Mending Hearts

Shannon blinked down at Adam in shock. He was supposed to top first? But he'd never topped before. What if he did it wrong? What if Adam didn't want to top at all? Could Shannon keep Adam happy in such a relationship? His emotions must have flickered across his face because Adam's expression turned tender and he kissed Shannon's neck.

"I do usually top," he assured the small blond. "But I want you to have complete control over our first time together. This is the only way I can think of to show you that I truly love you and want you for you."

"So, you won't be disappointed in me if I don't do this right?" Shannon asked nervously.

"How do you do it wrong?" Adam laughed.

"I don't know," the smaller man ducked his head, embarrassed. "I've never topped before."

Adam was quiet for a long moment and Shannon shyly returned his gaze back to his face. He saw the tall Canadian's features drawn into a deep frown and was afraid his admission had put Adam off. Warily, he waited.

"No one's ever offered you the chance to see how it feels to be in control?" Adam asked tightly.

Shannon now frowned as well as he wasn't sure what had suddenly pissed Adam off, though he knew now it wasn't his confession. He just slowly shook his head, confused.

"When we have time tomorrow, you and I are going to go over each relationship you've had and I'm going to show you how all your past lovers were wrong," Adam said. "You were treated so badly, baby. But that's never happening again."

Shannon could feel his heart jump a beat as Adam made that vow. It meant more to him than the lesson he was apparently trying to teach the smaller man now. But he knew instinctively that Adam wouldn't want Shannon to stop. It was very important to him that Shannon understand exactly what it felt like to be in control and in ordor hor him to do that he would have to take Adam. And if this is what the tall blond wanted, who was he to argue?

"So, how?" Shannon asked feeling stupid.

"Do to me what you like done to you," Adam said with sparkling eyes.

Shannon thought for a minute then leaned down and gently pressed his lips over Adam's, delighting in the moans he elicited. Growing bolder he slid his tongue into Adam's mouth and tentatively explored. Adam opened his mouth wider for him and Shannon was lost. A fever seemed to overtake him and he began to aggressively plunder the sweet mouth. Adam urged him on with his sighs and his touch, his hands exploring Shannon's body above him.

"We're wearing way too many clothes," Shannon panted as he pulled away and rid himself of his and Adam's shirts.

Adam chuckled and complied without argument. Shannon then eyed their pants in disdain. Deciding they, too, had to go, he stripped Adam first, making sure he got the boxers, too, then himself. He lay back on top of Adam and grinned widely down at him.

"MUCH better," he growled as he returned to plunder Adam's mouth.

He then slowly ran the tip of his tongue around one of Adam's ears. The tall Canadian yelped and tangled his fingers in Shannon's hair, urging him on further. Shannon, meanwhile, had never felt more empowered. Every moan he got from Adam gave him a sense of control and fed his need. It was a heady feeling that he'd never experienced. No wonder the men he'd been with all loved the feeling. It was damn selfish of them not to share, though. He continued down Adam's chest and suckled on the nipples lightly, trading back and forth between the two. Adam writhed and groaned when Shannon reached his bellybutton. The small blond darted his tongue inside and Adam nearly jumped off the bed.

"A little sensitive there, huh, baby," Shannon giggled. He loved the reactions he was getting from Adam and tried to think of more ways to tease him. It was a new and welcome discovery of his, and he would forever be grateful to Adam for opening him up to it.

"If you continue doing what I think you're going to do, I may not last long enough for the finale," Adam said through gritted teeth.

Shannon glanced up at his new lover and frowned again. "But I was just getting started."

"Oh, you'll have plenty of time to tease me tonight," Adam promised, pulling Shannon back up on top of him. "But for now, let's just say I can't wait for you to make love to me."

The hoarsely murmured words were enough to make the small blond's already firm shaft solid as a piece of stone. He groaned as he reached blindly over to the table next to the bed for a tube of lube and sighed in exasperation when he remembered he didn't take any out. Adam chuckled again at Shannon's predicament and reached over the edge of the bed with one hand for his pants. He came up with a small tube of KY and a condom.

"Oh, you were a boy scout?" Shannon laughed.

"Nah," the Canadian grinned. "But I always believed in their motto."

Shannon smiled back as he coated two of his fingers and slipped one into Adam's waiting hole. Shit, it was tight! Adam groaned but spread his legs wider to make things easier for Shannon. He worked slowly so as not to hurt Adam too much. After a few minutes, Shannon carefully added the other finger and bumped up against something soft inside of Adam. The taller man moaned loudly and constricted around Shannon's finger.

"Discovered what it feels like to touch the prostate, huh?" Adam laughed at Shannon's alarmed expression. "I'm ready for YOU now, baby."

Again, Shannon's cock jumped at the mere thought and he covered Adam with his body. He locked eyes with his new lover and slowly pushed himself inside. Adam held still and let Shannon control how fast and deeply he penetrated. Shannon watched carefully to make sure he wasn't going too fast and tearing Adam in any way. Some of his past lovers had done that to him and he remembered how it burned for days afterwards. He would never do that to Adam. Slowly he sank in until he was buried to the hilt and he sighed in pleasure. Adam was so tight and hot! The Canadian looked up at him with a languid gaze, indicating he was enjoying the sensation as well.

"Been a long time since anyone's topped you?" the smaller man asked.

"Forever."

"So, it ain't out of the realm of possibilities to do this again sometime?"

"I would never deny you this," Adam laughed. "And I would never deny ME this either."

Shannon laughed with him then set a slow and sensual gait, drinking in all of the sounds and expionsions Adam made. This truly was heavenly, he thought. Adam soon pressed into Shannon's strokes and the smaller man quickened the pace. Adam nipped and lightly bit at Shannon's ears to speed it up even more and Shannon obliged him stroking Adam's cock in time with his thrusts and slamming into him with hard and fast strokes that threatened to make him spill himself. Soon Adam's walls tightened around the smaller man's shaft and pull on it.

Adam's excitement seemed to be growing as he pushed harder and harder against Shannon with every ensuing thrust. Suddenly there was a hot splash against Shannon's stomach and he grunted knowing what was about to happen to him. He couldn't hold out any longer and exploded into Adam with a more intense orgasm than he'd ever known. He screamed his lover's name and shouted his release into the air until Adam pulled his mouth back down and swallowed the rest of it. Pulling back he panted and kissed Adam's cheeks and neck.

"Oh my GOD!" Shannon murmured over and over again like a mantra as he snuggled into Adam gratefully. He was happily sated but still felt the urge to nibble, so he caught Adam's ear lobe between his teeth and bit down gently.

"I concur," the taller man sighed pulling Shannon tightly to his side and spooning him from behind.

"I made a mess," Shannon laughed as he settled into his new lover's embrace. He knew it wouldn't take him very long to get used to this attention.

"WE made a mess."

"I'll get us some towels," Shannon offered trying to get up.

"No, you'll stay right here where you belong," Adam tightened his grip. "I want my cuddling time. Besides, we can shower together later and we have another bed to sleep in when we're done."

"We're not done yet?"

"No," Adam's throaty laughter filled his ear. "I promised you I'm make love to you before the night was over."

Shannon shuddered in anticipation.

"I'll just give you a little bit of time to rest," Adam said with a sexy hitch in his voice.
, Sh, Shannon wasn't sure he could wait!