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DEDICATIONS- To all the lovely people who gave me such good reviews and gave my self-confidence a much needed boost, thank you so much and i hope i can keep up to your expectations!!

Bam managed to manhandle a highly unsteady Ville into the elevator and felt his cock begin to harden as Ville pressed himself against him to whisper in his ear.

" I love you bammie" Bam's hopes rose only to be crushed at Ville's next words " you're like a brother to me, but iw ish you could have left me with that guy at the party, he would have looked after me and besides, he had a cute ass"

**brother? that's even worse than a friend, why doesn't he see how much he means to me? that pathetic little goth boy doesn't deserve my Ville, he's not good enough**

The anger and lust building inside Bam was taking over any concious thoughts of right and wrong as he heard the bell ding and saw the elevator doors slide open to thier floor.

He dragged Ville roughly out of the elevator and down the hallway to Bams room. No one knew Bam was staying at the hotel as his home was only a short drive away so he knew they wouldn't be interupted

" Bam love, i don't think this is my room" Ville slurred

"No it's mine, i thought you would be able to sleep in peace here, you know the rest of the band always interupt you"

Bam had managed to open the door and get Ville inside during his explanation and he helped Ville to the bed, where Ville immediately flopped onto his back and started giggling at something only he could see on the ceiling

Bam stood for a while just watching the adorably funny picture Ville made until he was brought crashing back down to earth by Ville saying wistfully "Callum, his name was Callum, bet he would have let me fuck him tonight"

" you know, you don't need him to be able to have sex tonight" Bam said casually

"who else is there? there weren't that many guys down there"

"well how about me for example?"

Ville started laughing so hard he nearly fell off the bed. "you?! you're so funny bam bam, like that would ever happen!!"

at those words Bam lost the last of his reservations about what he was about to do and through his alcohol filled brain he realized that he no longer cared that he was about to rape his best friend.

Sorry its such a short chapter, and i promise i will get to the sex scene in the next chapter, but i'm having a little writers block at the moment so be patient and you will be rewarded!! (i hope!)