Substitute Teacher

Chapter four

She still didn’t look at me as she waved casually and walked down the hall, leaving me there paralyzed.
No, not paralyzed.
I willed myself to move as I jogged after her and stood infront of her to block her way.

“Mr. Howard please, I’d just like to go home now.”, she said anxiously, still looking down.

“I told you to call me Jeph. And please look at me, Jenn.”, I pleaded with her and she sighed.

“I can’t, I’m afraid I’ll freeze, cry or pounce on you.”, she explained and I tucked some of her soft hair behind her ear.

“Please?”

She finally lifted her head up and looked back at me. I smiled at her and she looked like a thousand thoughts were running through her mind at once. She dropped her bag and stepped closer to me, never breaking our eyecontact as she placed a hand on my cheek. She suddenly grabbed my neck with both hands and pulled me down for the most mindblowing kiss I had ever experienced. She was sucking on my bottomlip as her fingers slid up into my hair and she licked at my lips. I opened my mouth and met her tounge as they massaged each other slowly for a while before I took control and pressed her up against me once again and my tounge explored the inside of her mouth making her moan into mine.

We were both breathing heavily through out noses as I pushed her against the wall and slightly bended my knees so we’d be at a more compatible height. My hands were now caressing her hips as I let one slide higher up her side, her hands traveled down from my hair down my back and they were now touching everywhere they could reach while still holding me close to her.

Nothing ever felt so right and so wrong at the same time. I regretfully broke the kiss, panting.

“I can’t..I’m so sorry, I can’t do this.”, I said and took a step back.

“Why? Why the fuck not?”, she demanded as she stepped up to me again, placing her hands on my chest.

“B-because it’s illegal.”, I stammered.

“But you’re not my teacher anymore.”

“No, but you’re still a minor.”, I sighed and she frowned. Her hands dropped to my hips as she kept looking into my eyes.

“Don’t...don’t look at me like that, just don’t look at me.. I can’t.. I can’t handle it.”, I said panicing. I wanted her so bad I was sure I was going mental.

She stood up on her tippy toes and ran the tip of her tounge teasingly along my lips. “Jeph, I want you.”, she breathed out against my lips and I took another step back, grabbing her bag off the floor, handing it to her and walking towards the nearest fire exit.