Slow Motion

brendon goes back to the set the next day with nate. the boy has three scenes to do in the morning and one after lunch. brendon honestly doesn't know how his boyfriend does it, he's watched the first two scenes and he feels like he can't possibly watch the next one without jacking off first.



nate comes over before the third scene starts. he's kinda sweaty and sam is yelling for the make up person to come back and fix him up. "hey, baby how you doing?" brendon asks as nate leans down and kisses him, he taste's like sweat and peppermint.



"eh, kinda tired...and the next scene is with a girl...i don't know if i can get hard again." nate anwsers, he looks embaressed that has to admit that problem but brendon isn't even sure he'd be able to go twice, let alone three times.



"well, there is lunch first so, you get a break than and by then you should be ready." brendon assures his boyfriend and nate smiles warmly. the make up lady comes over to them and hands nate a robe, he puts it on and sits down next to brendon.



they hold hands while waiting for lunch.



lunch time rolls by and it's time for nate's next scene. brendon watches him as they tell him to get ready, he looks like he's not at all prepared for the upcoming scene. on the other side of the room brendon spots an overly tanned, overly blonde, fake boobed girl sitting on the bed and he knows that she's nate's scene partner.



"brendon." the boy hears nate say his name and he turns his attention back to him.



"yeah?"



"i..well, i uh, need your help." nate's looking down at the floor and brendon doesn't really know why.



"sure, but what can i do?"



"just, come with me." he says and he wraps his hand lightly around brendon's wrist and tugs him up out of his seat and towards one of the back rooms.



as soon as the door to the small room nate pulls them into closes, nate has brendon pushed against the wall. they're kissing frantic and rough. brendon's arms are pressed above his head, nate's hands holding his wrist's tightly. their hips are pressed together and brendon can easily feel nate's hard cock through the cotton robe he's wearing.



nate's placing kisses down brendon's neck and his hands fall to the waist of the younger boy's jeans. nate's hands are inside brendon's pant's before the boy can say anything. brendon knows there is no way he can last long at all, not after he watched nate fucking other guys all morning.



nate's tugging on brendon's cock, his forehead on brendon's shoulder. "nate...you know i can't....i won't..."



"shh...i know brendon, i just need this." he says, his hot breath washing over brendon's neck. the younger boy is way too hot in his clothes and he's tempted to strip down but he knows they don't have long and he won't last much longer, so, he just pushes himself up into nate's hand.



"i want you to come for me brendon, i want you to call out my name." he almost commands.brendon moans loud into the air, not caring if anyone in the other room hears him. "please, brendon, please." nate's whispering, his voice holding just a hint of desperation. the begging is what pushes brendon over the edge. he comes, hard, spilling over nate's fingers.



brendon slumps against the wall, nate leaning against him being the only thing holding him up. he breaths slow and shallow but he reaches for nate's cock all the same. nate pulls away and shakes his head. "i need to stay hard bren." nate says even though his breathing is labored and he is obviously turned on.



nate helps tuck brendon back into his jeans and does up the button. nate kisses brendon and the younger boy tries hard not to brush against his boyfriend, he doesn't want to torture nate, he knows the older boy needs to stay hard for his next scene.



they exit the small room and brendon knows that he looks like he just got fucked. it seems that all eyes fall on the two of them, the make-up team rushes to nate and brendon is ushered back to his seat. sam has a sly grin on his face as he looks at brendon, the boy is thinking that maybe he was louder than he thought he was.



brendon blushes but not a lot, he doesn't think random sex with his boyfriend on a porn set is bad at all. the last scene is filmed and brendon watches, he finds that watching nate fuck a girl is a hell of a lot less enjoyable than watching him screw the boys. maybe it's because the girl is obviously faking it, crying out too loud, tossing her hair back, none of it feels very real.



brendon is no porn expert but he thinks that the girl might be new to the business. she messes up a lot and they have to reshoot a lot of the scenes. nate currently has his face burried in the blonde's crotch and ew, brendon is definitly not going to let nate kiss him until after he throughly brushes his teeth.



if brendon wasn't so sure he'd think that the girl was messing up on purpose, so she could have nate all over her for longer. eventually though they got through the scenes and nate was done for the day. he cleaned up and dressed and came over to brendon.



nate took brendon's hand and pulled the younger girl up out of the chair. they held hands as they moved towards the door, they were almost out when sam called to them.



"nate! brendon!" he says and nate stops and turns back, his arm slung around brendon's shoulders. sam is striding towards them.



"i'm glad i caught you two." sam says, his hand on his hip and a grin on his face.



"uh, what's up sam?" nate replies, the older boy isn't sure why his boss is stopping him but he hopes it doesn't have to do with what he and brendon did in the back room earlier.



