night time talks

'Carrie's pov





Carrie studied herself in the mirror as she applied her make up. They were now in la for Carrie's concert the following night and Carrie had already arranged the meal for her and Kelly. Her nerves were beginning to show as she thought about what was really happening. She was going on a date with her wife and in most cases that meant a nice easy going night, but for Carrie it meant so much more. She had to get this right.



'Got the heels for you Carrie........' Carrie watched from the mirror as her assistant Carla place the show on the floor behind her.



'Thanks Carla..........'



'That's what I'm here for........'



'Yea but your doing two jobs now......i promise when I can I'll hire a new assistant........' Carrie turned to put her heels on.



'Please......'Carla held onto Carrie's arm as she helped her. 'I've been doing two jobs for as long as I can remember.........Amy was never into the job.........'



'Yea....she really wasn't that good......'Carrie couldn't help but laugh.



'Class A bitch if you ask me........' Carrie turned to see Kelly standing in the door way.



'My wife didn't really like her........'Carrie explained to Carla as she slipped on her other shoe still holding onto Carla.



'Yea......'Carla smiled gently as she removed her hand away from Carrie shyly. Kelly caught on right away.



'Oh don't worry....im not some over protective wife out to fire anyone anywhere near my wife..........'



'Just the crazy ones.......'Carrie added with a smile.





Kelly's pov.





Kelly silently followed Carrie towards the waiting car. She was nervous. She didn't know why, it was a date with her wife, nothing else. Deep down Kelly knew it was more than that but didn't want to admit it. If this went well it was the beginning of something new for them, the walls would come down. But if it went wrong, Kelly didn't know if she could go on. She didn't know how many times she could fall and pick herself back up again.



'Did you manage to get a good restaurant?........'Kelly made small talk as Carrie handed the driver a piece of paper with the address on it.



'Sort of........'Carrie reached over as she slipped Kelly's seat belt on. 'Don't want you getting hurt do we..........' Kelly couldn't help but smile, she loved how sweet her wife could be at times.



'Thanks........so is it far?.......'



'Not really......maybe five minutes away........' Carrie reached for Kelly's hand as they turned towards the place they would be eating.



'The media wont be there will they?,........'



'No.....'Carrie reassured her.



'But it's la......their everywhere.......'



'Trust me baby........No posing for pictures tonight.........'



'I hope so......'Kelly sighed as the car came to a stop. Looking out the window all she could see was darkness. 'This it?......'



'You don't recognise it?.......'Carrie removed Kelly's belt as the door opened for them.



'Should I?.....'Kelly asked as she climbed out looking around.



'Lets wait till we get inside......'Carrie lead her wife towards the small open door, it was the only light she could see.



'I swear if we turn a corner and every member of my family jump out yelling surprise I will so kill you......' Kelly said as she gripped onto her wife's.



'A surprise party for our date?....'Carrie quizzed.



'I wouldn't put it past you......'Kelly laughed as she felt Carrie stop in front of her.



'We're here.......' Carrie stood in front a white door.



'This is your idea of a restaurant?.......' Kelly was really confused now.



'Baby open the door.......' Carrie stood back letting Kelly in. Kelly stood inside the door frame as she looked around the empty room, the only thing in it was a large screen in the corner of the room.



'Really not getting this.......'Kelly turned towards Carrie.



'The meet and great room.......'Carrie pointed towards the room. ' this is it.......'



'Where we met?........'



'Yep......'Carrie pushed Kelly through the door before closing it behind her. 'I thought it was time to get back to basics.........' Kelly watched as Carrie pulled back the screen revealing a small table set for two.



'You....you did this?.....'Kelly made her way towards the table.



'I had some help.......' Carrie pulled back the seat in front of her letting her wife sit. 'I did pick the food though.......'Pulling back the cover from the plate, Kelly couldn't help but giggle.



'Pumpkin pie..........'



'You know how hard this was to find.........la doesn't eat.........'



'I think we're a little ghetto for La baby.......' Kelly's eyes lit up as she watched Carrie begin to serve the pie.





Carrie's pov





'Did you know I liked you when you first met you?........'Carrie took a bite out her pie.



'The flirting sort of gave it away......'Kelly smiled.



'I was not flirting.........'



'You batted your eyes so much you caused a draft.......'Kelly giggled.



'I was nervous.....'Carrie pouted.



'There was no need.....'Kelly whispered quietly. ' I liked you too. ....' Carrie smiled at her wife's words as she continued to eat.





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'I think it was boredom......'Kelly whispered quietly across the table at her wife. Carrie looked up.



'What was?.......'



'The reason I went online.......'



'Oh.......'Carrie nodded.



'You weren't home.....i was alone so I sort of went on to see what all the fuss was about............Then.......'



'Then you met someone.......'Carrie kept her head down.



'I met you.....'Kelly added. 'Well I met Tx101...........From that first chat I knew there was something.........'



'A connection?......'



'Yea.......there was something there.......i just didn't know it was a four year relationship..........'





Kelly's pov





Flashback.





The minute she signed in little boxes popped up asking her who she was and if she wanted to chat. Most were men telling her they could stop her being lonely. Kelly quickly clicked off all the boxes until the chat room was clear for her to see. Sitting quietly she watched strangers chat back and forth until another box popped up.





