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This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Good Charlotte. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
At the hospital
Chapter 3
* Billy
O SHIT! O MY FUCKING GOD! I THINK I JUST KIIED BENJI! FUCK!
” BILLY GET THE FUCKING AMBALNCE!!!!!!!!” screamed Joel, and I did what I was told. After I made the call, about 5 minutes later they took Benji, but it felt like 100 years. I couldn’t stand it! Joel went with Benji, and Aaron threw me the keys, those two were going to wait behind, until their mom got back. IM SO FUCKING SCARED! Joel doesn’t know this, but I also love Benji too. I was driving to the hospital, and parked, it felt like forever. I went to the desk and said
”Benji Madden Please!” trying to say it as polite as I can
” O, yes. He just got in.” she said, she was fiddling with some papers, and said” He’s in room 231”
” Thank you so much!” and ran up the stairs before she said anything else. I finally got to the fourth floor, and I thought I should’ve gone up the elevator, because I was about to pass out. And I saw Joel, crying so loud, but trying to be quite. He was in a chair, and his hands in his face, crying. When I got to Joel, I put my arms around him, and I started crying to, we got up, when the doctor from the room said we could see him. I let Joel go in alone, but he held my hand, and forced me to go in with him.
*Benji
FUCK! What the hell had happened? I can see something…but it’s hard to make out. I seem to be gliding across and I see my father. He seems to be really pissed off for some reason, I’m just wanting to punch him for leaving me and my family, no, I want to kill him. I want his soul to break, just like my moms did, just like Joel’s did, and just like mine did. I want it to hurt so much more then ours put together. He was sitting down, and just staring at whatever is facing him, its not my way, it’s the way I’m facing him. There’s nothing there. Just dirt.
” Dad! Why the fuck did you leave us? WHY?” I scream at him
” SHUT THE FUCK UP BENJI! IM WATCHING TV! AND DON’T YOU EVER TALK TO ME THAT WAY AGAIN YOU LITTLE BITCH! He screamed at me.
” FUCK YOU!” I screamed, I got his attention, but I also have tears running down my face. Then all the sudden, Joel comes up, and said
” BENJI! DON’T FUCKING TALK TO DAD LIKE THAT! GOD! EVERY TIME HE COMES HOME, YOU ALWAYS RUIN IT! GOD I HATE YOU!” he screamed at me.
”JOEL? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU? YOU FUCKING DUMBASS!” I scream at Joel! It gives me so much pain, because I love him so much.
” Mom? Is that you?” I asked. Is see a woman, it is my mom! She just said
” Yes it is me” and she comes up to me, and she slapped me across the face.
“DON’T YOU EVER TALK TO YOUR FATHER OR JOEL LIKE THAT AGAIN!” she screamed at me. Then I just ran away…I just kept running, while they are screaming
“ FUCK YOU BENJI! GET YOUR ASS BACK HERE!” they keep screaming at me, I’m so scared, and I don’t like this. I need the old Joel back! I want my old mom back! I need to feel loved. I just keep running… I know there’ll be nothing here in front of me! WAIT! It’s… IT’S BILLY!
”BILLY!” I scream, and I run closer to him, but it seems when I run, he stays the same length away!
“ GO HOME!” he screamed.
“NO BILLY! Come here!” I scream…but he doesn’t get any closer. Then, he starts running, not in my direction, or in the direction I’m facing, he starts running left. So I run after him, then I see a beautiful place. It is so beautiful, it’s shiny silver, and whenever you look at it, it sparkles. Billy runs in, so I run in too. I see him cutting himself!
”O MY GOD BILLY STOP IT!” I scream and scream over and over again. But he just keeps cutting himself…
”Benji, its ok, settle down, I’m not a cutter, it just flew up my wrist is all.” He says…and I take that answer.
” Here you try, its so much fun, it relives you of pain, like what your family did to you, and yes, I seen it, its so terrible!” he said, and he kisses me on the lips, and he wants acceptance to enter my mouth, and I let him. Then he brakes away, and I don’t know why, but I start cutting my self. It feels good… so good. I should’ve done this earlier.
” Thank you Billy,” I say, right after I finished splitting my wrists.
“No problem Benji” he said, and he kissed me, and we just started making out. But this time, I needed acceptance, and he let me.
*Joel
I can’t believe what happened to Benji happened. It’s too terrible to think of it. It’s too painful. Right now, Billy’s just holding me in Benji’s hospital room, if it wasn’t for Billy, I think I might be dead right now. In some ways, I would be dead.
