Actions Speak Louder Than Words
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Adult ++
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3
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Chapter 3
Title: Actions Speak Louder Than Words
Author: Aradia Silvermoon
Rating: PG
Pairing: Vam. Implied Jonne/Ville
Summary: It all started with a simple misunderstanding.
A/N: nothing
Disclaimer: Don't own anything but my thoughts.
Beta: the ever lovely Midge
Ville sighed and turned to look at a very irate Bam.
"It's a long story sweetheart," the Finnish man whispered as he wrapped his arm around the younger boy and pulled him close.
"Tell me," Bam lowered his voice as he rested his head on Ville's shoulder. "Please."
The singer led his boyfriend over to a table in the back where the noise level was softer. Bam sighed, released his hold on Ville, and sat down. The Finn slipped into the booth next to his boyfriend, lit a cigarette, and started his tale.
"Remember that tour HIM did with The Rasmus and Negative?" Ville looked over at Bam, who nodded. "Well, I met Jonne on that tour. He was so excited about touring, and we began talking about all sorts of stuff. I considered him a friend; I still do in fact, but I loved you. I have had feelings for you ever since we met, but I didn't want to ruin our friendship... Well, during one particular after party, Jonne and I had a drinking contest, and got completely muffed. I don't remember who came on to who, but long story short, we ended up fucking against a wall..and I called your name out during sex," Ville explained, pausing to take a drag off his cigarette.
"You called him Bam?" the skater repeated, trying his best not to laugh. Jonne looked nothing like he did, and it was funny that Ville would make that mistake.
"Yeah...and the aftermath wasn't pretty." Ville grimaced at the memory of the fight between he and Jonne that had followed.
***
Leaning against the wall, Jonne struggled to catch his breath as it sank in: Ville had just called him Bam. Closing his eyes, he struggled not to cry. He thought Ville had cared for him, even if it was just a tiny bit. Ville straightened up his own clothes and lit a cigarette. Slowly, the other singer pulled his pants up, wincing as pain shot though his body.
"Who is Bam?" Jonne asked quietly, trying to hide both his physical and emotional hurt.
Ville stared at him, shocked, and there was a long pause as he finished his cigarette. "Where did you hear that name?" He finally asked in a quiet voice.
"When you came...you called me Bam," Jonne swallowed hard as he studied the ground.
"I did?" Ville looked away from Jonne for a second before taking a step forward. "I'm sorry kulta..."
"Don't call me that," Jonne snapped.
"Jonne, don't act like a spoiled brat," Vile shook head as he crushed his cigarette butt on the ground.
"How am I supposed to act when the man I just fucked called me someone else's name?" Jonne tried to look angry, but instead, he looked young and scared.
"Did I ever say that I loved you Jonne? I never promised you a damn thing, so don't act like this was anything more then just sex," Ville declared harshly as he turned to walk away; however, the other singer reached out, grabbed his arm, and spun him around.
"Fuck you Valo!" He snarled as he slapped the green eyed singer across the face.
"No Jonne, I think I just fucked you," Ville growled, and shoved Jonne away. "Bam is the man I love, not you Jonne," he said before turning on his heel and walking away, leaving the yonger man sitting on the sidewalk, sobbing.
***
Bam sighed. "You can be such an asshole at times Ville."
Ville nodded as he gripped the table hard. "You know that I'm not at my best when I'm drunk...I apologized the next day."
"If he forgave you, he was stupid. I love you Ville, but if you ever did any of that to me, I'd kick your ass," Bam stated as he picked up his beer and took a deep swallow.
"He's just a friend Bam, and I was mad at myself for saying your name while I was with him." The Finn gripped his lover's hand. "Is this going to come between us Bam?"
The skater leaned forward and kissed Ville softly on the lips. "I know you were not a monk before me, so no, this isn't going to come between us. But Jonne is in love with you, and if he decides to put up a fight, that might just cause us more than a few problems."
Ville gaped at Bam, clearly confused. "He dosen't love me, we are just friends! We made up from that fight, and haven't had a single issue since! For fuck's sake Bam, we hang out all the time when we see each other on tour!" The singer slammed his hand down on the table, causing their glasses to clatter. "Damn it! I love you, and he knows that! Jonne cannot be in love with me!"
Bam ran his fingers through his hair, feeling more than a bit frustrated. "Okay, so maybe love is the wrong word; crush maybe, or hero-worship, but in his mind it's love. Either way, the two of you need to have a long talk...invite him to Castle Bam tomorrow. We need to sort this out before you and I can go any further Ville."
"Why Bam? It's his problem not ours!"
"Yeah, well, if you don't want to do it for Jonne, then do it for me...because I don't want to spend any more time wondering about you two...or worrying that one day, you might call me Jonne while coming."
