I Can't Look At You Anymore

*****MIKEY'S POV*****
When I got home, Gerard was sitting on the couch watching some evening soapie. I smiled slightly at him but all I got in return was ignored.
I hated this. All I wanted was to touch him, to kiss him, to make love to him.
I stormed up to my room and threw my school bag on the floor.
"I'm going for a shower." I called out, not thet he would follow, but I could hope couldn't I?
I stripped off my uniform then walked into the bathroom that I shared with Gee. I turned on the cold water hoping in vain that it would calm my raging hormones.
I got out and dried and dressed myself then headed down to the kitchen for some dinner.
Our usual seats were set at the table, mom and dad across from me and gerard. We all took our seats and the usual dinner chat began.
you know, the whole 'How was school?, When are you going to get a job?,How's your girlfriend?' It's crap.
The whole time Gerard kept leaning across me, each time our bodies connecting longer.
Under the table I placed my hand on his knee but to my frustration he just brushed me off.
I hated this! I hated being brushed off by my own brother. It wasn't fair. Gerard stood up and announced that he was going out and took the opportunity to leave while i was still eating, I watched as he walked out the door looking as hot as ever.
I was both curious and angry, he had never gone out, ever! He never had friends. I had the sudden urge to follow him, I wanted to know where he was going. I got up from the table,
"Mom, I'm gonna head out too, I'll be back later." I was almost at the door with my keys when she called out.
"I dont think so Michael. You have school tomorrow, your not going anywhere."
I looked at mom then back at the door. It wasn't worth it to walk out.
I threw my keys down on the table, stormed up to my room and slammed the door behind me.
I paced my room.
Where is he going?!
I bet he's fucking someone.
I bet he's made up with that skank Melissa.
thoughts were swirling around my head and they were making me snarl.
I cant go out, so I cant go see Frank and he cant drive so he cant come here. And then it came to me.
I dialed his number feverishly.
"Frank? Hey."
"I cant see you tonight, my parents, you know."
"Thats fine, you alone?" I began to take off my pants.
"Hang on, Yep. Whats up?"
"Whats not? What are you wearing?"
"Huh? I dont..." I laughed.
"Just go with it ok Frankie? Now, tell me what your doing right now..."
"Im taking off my boxers, after that I'll be naked for you."
"Mmmmm...I'm sitting on the edge of my bed and I've just had a shower, I'm all wet for you Frank Iero. Tell me what your doing." I know that i was lieing but I knew what he liked and i knew how to turn him on.
"I am so hard for you right now, my hands touching my cock, I'm rubbing myself for you, I want you inside me. I can imagine your cock in my hands and I'm pulling myself off." I heard him groan down the line, the sound mixed with the visuals he was giving me was enough to push me to take myself up and begin stroking. He was panting now, he was going to quick.
"Frankie, slow down, I want to do this together. I can imagine your toungue licking my throbbing cock, God I want you!"
"I cant hold off much longer, I'm... Oh my god, I, your making me so hot, god I want you, why arnt you here?"
"Mmmm...I'm dripping, you make me so hard, please, I'm close now frankie, make me go over the edge..." He was panting and moaning, that alone was enough.
"Oh my GOD! Mikey, MIKEY!" He called my name, It was all that i needed, my body shuddered as i came to the sound of Frank moaning my name over the phone.
"Frankie, I want you to imagine something for me, I want you to imagine me licking up every drop of your cum." I heard the sounds of him come again and I smiled. "Hey Frank, are you okay?" I heard his gasping voice over the line.
"Yeah, Great, you?"
"Mhmm, I'll see you at school tomorrow ok?"
"Yep, see ya."
It wasn't the real thing but It would have to get me by, though I did hate to settle for seccond best.