I let go of the embrace, and I sit in the chair next to my brother’s bed. He looks happy, but in another way, he looks terrible. Billy goes out of the room, and he said he was going to call Robin, my mother, to tell her that Benji’s in the hospital, then call Aaron, and Paul to tell them to come over.
” Benji, Benji wake up! I need you, I need you!” I say, I’ve been crying so much; that no one can hear my voice. Billy comes back in the room and says:
“ Your mom is going to get here as soon as she can, witch will be her break so about in hour, so about noon, and then, I tried to call Aaron and Paul but no one answered, and then I tried to call there cell phones, and no answer, and then your house, and still no answer, I left them at your house, I hope there ok.” I know this is mean and shit, but I hope that Aaron and Paul don’t come… at least for a while. I just wanted time with Billy, and Benji, the two most important people in my life, well including my mom, but I need Benji, and my mom’s no good at supporting my feelings, Billy is. I left the room, because I seen the doctor,
” When will my Benji wake up?” I ask, I tried to sound polite as I can, and I could tell that I sounded desperate. But still I needed to know
” Well son, I’m not sure what to say. He might never wake up, but he might. He got hit in the head pretty hard by the table. It’s a good thing it wasn’t glass, or we both know he wouldn’t be here. I’m saying, don’t get your hopes up, but there’s a 65% that he will wake up. It’s not much, but it’s better then not waking up at all. Do you want to know a secret?” he asked, and I nodded my head, I couldn’t do anything else at the moment.
” Well, I’ve been a doctor for over 20 years now here, and if found that most of the people that get in here, they have a better chance at making it our, if you talk to them about god times, and don’t cry, or scream in front of them, just stay positive. There was a patient here that had only a 20% of living, and do you want to know what happened to that patient?” he asked, and I nodded my head again. “ Well that patient got hit in the head numerous times by a wooden baseball bat, and he had a daughter. I think her name was Elisabeth. She was probably about 14. Maybe older, but maybe younger, and she came in here every single day, she had to spend more then $100 to get here, while her dad was here, she had to go on either the bus, or the subway, I have no clue, but the thing is, she never cried, not once, she just talked and talked all day, until she couldn’t stay any longer, she talked about they’re future, and the good times. One day he woke up. The future came true, it was one of there dreams to move and help Africa, because they hadn’t have enough food in Africa, and everyone is starving over there, its sad, well he woke up, when she was talking about there future, although he was in there for almost 6 months, they went to Africa, she was talking about Africa at the time, on my break I became good friends with her. So I watched her every time she came, it was a miracle that he woke up; we all thought he was going to die soon. I’m guessing she lifted his spirits enough. Rember, the sign of waking up, is having a huge smile on their face, and being happy. I hope Benji wakes up too. I really do, if you and the other kid in their helps him out, it could happen! It will happen!” he said, and I had the biggest smile on my face. When I went back in the room, it was 11:35, and when I looked at Billy, he was giving Benji a kiss. When Billy noticed that I came in, he stepped away and looked sad, and scared I would yell at him. I gave Benji a kiss, and said to Billy
” Billy, I love you, and its ok to love my brother to, I love my brother and you the same way, I love my brother, he is my soul mate, but you are also my soul mate, and I know me and my brother would never happen, but your always going to be my soul mate, my first one.” I said, and he gave me a kiss. We went over to my brother and I had my hand in his, he does have a big smile on his face. I just hope he gets better. I really do, I would be lost with out him.
” Hey Benji, its me Joel, I really miss you, rember the time we were 5 and at our birthday party? If you don’t, then I do. We just opened a present from Mom, and rember what she got us? We got squirt guns! Rember? At the party it was you, Paul, Aaron, Brad, Donna, Jenny, and I? I rember. Paul said to you that you and Jenny made a perfect couple, and then you squirted him in the ass with the squirt gun, then he took mine, and squirted you in the chest! It was fun! Don’t you rember? You have to!” I said, I was on the verge of crying, but then I herd my mom coming.
”Billy, my moms here, ill be right back” I said, I was sniffling my nose a little. I went out of the room and my mom was crying, and her makeup was all messed up.
”Mom!” I said. I was happy she was here. “ We can’t be sad, or cry in front of Benji Mom. We need to be happy he’s alive. So don’t cry in front of him, and be nice to everyone, ok?” I asked and I gave her hug for support.
”Ok, I love you baby” she said.
” I love you too” I said, and gave her hug, and a kiss on the cheek. We went in the room
” Hi Billy, thanks for coming” she said, and Billy waved, I could tell she was trying her best not to cry, but it was hard.
