Just A Prelude

Oh God this is the third time I fucked up thank God Davey’s not around to wouldn’t want him to see what a giant screw-up I am, I’m glad he went with Hunter to get us all something to eat we’ve been at it almost all day.” Jade come on man fess up what’s eating at you” I snap out of all my thoughts to look up to find Adam hovering over me “ Nothing don’t worry about it” I replied reaching over to grab my bottle of water “ You freaking liar” Adam shot back with a stern look. “Its okay really just drop it please” I honestly was getting tired of my own excuses “ Like hell it is Jade” Adam said raising his voice a little higher I was honestly getting a little upset so I got up off the floor and stood up to walk away but Adam grabbed me by my arm and turned me to face him so close it looked like we were about to share a deep kiss, “Jade whatever this is its killing you I mean you can’t concentrate, you won’t eat or sleep, and you’ve become very depressed lately, I was stunned that Adam pointed out all those things about me I thought I had been doing a good job of hiding my emotions guess I was wrong. When are you going to realize that sooner or later all these emotions will consume you and no one will know because you keep it all in, Jade if you do this it will only leave you with loneliness and sadness”. That did it I broke down and began to cry” Oh God I can’t do this anymore” I said as I felt the warmth of my tears falling down my face “Can’t do what Jade come you can tell me”, Adam replied his voice sounded almost scared guess he’s never seen this side of me before but I really never show it either” Conceal how I feel” I was crying so hard I was starting to feel a little light-headed “Jade I don’t understand” Adam said sounding confused.” I’m in love with someone who I can’t have, someone who doesn’t love me the same way”, I was gasping for air now “ Jade calm down okay who is this person and why can’t you say how you feel to this person”, Adam asked as he handed me my water bottle. “Because he is someone we know and is very close to us “ I looked up a little scared at Adam because I just revealed that I was in love with a male but he didn’t say a word Adam was like family so he would never judge he accepted me gay or straight.” Well who is he tell me “Adam looked at me with a sad face I took a deep breath and spoke “ I’m in love with Davey and if he finds out it will destroy our friendship, please Adam I trust you not to tell “ I looked at him with tear streaked eyes “Oh wow Jade with Davey “ Adam replied as he sat down next to me on the couch” Yeah with Davey, Adam please I’m trusting you with this deep confession don’t tell Davey” I was almost begging.”If that’s you decision I respect it, but Jade sooner or later you will have to tell Davey before he finds it out from another source which can be bad for both of you Adam said holding me by my shoulders.” I know Adam and it terrifies me, I just can’t lose Davey’s friendship, I just can’t.





(Ohhh the drama so hopefully you still with me so far and oh yeah REVIEW, REVIEW, and yeah REVIEW!!!) LOVE YA BUNCHES