night time talks

Carrie's pov



'Can you get out........' Carrie held onto her wife as she lay on top of her, Shielding herself from view.



'What is going.......'The second figure came to the door way.



'Mom.....Jeanne....leave please.......' Carrie couldn't believe this was happening to them, Kelly had stayed still pretending she was there.



'Ok ladies.......'Carrie heard her fathers voice from the front of the bus. ' Let's let the girls get dressed.........' Carrie waited till the two older woman closed the door before looking down at her wife.



'Their gone........Kelly.....'Carrie gently rubbed her wife's back. 'Baby.......'



'Oh my god.......'Kelly's voice came out muffled as she buried her head further into her wife's neck.



'Baby they didn't see anything.......'



'They didn't see anything?.....'Kelly leaned up on her elbows till she was looking into Carrie's eyes. 'Im on top of you......your legs are wrapped around my waist......'Carrie quickly removed her waist from Kelly's waist. ' Your hands were on my butt.....and my mouth was wrapped around your.......'Kelly pointed towards her wife's chest. 'Oh this is bad......'Kelly rolled away from Carrie till she was at the other side of the bed.



'Hey now.......'Carrie rolled over till she was against Kelly's side. 'Don't start all that........we're married.......and in love.......there's nothing wrong in it.......'



'Nothing wrong?......our parents caught us having sex.......'Carrie had to laugh at her wife's seriousness. ' Don't laugh at me.......'



'Baby....baby.....come here.......'Carrie pulled Kelly into her arms. 'Ok it's a little embarrassing but we have to just go out there and act like they are in the wrong........'



'Carrie.....'



'No listen..........what did we do wrong?......'



'We.....'Kelly tried to think.



'We what?......we were having sex?.......'



'Yes......'Kelly rested her head on Carrie's shoulder.



'We were having sex in our own bed..........' Kelly smiled up at her wife.



'Ok....your right.......'



'Damn right I am.......we were having sex in out own bed and our parents came barging in........so who's in the wrong.....'



'They are......'Kelly sat up.' They just walked in......' Kelly removed herself from her wife's arms till she was standing up. 'Lets go tell them off.......'



'Kelly....'Carrie reached for her wife's hand. 'Maybe get dressed first......' Carrie suggested.





Kelly's pov.





She could see the three figures sitting at the same table as she followed Carrie out into the front of the bus. The look on her mothers face when she saw them holding hands was bad. It almost made Kelly let go but she knew Carrie wouldn't let her.



'Ah there you are......'Stephen stood taking both girls in his arms. Kelly smiled. Again he knew just what to do. ' You both ok?......'Stephen looked deeply into both singers eyes as he searched for the truth.



'We're good thanks dad.......' Carrie smiled at her mother who gave her a thumbs up. Kelly looked towards her mother who was looking at Carrie like she wanted to kill her.



'You didn't tell us you were all coming......together.....'Kelly pointed out. Her mother had never liked Carrie's parents and the idea of them all together was confusing her a lot.



'We went to your house.....last night.....'Stephen began. ' we thought Kelly would be there........we were going to kidnap her an bring her to the concert with us.........'Kelly let out a laugh at her father in laws words. 'Your ma thought it would be good for you girls to spend some time together...........guess you both were thinking the same thing........but when we got there we found Jeanne and she......'



'She told us Kelly was seeing a man......'Carrie's mother interrupted.



'She is.....'Jeanne turned towards Kelly. 'Baby tell them.....then we can get the hell out of here and go home......'



'Mom......'Kelly began.



'No ....Kelly.....tell them what you told me.....'Jeanne was standing to now.



'She didn't tell you anything......'Carrie stood in front of her wife. Protecting her. 'The night you thought she was seeing someone else she was seeing me.......we were together in the hotel.......she didn't tell you cause she knows how you are.....'



'And how am I?......'



'A controlling old woman......'Carrie's mother suggested.



'We shouldn't start name calling......'Stephen added.



'Kelly......' Jeanne looked over Carrie's shoulders towards her daughter. 'Explain this to me dear.........'



.Mom......'Kelly sighed as she moved towards the seating area. 'I just couldn;t tell you the truth.......'



'Why.......is it something to do with her?.....'Jeanne looked toward Carrie. 'What is she making you do.......'



'Making her do?......'Carrie asked. Kelly could hear the hurt in her wife's voice.



'yes.........my daughter would never have acted the way she did in that bedroom unless you forced her.......'



'Ok now....'Stephan stepped in. 'Maybe using words like that is a bad idea......'



'It must be something.......my daughter would never do anything like that.........'



'Oh Jeanne.....'Carrie sighed. 'Mom dad.....can you two take Kelly out for a drive or something......i need to talk to Jeanne alone......'



'What... no.....'Kelly turned to her wife..



'Baby....just go get something to drink with them........i'll call you in a little while........' Kelly nodded. Knowing Carrie had to do this.





Carrie's pov.





She waited till the door closed shut before turning back to her mother in law. The older woman was making herself bus cleaning the table top. Even on a bus she had to make herself at home.



'Nothing you say to me will change my mind about you........' Jeanne continued to clean as she spoke.



'Im sure it wont....... but maybe what I have to say might change your view of your daughter.......can we sit?......'