” Hi Benji! My baby! I love you! I love you so much” she told the unconscious Benji, she was smiling, and because he had a huge smile on his face. “ Oh Benji, I love you, I’ll never leave you, never. In the future, your going to make it BIG with your band, and you’ll be the best guitarist, besides from Jimi Hendrix to ever play!” she said, and we all started laughing…except Benji, the room seems quite without him.
” Benji, baby, you need to wake up soon, we all love you, and you can be a pain in the ass at times, but that’s why we love you! Not just because of what you are good at, but at your flaws! That’s what makes you look cute!” she said, and she was right, then she put a hand on his face and kept it there. Billy and I went around the other way, and he kissed my temple, and I gave him a hug, we went over to Benji, and we were holding hands, but I put my free hand on his chest, and said
” I love you Benji, and no matter how long it takes, I will always be on your side.”
Then Aaron and Paul got there. I was worried for them, they seen Benji, and my mom just stood back, so she wouldn’t get in the way, and she left the room with tears. Well it was about 8:00 at night now, and everyone left, except Billy and me. So we both decided to stay the night, we just told them that Billy was Benji’s brother, because they kind of do look alike. We shared a cot, Billy and me. Every single night, for almost 2 weeks and I went up to go to the bathroom, it was about 1:00 AM now, or something, but I heard a moan come from a different room, and I decided to see what it was. I guess there was a guy awake saying
“ Holy shit! Were the fuck am I?” I went in the room, and said
” Your in the hospital, it might have just been a bad dream, or you must have gotten out of a coma. Its good that you’re alive.” I said to him.
“ GET THE NURSE! GET THE FUCKING NURSE!” he screamed. I didn’t know what I did wrong, but it looked like he had a tuff time saying it. So I got a nurse, and they said.
” Well, actually, it turns out, that they guy died in his sleep. This must be one of his friends, or something pretending to be him. He was here almost every single day, just talking and talking, almost never leaving his side. But the one time he did, he died. Poor fellow, the guy must have been a homeless friend, because he had no work, so he was always here, but the toilets but I guess he was had to do something, so he left for about 5 minutes, and the poor man who was supposed to be in here died. It’s so sad, because he just left for a few minutes. I guess he wanted to die peacefully, and when no one was around, or something. I just don’t know.” She said politely.
That made me run back to my room, good, Benji’s still there, and alive. Billy wasn’t asleep anymore. But we both did hear a sound, and then we looked directly at Benji.
* Billy
O SHIT! O MY FUCKING GOD! I THINK I JUST KIIED BENJI! FUCK!
” BILLY GET THE FUCKING AMBALNCE!!!!!!!!” screamed Joel, and I did what I was told. After I made the call, about 5 minutes later they took Benji, but it felt like 100 years. I couldn’t stand it! Joel went with Benji, and Aaron threw me the keys, those two were going to wait behind, until their mom got back. IM SO FUCKING SCARED! Joel doesn’t know this, but I also love Benji too. I was driving to the hospital, and parked, it felt like forever. I went to the desk and said
”Benji Madden Please!” trying to say it as polite as I can
” O, yes. He just got in.” she said, she was fiddling with some papers, and said” He’s in room 231”
” Thank you so much!” and ran up the stairs before she said anything else. I finally got to the fourth floor, and I thought I should’ve gone up the elevator, because I was about to pass out. And I saw Joel, crying so loud, but trying to be quite. He was in a chair, and his hands in his face, crying. When I got to Joel, I put my arms around him, and I started crying to, we got up, when the doctor from the room said we could see him. I let Joel go in alone, but he held my hand, and forced me to go in with him.
*Benji
FUCK! What the hell had happened? I can see something…but it’s hard to make out. I seem to be gliding across and I see my father. He seems to be really pissed off for some reason, I’m just wanting to punch him for leaving me and my family, no, I want to kill him. I want his soul to break, just like my moms did, just like Joel’s did, and just like mine did. I want it to hurt so much more then ours put together. He was sitting down, and just staring at whatever is facing him, its not my way, it’s the way I’m facing him. There’s nothing there. Just dirt.
” Dad! Why the fuck did you leave us? WHY?” I scream at him
” SHUT THE FUCK UP BENJI! IM WATCHING TV! AND DON’T YOU EVER TALK TO ME THAT WAY AGAIN YOU LITTLE BITCH! He screamed at me.
” FUCK YOU!” I screamed, I got his attention, but I also have tears running down my face. Then all the sudden, Joel comes up, and said
” BENJI! DON’T FUCKING TALK TO DAD LIKE THAT! GOD! EVERY TIME HE COMES HOME, YOU ALWAYS RUIN IT! GOD I HATE YOU!” he screamed at me.
