Its Too Much To Take It

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April laid in the bed in the hospital room she was taken to, crying quietly so Mike couldn't hear her. She must have not been so quiet when she felt
his hand on her hip. She rolled over looking at him as he stood looking down at her. He let out a sigh trying to think of something to say but nothing
that was good enough came. He, himself felt the same as April. This was his first child and he lost it. He would never to do all those things he looked
forward to when he got married and had children. Then finally he began to think about them trying again later at having another child. Maybe they would try
that but he was going to wait until April felt better about losing this baby. He leaned over to her and kissed her on the lips then taking her hand in his.
"I love you." Said Mike.
"I love you, too. I feel like I've got a hole inside of me. Its hurts so much. I can't take this. Oh God, Mike its hurts." Said April as she began to cry harder.
"I know you do. So do I." Said Mike as he leaned down and hugged April.
She calmed down a little with the caring hug Mike was giving her. He was the only one at the time who could actually keep her calm after the loss.
April let out a depressed sigh remembering they would have to go back on tour within a few months. She took the break due to the baby and was going to be
off even longer after the baby was born but now with the loss of the baby she might have to go back on tour sooner now. Many of the fans on Linkin Park Underground
chat have asked April and her band members and Mike and the guys when they were going back on tour. Everyone would tell the fans due to the baby they might take a
long time off from touring.
Mike noticed the sigh come from April and he leaned up looking down at her.
"Hey, you ok?" Asked Mike.
"Oh I'm just thinking about the tour. We'll have to go back on tour early since we don't have a baby to take care of now. I really don't want to go back right
now but I want the fans to be happy." Said April.
Mike nodded then said "I care about the fans just as much as you do but if your not ready to go back on tour just yet we don't. You can take as long of a
break as you need. I'm sure the fans will understand." Said Mike.
There was a light knock on the door as two people walked into the room. It was Chester and Trish. Chester had a worried look on his face as he walked in. Trish had the
same look as Chester did.
"We came as soon as we could. Are you ok?" Asked Chester.
April sighed then answered Chester.
"No, I feel like someone ripped me apart and it hurts. There's like a hole inside of me that feels like someone took a gun and shot me with it. I can't stand it." Said April.
Trish walked over to the other side of the bed leaning down and hugged April. April noticed Trish has tears in her eyes.
"Oh April I am so sorry. I wish there was something I could do to help." Said Trish.
"Trish, you, Chester, and Mike being here is enough to help. I love you guys. Thanks for coming to see me." Said April.
Trish hugged April again then stood back up and sat in the window as Chester walked over and hugged April also.
"So, when do they plan letting you out?" Asked Chester as he stood back up.
"I think tomorrow. I'm not sure but they'll have to tell me sooner or later." Said April with a sigh.
"Oh that's good. Then you can relax at home without the doctors coming in even hour to check on you." Said Chester.
"Yeah, that'll be really nice for you guys to do after today." Replied Trish as she placed her hand on Chester's should.
April noticed an engagement ring on Trish's finger. She almost felt like smiling again. Chester had asked Trish to marry him. Took him long enough! Mike and April
were married not long after he'd asked her to marry him. Then a few years later April had gotten pregnant with their first baby which was planned. April
decided to ask Trish when Chester had asked her.
"Trish, when did you two get engaged?" Asked April.
Mike looked over at Trish and noticed the same ring April saw. It was a beautiful ring, too. It wasn't too big or too small, it just perfect for Trish.
"Oh, Chester asked me to marry him about a week ago. It was so sweet. We we're out at dinner and he started talking about how much he loved
me then he got up out of his chair and walked over to me, getting down on one knee and asked me to marry him. I'll never forget it." Said Trish with a
a smile.
"When is the wedding day? I also want to help with the wedding!" Said April.
"We haven't got the day set up just yet but we'll have ready soon. Of course your going to be part of the planning! You've been my childhood best
friend! I can't leave you out of thas day just like you had me at your wedding." Said Trish.
Suddenly everyone got quiet when the doctor walknto nto the room to tell Mike and April something important.