Author: Aradia Silvermoon
Rating: PG
Pairing: Vam. Implied Jonne/Ville
Summary: It all started with a simple misunderstanding.
A/N: nothing
Disclaimer: Don't own anything but my thoughts.
Beta: the ever lovely Midge
Ville sighed and turned to look at a very irate Bam.
"It's a long story sweetheart," the Finnish man whispered as he wrapped his arm around the younger boy and pulled him close.
"Tell me," Bam lowered his voice as he rested his head on Ville's shoulder. "Please."
The singer led his boyfriend over to a table in the back where the noise level was softer. Bam sighed, released his hold on Ville, and sat down. The Finn slipped into the booth next to his boyfriend, lit a cigarette, and started his tale.
"Remember that tour HIM did with The Rasmus and Negative?" Ville looked over at Bam, who nodded. "Well, I met Jonne on that tour. He was so excited about touring, and we began talking about all sorts of stuff. I considered him a friend; I still do in fact, but I loved you. I have had feelings for you ever since we met, but I didn't want to ruin our friendship... Well, during one particular after party, Jonne and I had a drinking contest, and got completely muffed. I don't remember who came on to who, but long story short, we ended up fucking against a wall..and I called your name out during sex," Ville explained, pausing to take a drag off his cigarette.
"You called him Bam?" the skater repeated, trying his best not to laugh. Jonne looked nothing like he did, and it was funny that Ville would make that mistake.
"Yeah...and the aftermath wasn't pretty." Ville grimaced at the memory of the fight between he and Jonne that had followed.
***
Leaning against the wall, Jonne struggled to catch his breath as it sank in: Ville had just called him Bam. Closing his eyes, he struggled not to cry. He thought Ville had cared for him, even if it was just a tiny bit. Ville straightened up his own clothes and lit a cigarette. Slowly, the other singer pulled his pants up, wincing as pain shot though his body.
"Who is Bam?" Jonne asked quietly, trying to hide both his physical and emotional hurt.
Ville stared at him, shocked, and there was a long pause as he finished his cigarette. "Where did you hear that name?" He finally asked in a quiet voice.
"When you came...you called me Bam," Jonne swallowed hard as he studied the ground.
"I did?" Ville looked away from Jonne for a second before taking a step forward. "I'm sorry kulta..."
"Don't call me that," Jonne snapped.
"Jonne, don't act like a spoiled brat," Vile shook head as he crushed his cigarette butt on the ground.
"How am I supposed to act when the man I just fucked called me someone else's name?" Jonne tried to look angry, but instead, he looked young and scared.
"Did I ever say that I loved you Jonne? I never promised you a damn thing, so don't act like this was anything more then just sex," Ville declared harshly as he turned to walk away; however, the other singer reached out, grabbed his arm, and spun him around.
"Fuck you Valo!" He snarled as he slapped the green eyed singer across the face.
"No Jonne, I think I just fucked you," Ville growled, and shoved Jonne away. "Bam is the man I love, not you Jonne," he said before turning on his heel and walking away, leaving the yonger man sitting on the sidewalk, sobbing.
***
Bam sighed. "You can be such an asshole at times Ville."
Ville nodded as he gripped the table hard. "You know that I'm not at my best when I'm drunk...I apologized the next day."
"If he forgave you, he was stupid. I love you Ville, but if you ever did any of that to me, I'd kick your ass," Bam stated as he picked up his beer and took a deep swallow.
"He's just a friend Bam, and I was mad at myself for saying your name while I was with him." The Finn gripped his lover's hand. "Is this going to come between us Bam?"
The skater leaned forward and kissed Ville softly on the lips. "I know you were not a monk before me, so no, this isn't going to come between us. But Jonne is in love with you, and if he decides to put up a fight, that might just cause us more than a few problems."
Ville gaped at Bam, clearly confused. "He dosen't love me, we are just friends! We made up from that fight, and haven't had a single issue since! For fuck's sake Bam, we hang out all the time when we see each other on tour!" The singer slammed his hand down on the table, causing their glasses to clatter. "Damn it! I love you, and he knows that! Jonne cannot be in love with me!"
Bam ran his fingers through his hair, feeling more than a bit frustrated. "Okay, so maybe love is the wrong word; crush maybe, or hero-worship, but in his mind it's love. Either way, the two of you need to have a long talk...invite him to Castle Bam tomorrow. We need to sort this out before you and I can go any further Ville."
"Why Bam? It's his problem not ours!"
"Yeah, well, if you don't want to do it for Jonne, then do it for me...because I don't want to spend any more time wondering about you two...or worrying that one day, you might call me Jonne while coming."