Awake and Terrified, Asleep or Dead

A/N: So Yeah, Sorry about the delay.
Tis just so much going on, Im amazed I havnt lost my own head!.
So Yeah.
This chapter was from I understand, A oneshot written by Lady Revenge *Applause*. So you need to do me a favor everyone. You gotta thank Smooshy fer helping me and thank Lady Revenge for letting me use this fer my smutt scene.
All I did was add some lines and change some lines.
And just a prewarning. I dont know when Ill be back on again.
Oh and this chapter contains sex.
xD

Now get to thanking Smooshy and Lady Revenge.!

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Lilly felt completely overwhelmed as she slowly nodded her head, Gerard smirked. Man was he cocky.

She leaned her face over towards his. There noses touching. The look he was giving her was nothing short of pure lust.

Gerard looked down at her lips, as her tounge ran over them, making them shine as if she had just applied new gloss. Looking back into her eyes, he watched her eyes fall to his lips before he moved closer to press his lips against hers. Lilly closed her eyes and felt her heart completely freeze from the crazy excitment brewing within her.

The kiss was tender and utterly amazing. It was so sweet and gentle at first, but when she felt his tounge slide smoothly over her lower lip, she knew it was about to head into overdrive. Big time.

Lilly welcomed him into her mouth as he explored her tonge with his in a fight for dominatce. Lilly's head began to spin from the adrenaline rush Gerard was envoking upon her beautiful body.

She instincly pressed herself into him, his arm slid around her waist, pulled her over him more as he leaned back into the double seats of the van.

Lilly's sexual desire suddenly took over and she found her hands slipping down the bottom of his shirt, tugging it up asking silently for him to take it off.

Gerard sat up and let her hands snake around to his bare back, where she dug her nils into his skin ever so gently, a low, throaty growl escaping his throat as he pulled away from her long enough to let her remove his shirt.

Lilly got up on her knee's beside him when she it off,and tossed it over the back area of the van. She felt his hands slither beneath her shirt and slid up to squeeze her breast into his palms.

Her breathing instantly became ragged as he squeezed. She looked down at him with her hair hanging in her face as his eyes came up to meet hers.

She bit her lower lip as he leaned up to kiss her again, his hands reached up around her back to unfasten her bra. He pulled away from her and lifted the front of her shirt up to kiss her stomach and pry away the lossened bra,from her breasts so he could take one of her nipples into his mouth. Lilly threw her head back and closed her eyes as a sensual moan dripped out of her mouth. She threaded her hands through his hair and tugged it gently on the back of his head. She looked down at him and watched his tounge circle around the pert nipple he'd just been sucking on.


"I think we need to fuck." Gerard said breathily as a devious smile crept across Lilly's lips, she barely nodded, biting her botton lip again.

Gerard pulled her shirt over her head and she slipped out of her bra, and threw it towards the front.

Gerard sat back as she leaned over to unbutton his jeans.

He helped her work them down, exposinng his enormos erection that was pressing out from beneath the hidden depts of his boxers.

Lilly stood up,croching slightly from the roof of the van,as Gerard pulled down her jeans, his lips not being able to resist kissing her supple stomach as he worked them down to where she could step out of them. She pushed him back by the shoulders and strattled him leaning in brazenly for a passionate kiss. She felt his hardness pushing into her, she got sopping wet instantly. His hands cupped her ass and moved her against his throbbing member. She leaned her hips down and grinded them roughly into his, reciving a growl from Gerard. She reached between them and freed him from his boxer restraints and pumped her fist over him for a moment.

His guttural moan approved her actions whole heartedly. Then she felt his hand between them and his fingures slip beneath her panties to pull them over to the side. Then he took himself out of her hands and shoved himself up into her roughly. 'Causing her panties to rip.

They both gasped loudly as she sunk down, taking him in completely. He dug his nails into her upper thighs as she began ridding him slowly, taking in ever ounce of pleasure and realing it in fully. Her hands toyed with his hair as she leaned her forehead down on his and stared into his aberrant orbs. He nipped at her bottom lip, sucking it into his mouth and running his tounge over it slowly. The pleasurable tickle of it sent shocks of pure sex radating through her nervous system. She started going faster as Gerard layed his head back, breathing heavily from his open mouth.

"Lean back." He suddenly said, and when she did, he leaned forward and stood up slightly with her still latched firmly onto him. She squealed at the sensation of almost being dropped even though the firm grasp he had on her. He walked, slightly crouched as he walked to the front of the van.

"Its's My turn now." He growled, bending over and sitting Lilly on the passenger seat. She slid it back and layed it down. She layed down with it and spread her legs so that he could crawl in and lay between them. He leaned over her and kissed her forcefully as she reached down and pushed himself back into her tightness. The feeling was toallty different on her back, she gasped through her nose as her lips stayed locked with his.

He began pounding into her hard, grunting and gasping as he watched her face contort into pleasurable lust expressions. She brought her knee's up wide and let them fall open as far as they'd go, wanting him as deep inside of her as he'd go. He filled her up completely with every thrust and soon she felt the beginnings of a massive orgasm rise up in her lower belly. As she felt herself releasing she rose up to press her lips into Gerards.

"God, I'm coming, babe." She whispered. breathlessly, and her eyes squeezed shut as she felt herself clamping down around Gerards pounding member over and over.

"Oh God." He moaned, feeling the intense pressure encapsulating his throbbing cock. He frownd in ecstasy and dropped his head to the crook of her neck.Kissing and biting her dampening skin as he felt his own climax rushing into his lions.

"Harder" She moaned, and when she said that, he started coming, he rose up on his arms and slammed into her harder than he ever had before. She squealed and moaned as she lifted her head to watch him slam in and out of her. She watched his face as he came, and the look emblazoned itself on her psyche. He closed his eyes briefly as the lsst twinged of his release peleted out of him and he leaned down kissed her deeply, breathing heavilly and feeling the sweat running down his face.

Lilly ran her hand up through his hair and down his left cheek as the smiled at eatchother.

"Can I have your number?" He beathed. Lilly giggled lightly and nodded. Gerard moved over to the drivers seat grabbing a broken pencil and a old napkin with God know's what stained apon it.

Lilly smiled and wrote.

Call me sometime,
Hunk.
555-4681.
Lilly.

"Thanks Doll." He said, smiling as he went into the back of the van, grabbing Lilly's, well what he could find of Lilly's clothes and his own.

The both got dressed, admiring each others bodies.

Gerard crowched down and opened the sliding door, alowing Lilly to get out first. Gerard followed, shutting the door swiftly, for by the time Lilly turned around Gerard had a firm grip on her arm and slightly shoved her back into the back of the van.

She smirked, bitting her lower lip as he stepped up to her, pushing his toned body into hers.

He took her face into his hands for one last monument kiss.

"So, where's your car?" He breathed.

"Over there," Lilly pointed into a direction behind Gerards body.

"May I be blessed with the oppertunity to walk you to your car mam?" He asked.

Lilly smiled.

"Of course!" She giggled.

And there they went, hand in hand to Lilly's car parked in the deserted parking lot.

Little did Lilly know was that by sleeping with Gerard he took apart of her. Apart that never could be replaced. Apart she'd never get back.

They said there goodbyes with a hug and a kiss. Along with a few words.

Lilly smiled and waved goodbye as she drove off into the begging of her nightmares, of being in a life with Gerard. A life? Ha!
If thats what you'd like to call it.