Backstage Pass

"This is where we become fabulous!" Billie screamed to the lucky and few fans who were invited to sound check.
"This is where the magic happens."
"In more ways than one!" Tre was always cracking dirty jokes.


I paced around backstage. Everyone was fighting for a glimpse of the boys onstage. I just calmly walked away and entered Billie's dressing room. I plopped down on the couch and sighed. My job had become nauseatingly simple since I started dating Billie. I was always bored and had nothing to do. I'd try to help but every time I did someone would run up and grab it saying "Oh, this is too heavy for you." or "Oh, you shouldn't have to worry about it!".


I glanced into the mirror and quickly put my head down. My hair was like a birds nest, just thrown up and my makeup was smeared and near racoon like around my eyes. I leaned back towards the couch and waited patiently for Billie to take his leave from the stage and return to me.


"You could of had some of the food you know? Billie wouldn't of cared."
I turned around and looked at Tre. "I know I just wasn't that hungry I suppose."
"No wonder you're so fucking thin. Eat!"
"I'm not that thin I'm actually kind of normal."
"The world has gone to hell if heroine chic is back in fashion."
"I am not that thin! God! Anyways, where's Billie Joe?"
"Being a workaholic as usual. Going above and beyond the call of duty. See I'm nothing like that. I get the hell out of there as soon as I can."
"That's what I would do."


Tre's piercing blue eyes teased me as they looked me up and down. I gulped and fought back the persistent urge to kiss him. "Billie's got a secret in here!" Tre said enthusiastically.
"What?"


Tre stood up with a grin on his face and opened up one of the drawers. He shuffled around and finally stopped and said "A-ha!"
He turned around holding up a box enclosed with a vibrator. My eyes widened and I gasped. I had two reasons to be surprised 1. What was Billie doing with a vibrator and 2. How did Tre know Billie had a vibrator?


"He got it from some fan today at the sound check as a joke. It hasn't been used yet. You wanna break it in?"

I raised an eyebrow, unsure if Tre was serious or just kidding. If he was just kidding he was amazing. He didn't have the slightest hint of a smile. I cleared my throat and forced a smile. "A-hem well....I should go find Billie."
"No! Come on. He's probably gonna use it on you later anyway."


I grabbed the box from him and began walking away. I reached for the doorknob but felt a hand on my shoulder. The hand was strong and sturdy. "I meant with me."
"What with you?"
"Break that in with me. Let me do it for you."
"You know I'm dating Billie right?"

Tre placed a hand on my cheek and looked me dead in the eyes. His eyes were so cold, as if he had no emotion whatsoever. Then he smiled and his eyes lit up. "I know but I could forget." He leaned in closer and I felt his breath on my lips.


"I can't forget."
"You can always try."


His hand worked it's way up my thigh. My heart raced and sank. Tre's lips met mine bringing me to my knees. Tre pulled me up and we went to his dressing room. I laid down and unwillingly spread my legs wide open. Tre opened the vibrator's box with his teeth. He pulled it out and checked to see if the batteries were included.


"Close your eyes."
"Why?"
"I want you to think it's me."
"Wait, what about Billie?"
"Don't worry about him!"
"How can I not. I've never really cheated before and I like you but not enough to hurt Billie."
"This isn't really 'cheating'. It's just like masturbation only someone else has control of the tool."
"No it is cheating and even kissing you was cheating."
"Damn you're old fashioned."


Then out of nowhere Billie opened the door. "What the hell is going on here?"
"Some shit is about to hit the fan." Tre said while dropping the vibrator.
"I wasn't going to do anything I swear!" I said while closing my legs an jumping up.
"Really? Then why are you in his room...with your legs all spread eagle...and him holding that?"
"All we did was kiss once. I'm sorry Billie."
"Oh, right that's all you did but other fucking shit would of happened if I hadn't of opened the door!"
"She was telling me she didn't want to Billie, don't worry. It's all my fault. I'm sorry too man."

Billie began to run out of the room but then stopped. "I loved you." he said as he ran off. I ran after him. "I love you too!" I shouted breathlessly. I stopped in the middle of one dark and confusing hallway. I heard footsteps coming towards me. 1,2,1,2,1,2. They had a slow, steady pace. 1,2,1-1???? Where's the 2?? I looked up from my hunched position and smiled. "Hey Billie!" I said with as much cheeriness as possible in that situation.
"You love me?" He had tears in his eyes. "What was I thinking?" I thought "Billie has such prettier eyes. Billie would never make a move on someone who's taken."


"Yes I love you! I'm so sorry."
"You want to go catch up on those skateboarding lessons?"
"If you have the time Mr. Armstrong. I know your so busy with all the rocking out."
"Yeah, I guess I've got some time, you know, I suppose I could squeeze you into my tight schedule."
"Wow you're so cool!"
"I know. We should do all that later."
"Whatever you say, sir!"


Billie Joe pulled me closer to his fit body. "You were pretty bad today."
"I know and I'm so sorry I-"
Billie interrupted me and got a wickedly frisky look on his face. "Don't worry, I'll punish you."