Hallelujah, Lock and Load

~sorry it took so long to get this one out. I couldn't think of what to do next then I listened to the song Helena and it hit me. so I hope it's alright. I wrote it late at night so there are most likely a lot of errors. I tried to fix all of them but I am sure there are some left. I hope you like it and if anyone has any ideas about where the story should go from here, feel free to tell me.~

I watched Kat gleefully skip arm and arm with a man I didn't recognize. I sneered and turned towards Mikey.
"who is that poser?"
"I believe that is the man who stole the woman who was never yours."

Kat hadn't had a boyfriend in years. She was always just my loyal sidekick. My single, loyal sidekick as I went from girl to girl trying to figure out what it was I actually wanted.

I could tell the mystery man was a jerk,a scumbag.But hadn't seen her looking so happy in years. I bit my lip to keep from telling him to "fuck off". I was angry and hurt.

"Kat! Yeah, kat I need to speak with you..alone."

She looked me deeply in the eye like she was trying to figure out what I had to say.

"Sure..." she said unsteadily as she pulled herself out of her new mans arms. She walked towards me with a blank face. I yanked on her arm and quickly got her out of that room. I kept walking until I knew we were in a safe spot to talk where no one else would hear us.

"Who the fuck is he?"
"Doug. I thought I'd introduce him to you cause I mean you're like a brother to me."
"A brother?!?" I shouted not caring who heard.
"y..yes.."
"Did that one night mean nothing to you?"
"Nothing happened that night" she spit out bitterly.
"When did a kiss become nothing?"
"When I decided I wanted all of you."
"Oh, you want all of me so you get a boyfriend..right.."

She glared at me and her breathing was eratic and rough. I knew she was about to yell.

"You sir have moved on easily. I mean the kiss happened years ago. You told me to wait and at first I understood why until you blamed me for her death. What was I supposed to do? Wait forever for someone who doesn't seem very interested in me??"
"I AM interested in you and I didn't blame you for elena's death I just said it kinda wrong.."
"Kinda wrong??"
"Look I'm sorry but I'm ready now. I really am"
"It's funny how you want me when you can't have me..."


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I woke up in my familiar bed, in my familiar room with something unfamiliar in my arms. It was Kat. She was silently lying there with her eyes tightly closed. She looked like an angel sleeping. I curled up closer to her. Then her eyes shot open.

"Holy hell. It's early isn't it?" she whispered gently into my ear.
"The birds aren't even up yet." She giggled then shimmied away from me and looked at me with an intense look.
"Thanks for everything..." Her eyes began watering.
"Sh...don't think about it. It's ok. Fluffy is in a better place now. Don't worry your pretty little head."

She shook her head yes with a wide grin on her face as tears streamed down her cheeks. I kissed the falling tear and she moved in closer to me. I placed my forehead on hers. My lips awkwardly crashed into hers. She unexpectedly kissed me back. I had never felt that complete before.

Suddenly there was a loud knock on my bedroom door.

"Gerard!" It was Mikey.
"I'm a little busy"
"It's important."
"I said I'm busy!" I went back to kissing Kat and then I heard the two little words that ruined it all.
"Grandma's dead."

I was supposed to visit her in the hospital that morning. I had gotten too distracted by Kat.

"I'm so sorry..." Kat whispered to me.
".....it's ok...no it's not."