Even Your Shadow I Miss

Nightwish owns the song.

Even Your Shadow I Miss
Part Three

Touch my milklike skin
Feel the ocean
Lick my deepest
Hear the starry choir

"Say 'please'." Ville whispered as his boyfriend bucked upward again, swearing. When Bam just whimpered, he grasped at the boy's hard-on almost painfully. "So 'please', you horny little fuck."

"Please, Ville." Bam panted, a hand moving from Ville's scalp down his neck, moving across his throat before running across his boyfriend's warm chest. "I need you inside me."

A smile formed on the other man's lips as he pulled away, just long enough to tug off Bam's jeans and boxers and his own sweatpants. He fumbled in his nightstand for lube before pressing his lips to his boyfriend's in a bruising kiss. "Love you."

"Fuck sentimentality."

"I'd rather fuck you."

"Then fucking do it already!"

"Patience is a virtue."

"You've dated me long enough to know I don't have any virtue." Bam said, gasping as one of Ville's slicked fingers slipped inside him. "Oh, god, I missed this."

"It's been less than twenty-four hours, love."

"It's still too long." Bam pulled Ville to him for a kiss, moaning into the man's mouth as another finger pushed inside him. He bit Ville's lip in an attempt to bite his own when he felt Ville's length pushing into him. He screwed his eyes shut, knowing the pain would soon pass.

Ville went slower, guilt washing over him. He'd never realized it hurt Bam so much. He'd been the bottom before, but he'd sort of convinced himself it was perfect when he and Bam had sex because they were in love. "Bammie, love, it's all right. It'll be fine soon."

"I know." came the whisper. "Go faster, Ville."

Uncertain, Ville increased the speed of his thrusts, smiling when Bam's eyes flew open, his lips forming an 'O'. "God, Ville. Fuck! Do that again." He moaned like a whore, pulling the older man down for another kiss.

Ville's smooth hand, still slightly slicked with lubricant, wrapped around Bam's length. He moved his hand in time with his thrusts, smiling into the kiss as Bam made a choked sound in his throat. "Come for me, Bammie." he whispered, his lips brushing the other man's ear. "Come for me, baby."

"Fuck, Ville." A choked reply that made a chuckle tumble from lips as smooth as the hand furiously stroking Bam's cock. "Ville . . . oh fuck!" Bam thrust upward, yelling as he exploded, his stickiness covering Ville's hands and both their stomachs.

It only took another handful of thrusts before Ville bit down on Bam's neck, moaning as he released into the tightness of his lover. They remained like that for a moment, before Ville slowly pulled out, collapsing next to his boyfriend on the bed.

"I love you, Bammie."

"I know." Bam said impishly.

"Annoying fuck."

"Well, if I'm so annoying maybe there won't be a 'fuck' to add onto that statement next time." Bam teased.

"As if you could resist." Ville said, bringing his fingers to his lips and licking the stickiness from them. "You couldn't even go a day without me."

"Tour's going to be hell."

"Don't say that." Ville all but snapped. "Don't think about that, all right? We'll deal with it when it comes around."

"I love you, Willa Walo."

Two green eyes looked heavenward in a 'why lord why' _expression. But he smiled as the boy turned to him and kissed his cheek, reaching for his discarded tee shirt and wiping his stomach clean and then Ville's. He tossed the garment onto the floor and curled up next to Ville's flushed form.

Ville was still wide awake as Bam slipped off to sleep, his breath against Ville's skin. A hand came up to smooth Bam's curls still damp with sweat. "Oh, God, Bammie." he whispered. Tour is going to be hell." Tears pricked his eyes, but Ville forced them back down.

He kissed the top of Bam's head before closing his eyes, but it was several hours and several worries later before he fell asleep.

---TBC---

My first Vam sex scene. Not as detailed as a PWP would be, but enough to suffice in my opinion.