”JOEL? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU? YOU FUCKING DUMBASS!” I scream at Joel! It gives me so much pain, because I love him so much.
” Mom? Is that you?” I asked. Is see a woman, it is my mom! She just said
” Yes it is me” and she comes up to me, and she slapped me across the face.
“DON’T YOU EVER TALK TO YOUR FATHER OR JOEL LIKE THAT AGAIN!” she screamed at me. Then I just ran away…I just kept running, while they are screaming
“ FUCK YOU BENJI! GET YOUR ASS BACK HERE!” they keep screaming at me, I’m so scared, and I don’t like this. I need the old Joel back! I want my old mom back! I need to feel loved. I just keep running… I know there’ll be nothing here in front of me! WAIT! It’s… IT’S BILLY!
”BILLY!” I scream, and I run closer to him, but it seems when I run, he stays the same length away!
“ GO HOME!” he screamed.
“NO BILLY! Come here!” I scream…but he doesn’t get any closer. Then, he starts running, not in my direction, or in the direction I’m facing, he starts running left. So I run after him, then I see a beautiful place. It is so beautiful, it’s shiny silver, and whenever you look at it, it sparkles. Billy runs in, so I run in too. I see him cutting himself!
”O MY GOD BILLY STOP IT!” I scream and scream over and over again. But he just keeps cutting himself…
”Benji, its ok, settle down, I’m not a cutter, it just flew up my wrist is all.” He says…and I take that answer.
” Here you try, its so much fun, it relives you of pain, like what your family did to you, and yes, I seen it, its so terrible!” he said, and he kisses me on the lips, and he wants acceptance to enter my mouth, and I let him. Then he brakes away, and I don’t know why, but I start cutting my self. It feels good… so good. I should’ve done this earlier.
” Thank you Billy,” I say, right after I finished splitting my wrists.
“No problem Benji” he said, and he kissed me, and we just started making out. But this time, I needed acceptance, and he let me.
*Joel
I can’t believe what happened to Benji happened. It’s too terrible to think of it. It’s too painful. Right now, Billy’s just holding me in Benji’s hospital room, if it wasn’t for Billy, I think I might be dead right now. In some ways, I would be dead.
I let go of the embrace, and I sit in the chair next to my brother’s bed. He looks happy, but in another way, he looks terrible. Billy goes out of the room, and he said he was going to call Robin, my mother, to tell her that Benji’s in the hospital, then call Aaron, and Paul to tell them to come over.
” Benji, Benji wake up! I need you, I need you!” I say, I’ve been crying so much; that no one can hear my voice. Billy comes back in the room and says:
“ Your mom is going to get here as soon as she can, witch will be her break so about in hour, so about noon, and then, I tried to call Aaron and Paul but no one answered, and then I tried to call there cell phones, and no answer, and then your house, and still no answer, I left them at your house, I hope there ok.” I know this is mean and shit, but I hope that Aaron and Paul don’t come… at least for a while. I just wanted time with Billy, and Benji, the two most important people in my life, well including my mom, but I need Benji, and my mom’s no good at supporting my feelings, Billy is. I left the room, because I seen the doctor,
” When will my Benji wake up?” I ask, I tried to sound polite as I can, and I could tell that I sounded desperate. But still I needed to know
” Well son, I’m not sure what to say. He might never wake up, but he might. He got hit in the head pretty hard by the table. It’s a good thing it wasn’t glass, or we both know he wouldn’t be here. I’m saying, don’t get your hopes up, but there’s a 65% that he will wake up. It’s not much, but it’s better then not waking up at all. Do you want to know a secret?” he asked, and I nodded my head, I couldn’t do anything else at the moment.
