Forbidden Love
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Singers/Bands/Musicians › MEST
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
4
Views:
1,140
Reviews:
1
Recommended:
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Currently Reading:
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This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of MEST. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Chapter 3
**TONY'S POV**
I continued writing in my notebook after Benji left. I was sorta shocked that he returned so early from our lunch stop. I guess I pissed him off because he left. I didn't see him the rest of the day. Not until the show that night. I was excited to be playing live again, but something was missing. We played "Jaded", but it just wasn't the same with Benji this time. I guess I royaly fucked this one up. I sat backstage and watched GC perform. I was sitting there listening to "Hold On" when I felt someone standing next to me. I looked over to see Seb standing there.
"Hey, you look...I dunno....depressed. You know if you ever wanna talk, I'm always ready to listen. Especially if you wanna talk about Benji." Seb said before walking off.
WHAT THE HELL? How does he know I need to talk? Especially about Benji? He knows something I don't. This was odd. Maybe it would help to talk to someone. I couldn't talk to anyone in my band or Benji's band. They'd all...well, I don't know what they'd do. It wouldn't be good, I know that. Matt is straight, Jere, I'm not sure about him and Nick, I'm pretty sure is at least bi. Me, I guess I should consider myself bi, but the one person I truly want is Benji.
After the show, I headed straight for my bunk. I was gonna take a quick shower, but remembered we would be staying at a hotel tonight. I heard some of the guys come onto the bus and then heard some girls. I walked out into the front of the bus to see Benji with some slut sitting on his lap, facing him making out, Jere with some girl making out with her, Chris, Billy, and Joel sitting at the kitchen table trying to have a conversation about something. I began stammering over my words to Billy then just went back to my bunk. All 3 were giving me weird looks when I left. Shortly thereafter, Billy came to my bunk saying we were at the hotel already.
Luckily I was sharing a room with Billy. Maybe I'll talk to him later. I grabbed my bags, put my earphones in, turned on my ipod and strolled off the bus. I didn't want to be bothered by anyone. I got my room key and headed straight up to take a shower. I could hear some of the guys talking about going clubbing. I didn't care to go. Benji was rooming in with Sebastien, the lucky bastard. After everyone got settled in their rooms, the group started gathering to go out. Sebastien said he was going to stay so I figured I'd stop by his room to talk to him later.
**FFW 1 HOUR**
When I figured it would be safe to venture to Seb's room, who was ironically across the hall from mine, I took one last breath and opened my door. His door was cracked open so I figured that was the go-ahead to come in. The lights were off so I thought he was sleeping. Until I started hearaing noises. I was intrigued to know who Seb was fucking, seeing as how he was in a serious relationship. I heard a girl and then I heard a oh-so-familiar voice: Benji's. I thought he went out with the rest of the guys. I was seriously hurt by his actions, even if he didn't know how I truly feel. My back was turned towards their door when I thought I heard him calling out my name. 'Shit, he saw me!' I thought to myself. I turned around to see his figure still pumping away at the nearly-passed out female starting to moan out my name!
"Tony! To-ny! Tooooooooony! Oh my fucking God!"
I heard him screaming my name as he climaxed? And I thought it was only me! Apparently the girl had passed out from the alcohol she had been drinking. I quietly slipped out of his room right before he turned on the bedside lamp. I could hear him muttering to himself:
"Oh My God! I'm one sick fucker. Calling out my best friends name as I fuck some groupie? I've got to talk to Seb again when he gets back. What am I gonna do?"
I headed straight back to my room. Could it be? Did Benji actually have feelings for me? I wish Billy were here. But wait! Billy's in Benji's band. What would Billy think about Benji calling out my name? What would Billy say about my feelings for his bandmate? I questioned myself
"Well, why don't you ask Billy!" A voice behind me said
I turned around to be face to face with Billy. I probably turned about 15 shades of scarlet. He walked further into the room, closing the door behind him. He seemed to be taking what I had been muttering to myself in before speaking. He sat down on his bed and I followed suit on mine. I opened my mouth to say something but was abruptly cut off.
