaving?" Nick asked waking up.
"Yeah I had better go. Rob is coming back next week and I need to get my shit together." She said slipping on her shoes. Nick just nodded and closed his eyes, going back to sleep.
"I missed you so much." Rob said hugging Lex when he saw her waiting at the airport.
"Me too." She said. He noticed she didn't meet his eyes. She helped him locate his suitcases and took him to the car.
"You've lost weight." He said, climbing in beside her.
"I've been working a lot." She said.
"Well now that I am back I hope you can squeeze me into your busy life." He teased.
"Of course." She said. She hadn't had a hit of coke for two days and she was feeling a bit edgy. She had gone to a free clinic and taken a morning after pill to prevent from getting pregnant. They had also given her an STD test, she was still waiting for the results. Rob studied her while she drove, something seemed different about her.
"Are you feeling okay Lex?" He asked.
"Great. Why?" She lied. Positive he would see right through her.
"I don't know you just seem....I don't know, not yourself."
"I have a lot on my mind with this show." She said.
"Yeah, I know how you feel." He said. They didn't talk anymore until they got home. She helped him up to the room with his bags.
"I'll leave you alone to get some sleep after such a long flight." She said leaving him alone before he could tell her to say.
"What is going on?" He wondered.
Lex went to her old room into the bathroom and shut the door. She couldn't take it any more, he was constantly watching her every move she needed something to help her relax. She took a snort of coke and instantly felt better. She fluffed her hair and went back downstairs to finish dinner with Rob. She wasn't hungry though so she just pushed her food around on the plate.
Rob watched her. She had gone from irritable and edgy to happy and talkative in the time between she went to the bathroom. It reminded him of when he was using drugs and he used to sneak off to use.
'Lex would never do drugs. Would she?' He wondered. Maybe because of his history he picked up on it saw the signs more than a non user would but by watching her he would have almost sworn she was high.
"So what did you do with yourself while I was away?" He asked."
"Mostly just hanging out and working." She said.
"What are the new writers like?" He asked. She began to talk and talk and talk. He noticed she hadn't eaten anything and was practically jumping up and down in her seat.
"Lex? Can I ask you something?" He inturrputed her.
"Sure." She said. He noticed she began to bite her nails, something he had never seen her do before.
"Are you high?"