'I know my daughter.......'



'And I know my wife....... maybe we should compare notes.......' Carrie watched as her mother in law thought it over. She took one last look at Carrie before sitting at the table in front of her.



'Well lets get it over with........'



'Ok......'Carrie sat across from Jeanne. 'I know you love Kelly......'



'Im her mother of course I love her.......' Jeanne snapped.



'And I know when she was growing up it was just you and her........i know you felt the need to protect from danger.........but where is the danger here?.........'



'Your it.......'Jeanne said coldly.



'Why?......'Carrie had realised she never really asked Jeanne why she hated her so much. 'what have I done?......'



'You cheated on her......'



'I did not.......and when Kelly gets back you can ask her.,.......'



'She will do what you tell her to.......i know you control her......'



'I control her?.....'Carrie laughed. ' Jeanne you know your daughter.......you know no one controls her........'



'It must be something.....something must be keeping her with you.......'



'Love?.....'Carrie suggested. 'The fact that we love each other........that the first time in her life she's had a romance that didn't involve hurt and pain.......'



'She had Graham.....'Jeanne snapped. 'Graham loved her.......'



'Graham flirted with everything In a skirt and suggested a threesome the first night I met him........Graham didn't love her......he loved the media attention he got.........so did David.........these men used her...........have I ever used her?.......'



'Your smart about it........'



'Your not getting any of this.....'Carrie complained. 'You ever wonder why she went looking for these guys.........looking for that attention........maybe cause her father wasn't around........Maybe......'



'Don't you blame that on me......i didn't make him leave.....'



'You didn't.......just like I didn't make her pick me......we can't control the ones we love......and we can't get mad with them when they do something we don't agree with.......'



'She didn't pick you .......you followed her around the country till she felt so sorry for you that she gave up.......'



'You know what Jeanne.......i give up.....no more trying to please you.......i love her and she loves me and no matter what you do or say will not change that.........' Carrie had tried but everything she said was going in one ear and out the other.



'Love?........You call what was going on in that bedroom love........'



'Yes......It is......we were making love......'Carrie saw Jeanne shudder at the mention of it. ' There's nothing bad or sinful about it.......'



'I would tend to disagree with you there.......It's wrong and very sinful.......'



'Please don't bring religion into this Jeanne......'Carrie's voice was quiet now. She and Kelly had both struggled at the beginning of their relationship with religion.



'But you know it's wrong......' Jeanne's voice had softened.



'I love her.....that's not wrong.........'



'You might not think that......'Jeanne moved to the other side of the table till she was sitting next to her daughter in law. 'You and I both know that things would be better if you and Kelly we're to separate.........'



'Even if it breaks Kelly's heart?......'



'It would mend dear......' Jeanne rubbed Carrie's arm gently. 'your would too.......it's not like you can't be friends......' Carrie removed her arm from Jeanne's grip as she stood from the table.



'You really are a stupid old woman..........ok ive tried being nice......ive tried ignoring you......hell ive even tried to understand you but that's it.........if you can't accept your daughters choices in life I suggested you keep your mouth shut.........cause if I ever see you judging her again......i will make sure you never set foot in our house again.......'



'Kelly would never agree to that........'Jeanne answered smuggle.



'oh I think she will.......'Carrie smiled. ' and would you really want to test it?.......would you really want to see if your daughter would cut you out her life?........' Jeanne turned away from her as she looked out the window into the dark night. 'I'll make up a bunk for you.......you can decide if you want to stay or not......





Kelly's pov.





Kelly tip toed on the bus after waving goodbye to Carrie's parents. They were staying at a local hotel and would be back in the morning. Which meant that Kelly and Carrie would be left alone with her mother, if her mother was still on the bus.



'Your back.......'Carrie smiled gently at her wife as she lay on the sofa.



'And your alone......' Kelly looked around the bus for any sign of her mother.



' She's in one of the bunks........'



'Is she ok?.....are you ok?......' Kelly sat on the floor beside the sofa.



'We survived......'Carrie softly ran her hand over Kelly's face.



'You want to go to bed?.......'Carrie raised an eye brow. ' to sleep....'Kelly added quickly.



'Yea.....it's been a long day......' Kelly pulled Carrie to her feet guiding her quietly past her mothers bunk.



'So.....did you both talk.....is everything ok?....'Kelly was nervous again. She knew this would probably be the last time her wife and mother would get to have any kind of relationship.



'I tried.....'Carrie lay down on her back waiting for Kelly to join her. ' it stayed calm for so long......'



'But?.....'



'But she got to me......and at the end I sort of told her if she pushed any more you would pick between her and I .......'



'Carrie......'



'I didn't mean it Kelly.......i swear I would never make you choose.....i just......' Carrie sighed.



'You just want her to give up......'Kelly asked?



'Yea......we need all the help we can get right now..... and she's not helping........'



'Lets just hope she listened......' Kelly crawled into her wife's arms. ' I just want her to know how much we love each other.......'



'Well if that's all it is.......'Carrie smiled. 'why don't we pick up from where we left of last time......im sure she could hear the love from here........'



'mmm.....'Kelly looked up at her wife. ' I love you....but not a chance in hell...........'



'Worth a shot........'Carrie shrugged.