” Well, I’ve been a doctor for over 20 years now here, and if found that most of the people that get in here, they have a better chance at making it our, if you talk to them about god times, and don’t cry, or scream in front of them, just stay positive. There was a patient here that had only a 20% of living, and do you want to know what happened to that patient?” he asked, and I nodded my head again. “ Well that patient got hit in the head numerous times by a wooden baseball bat, and he had a daughter. I think her name was Elisabeth. She was probably about 14. Maybe older, but maybe younger, and she came in here every single day, she had to spend more then $100 to get here, while her dad was here, she had to go on either the bus, or the subway, I have no clue, but the thing is, she never cried, not once, she just talked and talked all day, until she couldn’t stay any longer, she talked about they’re future, and the good times. One day he woke up. The future came true, it was one of there dreams to move and help Africa, because they hadn’t have enough food in Africa, and everyone is starving over there, its sad, well he woke up, when she was talking about there future, although he was in there for almost 6 months, they went to Africa, she was talking about Africa at the time, on my break I became good friends with her. So I watched her every time she came, it was a miracle that he woke up; we all thought he was going to die soon. I’m guessing she lifted his spirits enough. Rember, the sign of waking up, is having a huge smile on their face, and being happy. I hope Benji wakes up too. I really do, if you and the other kid in their helps him out, it could happen! It will happen!” he said, and I had the biggest smile on my face. When I went back in the room, it was 11:35, and when I looked at Billy, he was giving Benji a kiss. When Billy noticed that I came in, he stepped away and looked sad, and scared I would yell at him. I gave Benji a kiss, and said to Billy
” Billy, I love you, and its ok to love my brother to, I love my brother and you the same way, I love my brother, he is my soul mate, but you are also my soul mate, and I know me and my brother would never happen, but your always going to be my soul mate, my first one.” I said, and he gave me a kiss. We went over to my brother and I had my hand in his, he does have a big smile on his face. I just hope he gets better. I really do, I would be lost with out him.
” Hey Benji, its me Joel, I really miss you, rember the time we were 5 and at our birthday party? If you don’t, then I do. We just opened a present from Mom, and rember what she got us? We got squirt guns! Rember? At the party it was you, Paul, Aaron, Brad, Donna, Jenny, and I? I rember. Paul said to you that you and Jenny made a perfect couple, and then you squirted him in the ass with the squirt gun, then he took mine, and squirted you in the chest! It was fun! Don’t you rember? You have to!” I said, I was on the verge of crying, but then I herd my mom coming.
”Billy, my moms here, ill be right back” I said, I was sniffling my nose a little. I went out of the room and my mom was crying, and her makeup was all messed up.
”Mom!” I said. I was happy she was here. “ We can’t be sad, or cry in front of Benji Mom. We need to be happy he’s alive. So don’t cry in front of him, and be nice to everyone, ok?” I asked and I gave her hug for support.
”Ok, I love you baby” she said.
” I love you too” I said, and gave her hug, and a kiss on the cheek. We went in the room
” Hi Billy, thanks for coming” she said, and Billy waved, I could tell she was trying her best not to cry, but it was hard.
” Hi Benji! My baby! I love you! I love you so much” she told the unconscious Benji, she was smiling, and because he had a huge smile on his face. “ Oh Benji, I love you, I’ll never leave you, never. In the future, your going to make it BIG with your band, and you’ll be the best guitarist, besides from Jimi Hendrix to ever play!” she said, and we all started laughing…except Benji, the room seems quite without him.
” Benji, baby, you need to wake up soon, we all love you, and you can be a pain in the ass at times, but that’s why we love you! Not just because of what you are good at, but at your flaws! That’s what makes you look cute!” she said, and she was right, then she put a hand on his face and kept it there. Billy and I went around the other way, and he kissed my temple, and I gave him a hug, we went over to Benji, and we were holding hands, but I put my free hand on his chest, and said
” I love you Benji, and no matter how long it takes, I will always be on your side.”
Then Aaron and Paul got there. I was worried for them, they seen Benji, and my mom just stood back, so she wouldn’t get in the way, and she left the room with tears. Well it was about 8:00 at night now, and everyone left, except Billy and me. So we both decided to stay the night, we just told them that Billy was Benji’s brother, because they kind of do look alike. We shared a cot, Billy and me. Every single night, for almost 2 weeks and I went up to go to the bathroom, it was about 1:00 AM now, or something, but I heard a moan come from a different room, and I decided to see what it was. I guess there was a guy awake saying
“ Holy shit! Were the fuck am I?” I went in the room, and said
” Your in the hospital, it might have just been a bad dream, or you must have gotten out of a coma. Its good that you’re alive.” I said to him.
“ GET THE NURSE! GET THE FUCKING NURSE!” he screamed. I didn’t know what I did wrong, but it looked like he had a tuff time saying it. So I got a nurse, and they said.
” Well, actually, it turns out, that they guy died in his sleep. This must be one of his friends, or something pretending to be him. He was here almost every single day, just talking and talking, almost never leaving his side. But the one time he did, he died. Poor fellow, the guy must have been a homeless friend, because he had no work, so he was always here, but the toilets but I guess he was had to do something, so he left for about 5 minutes, and the poor man who was supposed to be in here died. It’s so sad, because he just left for a few minutes. I guess he wanted to die peacefully, and when no one was around, or something. I just don’t know.” She said politely.
That made me run back to my room, good, Benji’s still there, and alive. Billy wasn’t asleep anymore. But we both did hear a sound, and then we looked directly at Benji.