"well" sam starts and he's eyeing brendon and he's got that strange look in his eyes, the same look he has when he's thought of a really great idea. "you and brendon were in the backroom today and-"



sam is cut off by nate. "the others do shit like that all the time sam! in fact there were three of them in there the other day!" nate is shouting and it's the first time brendon's ever really heard him do that. sam just shakes his head and raises a hand to stop nate from talking.



"no, that's not it. i wasn't going to say anythiong but...well, someone brought me the tape of you two going at it and-" this time sam is cut off by brendon.



"you saw us?" he asks, his voice going high pitched and his eyes wide.



"yeah, sorry, but i wanted to say that it was extreamly hot. you two got real good chemistry...real good...so, i was thinking that maybe you two would like to do a little movie for me?" sam asks and brendon is floored. did he just get offered to make a porn? with nate? brendon's first reaction should be a 'no' but honestly it's not coming. he's seen nate's bank account, he knows they make a lot of money, and if it was just with nate? well, it didn't seem all that hard.



"brendon's not a pornstar sam." nate says flatly. his arm has left brendon's shoulders and it's now crossed tight across his chest.



"i'm aware of that nate but he has potential." sam tells nate and brendon's not enjoying that the both of them are acting like he's not there. "the kid's got the looks, he's obviously not shy about his sex life, the audiences would love him...i'm sure of it." sam's eyes are back on brendon and the older man is looking at him like nate does sometimes, like pete used to.



"i can make my own decisions you know?" brendon says and both men look at him.



"brendon, you can't be seriously considering this..." nate mutters, his eyes surprised as he looks at his boyfriend. brendon gives a little shrug, he doesn't know why nate would be against it, wouldn't it be just like having sex anyway? it was easy money.



nate shakes his head but doesn't say anything. "look, brendon, if you're interested here's my card. give me a call okay?" sam says as he slips a white card from his pocket and hands it over to brendon. the younger boy takes it and puts it in his jeans pocket.



sam lets them leave after that and it's early evening as nate drives brendon home.



"you don't really want to do the movie do you brendon?" nate is asking, his eyes flickering from the road to brendon. brendon shrugs again, he had been looking out the window but he diverts his attention to his boyfriend instead.



"would it be so bad if i did?" he replies and nate grimaces.



"but why? i mean it's not like your fantasies...if you do it brendon, people will be able to see it."



"i get what a porno is nate."



"sorry, it's just...i don't know...i thought you were above the business." nate says lowly.



this surprises brendon, nate really thinks that he's above doing porn? well, it only shows brendon that the older boy really doesn't know much about the real brendon. "nate, you first met me in a strip club for god's sake!"



"i know, but i also know that it was your first time there and your friends were the regulars."



"well, i mean...would you hate me if i wanted to?" brendon asks, he looks at nate with big wide eyes and nate just can't resist the younger boy. "i'm not young...and i'm not sheltered if that's what you're worried about." brendon adds and nate shakes his head.



"sometimes i just want to protect you bren, or keep you to myself...i'm not quite sure which." nate grins and brendon smiles.



"you're sweet but i think i want to do this nate." brendon tells him and the car stops at a red light, nate leaning over to kiss brendon.



so, brendon decides that he wants to do the movie with nate. he calls sam as soon as he gets home, sam laughs and says something a long the lines of 'i knew you'd come around.' brendon tells spencer and the younger boy is none too thrilled but he accepts brendon's decisions.



brendon sits down and has dinner with spencer and ryan because spencer cooked and the younger boy loves playing house, brendon thinks the boy just likes having someone who depends on him.



"spencer, this dinner is great." brendon says as he shovels in spoonfuls of the meal spencer perpared. spencer's face lights up and brendon wonders when was the last time the boy actually heard kind words? "spence, um, not that i don't enjoy having you here...but aren't you afraid that jon will find you? i mean you're only a house away..." brendon trails off, he knows he shouldn't have brought up jon but it had been weighing on his mind.



spencer's face went blank and his bright blue eyes went heavy. "well...like i said...i don't really have anywhere else to go...i don't have any money to move out on my own." he was quiet for a moment and brendon took another bite of his food. "i'm worried about him though...i'm worried about jon...i've been with him for three years brendon, i can't just forget about him...i-i don't want to go back but i feel like if i'm here, right here, than i can protect him in a way..make sure he is alright."



brendon feels like spencer's words are the most honest things he's ever heard. it breaks his heart a little, how much spencer still loves jon, how much he wants to be with him but also how he's afraid of him.



"but don't you want freedom? you can't even leave the house because jon could see you...don't you want to live a normal life?"



"i do brendon, but i need time i guess...i don't know, it's hard to just pick up and go...one day i will though."



brendon nodded and ran a hand through his hair he hoped for spencer's sake that it was true.