I continued writing in my notebook after Benji left. I was sorta shocked that he returned so early from our lunch stop. I guess I pissed him off because he left. I didn't see him the rest of the day. Not until the show that night. I was excited to be playing live again, but something was missing. We played "Jaded", but it just wasn't the same with Benji this time. I guess I royaly fucked this one up. I sat backstage and watched GC perform. I was sitting there listening to "Hold On" when I felt someone standing next to me. I looked over to see Seb standing there.
"Hey, you look...I dunno....depressed. You know if you ever wanna talk, I'm always ready to listen. Especially if you wanna talk about Benji." Seb said before walking off.
WHAT THE HELL? How does he know I need to talk? Especially about Benji? He knows something I don't. This was odd. Maybe it would help to talk to someone. I couldn't talk to anyone in my band or Benji's band. They'd all...well, I don't know what they'd do. It wouldn't be good, I know that. Matt is straight, Jere, I'm not sure about him and Nick, I'm pretty sure is at least bi. Me, I guess I should consider myself bi, but the one person I truly want is Benji.
After the show, I headed straight for my bunk. I was gonna take a quick shower, but remembered we would be staying at a hotel tonight. I heard some of the guys come onto the bus and then heard some girls. I walked out into the front of the bus to see Benji with some slut sitting on his lap, facing him making out, Jere with some girl making out with her, Chris, Billy, and Joel sitting at the kitchen table trying to have a conversation about something. I began stammering over my words to Billy then just went back to my bunk. All 3 were giving me weird looks when I left. Shortly thereafter, Billy came to my bunk saying we were at the hotel already.
Luckily I was sharing a room with Billy. Maybe I'll talk to him later. I grabbed my bags, put my earphones in, turned on my ipod and strolled off the bus. I didn't want to be bothered by anyone. I got my room key and headed straight up to take a shower. I could hear some of the guys talking about going clubbing. I didn't care to go. Benji was rooming in with Sebastien, the lucky bastard. After everyone got settled in their rooms, the group started gathering to go out. Sebastien said he was going to stay so I figured I'd stop by his room to talk to him later.
**FFW 1 HOUR**
When I figured it would be safe to venture to Seb's room, who was ironically across the hall from mine, I took one last breath and opened my door. His door was cracked open so I figured that was the go-ahead to come in. The lights were off so I thought he was sleeping. Until I started hearaing noises. I was intrigued to know who Seb was fucking, seeing as how he was in a serious relationship. I heard a girl and then I heard a oh-so-familiar voice: Benji's. I thought he went out with the rest of the guys. I was seriously hurt by his actions, even if he didn't know how I truly feel. My back was turned towards their door when I thought I heard him calling out my name. 'Shit, he saw me!' I thought to myself. I turned around to see his figure still pumping away at the nearly-passed out female starting to moan out my name!
"Tony! To-ny! Tooooooooony! Oh my fucking God!"
I heard him screaming my name as he climaxed? And I thought it was only me! Apparently the girl had passed out from the alcohol she had been drinking. I quietly slipped out of his room right before he turned on the bedside lamp. I could hear him muttering to himself:
"Oh My God! I'm one sick fucker. Calling out my best friends name as I fuck some groupie? I've got to talk to Seb again when he gets back. What am I gonna do?"
I headed straight back to my room. Could it be? Did Benji actually have feelings for me? I wish Billy were here. But wait! Billy's in Benji's band. What would Billy think about Benji calling out my name? What would Billy say about my feelings for his bandmate? I questioned myself
"Well, why don't you ask Billy!" A voice behind me said
I turned around to be face to face with Billy. I probably turned about 15 shades of scarlet. He walked further into the room, closing the door behind him. He seemed to be taking what I had been muttering to myself in before speaking. He sat down on his bed and I followed suit on mine. I opened my mouth to say something but was abruptly cut off.