The Best Help and The Worst Problem=Confusion

I realized until next chapter all the POV's were Benji's. heehee. sorry

In this chapter there is angst, sex, and a little fluffiness.

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Chapter 3
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I could tell Gerards breathing was heavier. I looked at the floor and he stepped out of the shower. A pair of strong arms gently wrapped around me. I sigh happily.

"Benji, you know I like you right?" He quietly asked. I nodded.

The arms squeezed slightly tighter for reassurance. His hand touched the bruise Paul made. I let out a whimper in pain.

He pulled away, "D-Did I hurt you?" He held my hands sweetly in his.

"No, you touched a bruise Paul did. It's ok." I lean into him again.

"I heard my name being called, so I thought you were hurt. But when I looked, your hand was down your pants. Talk about hot." He laughed softly, I blushed.

"Well, I woke up and I heard the shower going so I peeked and saw you in there...naked. I got a major stiffy and it started hurting, so I tried to relieve it."

"I bet I could have done a better job than your hand."

"Really? Well prove it."

"I might."

"Okay, just try."

He pushed me gently against the wall. His lips attacking mine. Gerards semi erection bumped into my full on stiffy. It made me moan into the kiss. My tongue swirled around and played with his soft tongue. He held our chests together as I grinded my hips into his. He moaned and I smiled into the kiss. I lightly nibbled on his bottom lip. He slowly pulled away.

"Oh my god Benji."

"Gerard, lets go to your bedroom." I pull him from the bathroom. He walked with me to his room. We opened the door and gasped.

"Shhit, Mikey!" Joel screamed.

"Joelll, fuck!" Mikey moaned.

Mikey was on Joels backside thrusting deeply into him. Joel moaned as they kept fucking. They came together at the same time. Mikey spilling his seed in Joels ass, and Joel shot off onto the blanket.

My eyes wide in shock, I yanked Gerard out of the room.

"Wow, our brothers. That's cool. So uh, are they together, or was that just a quick fuck?" I asked while giggling.

"I don't know. Lets ask them." He smiled as he opened the door. We peeked in.

Joel was cuddling with Mikey, both smiling at eachother. They kissed eachother gently on the lips.

"So uh, you guys are dating, or is that a one time fuck?" I asked loudly.

Mikey frowned and looked at Joel. Joel sighed, "Damn it Benji. I was gonna ask Mikey to be my boyfriend."

Mikeys eyes lit up. "Yes Joel, I would love to." They hugged eachother close.

"You guys, that was hot." Gerard bluntly complimented. Mikey threw a pillow at Gerard.

"Get out you guys." Joel laughed.

Gerard smirked at me,"My pleasure." He then yanked me to Mikeys room.

I snickered as I was carefully pushed onto the bed. I looked up at Gerard.

All the lust was gone from his eyes. He was smiling sweetly at me.

"I-I, Gerard? Do you want to do this?" I nervously asked.

He knelt down over me and he kissed my forehead.

"Only if you really want to. I have watched you for a long time. I can wait forever for you." His beautiful green eyes boring holes into my body.

"I want you...now." I smiled while yanking him down ontop of me.

It was only a breif second til our lips latched together in a crushing kiss. I whimpered as my dick grew hard against his hip bone.

"Ooooh, Gerard." I moaned softly.

He groaned louder and moved so his very large dick as rubbing against my hard one.

"Mmmm, yes." I bucked my hips forward. He moaned loudly.

"Gerard, do you want to give or take?"

"Benji, ohh god! I want to give, please."

"Okay Gerard. Just get your dick into me...wait, get your dick really slick. My first time needs to be lubed up." I moaned.

Gerard looked at me nervously, "Y-your first time?"

"Yes. Is that okay?" I looked deeply into his eyes.

He stood up. "I can't do that Benji, I don't want to take your virginity. I don't want to hurt you."

I got up to and walked slowly to Gerard. "It's okay, I want this. I want you." I lifted my hand and stroked his cheek. "Please, I love y-"

"No, how do you know you love me? Only 6 hours ago you loved Paul, but he beat the shit outta you. And then only hours later you wake up and say you love me? How do I know your not just lying? I don't want you to be hurt no more Benji. And I don't want to hurt you!" Gerard exclaimed as he walked out of the room. Leaving me depressed and confused.


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