In The Heat Of The Night

My gingery pervy twin threated to kill me if I didn't post soon. So Kat can't kill me. :P

AN: My poem is copyrighted so please don't steal it. I'm not sure if this is the end of this story but here it is as of now.

I knew today I loved you
That's why I sat and cried
All the memories they came flooding back even the day you died

For so long I tried to bury the pain
Feeling the deep loss and letting time slip of all that I had gained

I dreamed of our little family
Living in a yellow brick house by the sea

Sometimes I would sit down and
Cry Lord why me

I have buried myself deep within me and it feels
Like a void

I knew today I loved you
And tried to commit suicide

Just a simple cut to the wrists and I would be free
From all the pain put unto me by this by this vapid hateful and shallow society

I knew today I loved you
While celebrating my rebirth a stranger came to call

He reminded me of you
Strong handsome smart blue eyes
Brown hair and tall

I was more than just naked It was my own soul I explored
While I lay underneath him
Worshiped and adored

Pleasure cuts both ways as it never stays
The need having been filled
Some how began to work on my heart

I knew today I loved you
I had to let you go for I can no longer
Grieve you know

My one time lover I had to let leave
So I could begin to work on me

I can no longer feel guilty as I wasn't to blame
And there may be some truth in the statement
That time heals all pain
I knew today I loved you
Now I can fully breathe

I feel your presence in the breeze
Kissing me caressing me whispering from a rose

And I knew today I was fine


She sang to herself as she was closing her bar she'd closed the store an hour or two ago. She was tired business was booming she had expanded this year she made more than enough she planned to take a trip to somewhere she hadn't been lost in her thoughts she didn't hear the door open.

“Excuse me could I get a beer?” that voice she hadn't heard it since last year but it still had a damning effect on her.

“And maybe some of that good cooking that you have.”

She turned to face him and let out a rueful smile going over to him taking in his much longer shaggy hair and goatee.

“This is going to be one hell of a weekend.” hugging him close

“Might be a little longer than that.”