A Step Closer To Hell Book 3-Breaking Ryan Ross
On The way to Pete's house/ Second thoughts.
As I was being helped into the car, Pete took my pants down, half way. As I sat in the seat, I could feel rubber going into my anus. My eyes widened. Pete laughed at me.
“It’s a specially made seat. Patrick has one. I looked out the window. Pete stopped and slapped my face hard. You are to look at me when I am talking to you! Do you understand/!”
“Yes.” I said in a low voice.
“Yes what?!
I didn’t know what to say to him. This was new to me.
“Yes What?!!” Pete demanded.
I just looked at him like a dummy. Pete started driving again.
“From now on, it’s yes Mater.’
“You are not my Master.” I pointed out. Big mistake.
“For The next week I own your ass! You will do as I say. For seven days, I will tell you when you can eat, shit, piss and sleep. I will also tell you when you can come! Do I make my self clear?!’
“Yes.”
Pete backhanded me.
“I mean yes Master.”
“You better remember that.” Pete warned me.
Pete concentrated on the road. I sat looking out the window, crying on the inside. These words screaming in my head.
“I want my Brenny!!”
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At the house, Brendon was sitting on the bed. Spencer walked in and sat beside him.
“Do you think we made the right choice?”
“Of course. It’s only a week. We’ll get a lot out of this, Pete is a pro. He did a beautiful job with Patrick.”
Spencer assured him.
“You’re right and after the first day, we go there to watch and learn.”
Jon walked in.
“I don’t know about you two, but I’m going to learn a lot.” Jon told them.
“You were a little soft Bren.” Spencer told him.
“I wasn’t soft.” Brendon retorted.
“Yes, Brendon. You were the one, who let him run away.
Brendon stared at Spencer, he knew he was right. He got off the bed and walked away.
Brendon
First, how May times do I have to hear it. Yes I fucked up, yes I let Ryan get away and yes I should have gone after him!! My question is: Would he have crawled back to me, if things had not turned out like they did? Probably not! Now That he is back, I am trying my damn best to make sure it never happens again.
I swear to God, I just want what is best for him! I love him so much, I know deep down He can be a good boy, if he tries. He will become a slave I can be proud of, but first I must break his spirit slowly.
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Spencer
Crawling back, is no the way I would have put it. I would say forced back. It was either that, or have those photos destroy him. Personally, I could not wait to get him back to Brendon. I will never forget that look on his face, that day. To me It was like he just accepted it, he melted in our arms.
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Jon
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I love being Master to Ryan; I have not felt like this in a long time. I used to be Patrick’s Master.
When that didn’t work out, I sold him to Pete. Pete will make Ryan, a better slave; I have seen it in Patrick. Ryan needs the structure; Brendon needs to learn how to give him structure. Spencer and I both agree Brendon was soft. Except for the time, he broke Ry’s arm, but that only made him run away and there you are right back to; "what’s wrong with Brendon’s Mastering skills?”