Dont Please
Teds Grief
Chapter 3 Ted’s grief
I turn to see Jeff stood at the door “Now tell me this aint your fault” the tears are streaming down my face. I can’t think I look at Jeff I can’t speak, my mind won’t work I can’t answer him, I feel arms around me lifting me up from the floor, looking up I see Randy “Come on Ted lets go we can’t stay here”
I feel like I’m in a dreaming I can’t focus I manage to speak “where we going Randy let me stay with Matt he needs me to be here with him he can’t stay here alone”
No one gives me an answer as I leave the room I feel the eyes looking at me harder than they were before I feel the blame in their eyes. I feel the hurt they are feeling I hear the whispers as I’m dragged pasted.
As I sit on the hotel bed all I have is time to think, I don’t want to think there’s too much pain inside, my heart feels like its breaking in two the tears won’t stop coming my body is screaming to sleep that’s not goner happen. What have you done Matt, how did we get to this point.