Tx101-(Female here)



Tx101-(want to chat?)



Kelly bit her lip as she thought about it, it really might not be a woman on the other end of the chat, could be some crazy old man.



Tx101-(It's ok if u don't)



Lonelywife-(I want to)



Lonelywife-(i just......)



Tx101-(nothing personal)



Tx101-(i'm in my twenties im an artist)



Tx101-(and im a little lost in life right now)



Lonelywife-(I know what you mean.)



Kelly sighed as she looked at the screen.



Lonelywife-(im in my twenties too and married)



Tx101-( I got that)



Lonelywife-(lol yea)



Tx101-(so what brings u here)



Lonelywife-(empty bed)



TX101-(Husband out?)



Kelly bit her lip, could she really tell a complete stranger she was married to a woman. Thoughts of confessing to much to this woman flashed through her mind. She could tell her to much and she would find out she was talking to Kelly Clarkson. It would be all over the media in hours.



'Lonelywife-(yea)



Lonelywife-(says he;s working)



Tx101-(and he's not?)



Lonelywife-(god knows)



Lonelywife-(its not like we talk any more.)





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Kelly sat for another three hours chatting to the complete stranger,she didn't even know her name but the feeling of warmth she had inside her was amazing. Something her wife hadn't given her in so long.





End OF Flashback,





'That night just seemed to fill so much emptiness I felt........this person........you........you made me warm again.......' Kelly looked up to see Carrie looking at her hands.



'I hate myself for taking that warmth away from you to begin with........it should never have happened. .......' Kelly moved her hand towards Carrie's till it was laying over hers.



'I think we both had something to do with that...........'



'Amy......'Carrie began.



'Forget Amy.........' Kelly tried to stay calm as she spoke. 'She doesn't matter.........what matters is we fix this........'



'I want to.....i do.....' Carrie finally looked up. 'Tell me how.......'



'Your doing it.......this.....'Kelly looked around the room. 'Just by doing this your fixing things.........'



'We can't do it in one night......'Carrie whispered.



'We can't....'Kelly agreed. 'But it's a good start. ..........'



'You know iv'e never thought of another woman since I met you........hell even before it..........i was hooked the minute I saw you on Idol.......'



'Please....'Kelly smiled. 'You just wanted my job.......'



'I wanted you......'Carrie admitted. 'I had this silly little image of us together........long before I was famous........it was silly.......'



'It came true........couldn't have been that silly.........'Kelly lefted herself up and moved toward her wife, she stopped to sit herself down on Carrie's lap.



'I used to sit in my room at home and wonder how I would meet you........'Carrie kept her head down. Kelly had never heard any of this from Carrie before.



'And how did we met?......'



'Usually I would be front row at your concert and you would see me........you'd spend the whole night looking right at me while you sang.......then afterwards.......'Carrie's cheeks blushed.



'Then?......'Kelly pushed.



'Then you would invite me backstage and I would meet you in your dressing room...........And.......' Carrie paused to look at her wife. 'yea maybe I should stop......'



'Come on.......tell me.....'Kelly wrapped her arms around her wife's neck.



'You would take me back to the bus.......'Carrie whispered.



'And what would we do on the bus?.....'Kelly whispered back.



'Well.....'Carrie sighed.



'Something naughty?......'Kelly couldn't help but giggle.



'Very......'Carrie blushed.



'Well......'Kelly moved till she was straddling her wife's knee. 'If you tell me what it is maybe we can go back to the bus and try it out.........' Kelly watched Carrie lick her dry lips.



'Well.......it starts with us on the bus........we're alone.......you take me right to the back....and without saying a word you start to undress me........'Kelly raised an eyebrow.



'Aren't I naughty.......'



'You undress me and then you undress........'Carrie's face was burning at this point. 'We then lay on the bed and......well you can guess the rest.......'



'Best sex ever?........Kelly smiled.



'Totally......'



'So....'Kelly stood. 'Why don't we head back there now and see what happens......'Holding out her hand she waited till Carrie accepted it.



'What about the entertainment you arranged for afterwards.......'



'Best sex ever.......'Kelly giggled. 'That was the entertainment.........unless you want to go bowling or something........'Kelly smiled as Carrie pushed her out the door towards the waiting car.





Carrie's pov









Carrie felt the warm hands teasingly slid over her stomach as her top was pulled over her head. She had on the bed at the back of the bus with Kelly kneeling between her legs. The Texan began leaving small kisses along her stomach stopping only to unhook her bra. Letting it slide from her arms Kelly went back to kissing and licking the exposed skin in front of her. Laying back Carrie closed her eyes as Kelly began travelling up her body till their lips met. It had been over a week since Carrie had felt Kelly against her like this and she didn't know if she ever wanted it to stop.



'Baby.....' Carrie tried to talk.



'Shhh......no talking......'Kelly's lips began nibbling Carrie's ear lope as the blond wrapped her legs around the texans waist. Everything was perfect at that moment, everything fit together.



'OH dear god.........'Carrie's head shot up from the bed to see the figure standing in the door way completely speechless. Kelly didn't want to look, she knew who it was. Burring her head into her wife's shoulder Kelly prayed they would both disappear.