You can't escape the wrath of my heart

**DESTINY'S POV**
Mood Swing


Ville and I were driving back home in silence. I was thankful he was giving me time to think. Why on Earth would he offer to adopt the baby of a woman he just met? Why would he offer to raise it like it was his, even when the said woman has no clue who the father of her baby is? Would agreeing to let Ville adopt my child be for the best for all of us? What about when he's on tour? What will I do then? Wouldn't it be a bit crowded in that house with a new baby and Ville? Would his band actually mind him moving all the way to Pennsylvania, America just to be with a pregnant woman he just met? I looked into the mirror and saw that my eyes were a very dark brown. Worry and depression.

When we finally made it back to Bam's, I got out and was about to start bringing bags in when he came rushing out and said I wasn't allowed to do any heavy lifting. Raab asked him and why, to which Bam replied "Cause I said so". I laughed slightly before turning and walking into the house. I was thankful that Mom was there. I asked her if I could talk to her in private. Seeing my eyes, she drug me upstairs into her and Dad's room. I sat down on the bed and just cried.

"Honey, what's wrong? Please talk to me? What does your eyes being brown mean?" She asked

"Brown usually means depressed, worried, and/or pissed off." I said in between sobs.

"Please tell me what happened? I had the feeling you liked Ville?" She said as she craddled me in her arms

"We were talking about the baby and stuff. He was acting like he wanted it to be his or something. He then started talking about how it could be if he adopted it and helped me raise it." I cried into her shoulder

"Is that a bad thing?" She whispered

"We just met! Why is he acting like we're together?" I asked

"Because he really likes you and wishes you were together." I heard Bam reply

"What? How could he possibly want to raise a child with a woman he just met? How could he know what's best for me or my baby?! Why does he wish we were together?? I'm nothing, just an insignifacant nothing!!" I yelled

"To the world you may be nothing, but to one person you may be the world, darling." I heard Ville say as he entered the room

"You don't know me! How can you stand there and say you want to be with me??" Iscreamed at him, making everyone jump

"Please, Ville, just leave me alone!!!" I screamed as no one could find the words to say

"Ville, take her up to your room. She probably needs to eat. I'll bring you both something." Mom said, taking charge

"Here we go, darling." Ville said as he swooped me up in his arms bridal style

I screamed the whole time about letting me go, how much I hated him, how he didn't know me and how he really didn't want to raise my child. I was in hysterics by the time we made it to our room. I was screaming and trying to hit him as he gently laid me down in bed. He stepped back for a moment after I'd slapped him hard enough to leave a handprint. I then rolled over, facing away from him, still hysterically crying.

I heard the door open up and heard about 2 people walking around. I then heard Mom's voice telling Ville what she'd brought up for us. I heard someone sigh, probably Bam, and sit down on the edge of the bed. Ville then told them what had happened since we parted ways a bit earlier. I was finally calming down enough to drift into a very fitful sleep.


**IN DESTINY'S DREAM**

I was at the end of my pregnancy. I could feel my water break. I was calling out for someone to help me, but no one came. When I needed someone the absolute most, Ville came walking out of the shadows from nowhere. He picked me up bridal style and began walking, whispering comforting words the whole way.

We finally made it to the hospital. I was rushed in, with Ville never leaving my side. He was there through the very, very long delivery. When my child was born, I'd never seen him so happy. He held my child in his arms and I heard the infant calling Ville 'Daddy'. Hearing that really made me happy.

Ville gave the baby to the nurse and walked over to me, pulling out a black velvet box from his pocket. Sitting on the chair beside my bed, he took my hands in his, after setting the ring box on the bed, and told me how much he loved me and how happy I made him, giving birth to his child. He took the ring box, opened it up revealing a stunning diamond ring. He took it out of the box and asked for my hand in marriage. I said yes, earning a round of "YA's" and "Congratulations" from my doctors and nurses.


**END DESTINY'S DREAM**


I shot up in bed, covered in sweat. Bam and Ville were still in my room and looked at me funny. I noticed the handprint that was still on Ville's cheek and broke down crying. I'd done that to him! I hurt him!!! I just knew he'd never talk to me again and his earlier offer no longer stood. I raced downstairs to find Mom, crying the whole way. I finally found her with Raab and Dico in the Pirate Bar. I could hear Ville and Bam chasing after me, but I clung to Mom for dear life. She took me into the game room and quietly shut the door.

I told her about the dream I'd had and how I'd woken up. I told her about me hitting Ville and still seeing the handprint on his cheek. I told her how I just knew I'd driven him away and how I was scared about the dream I had. I was once again in hysterics, unable to speak properly. I didn't hear the door open as I was talking about what I'd done to Ville. There was suddenly a pair of strong, skinny arms wrapped around my waist. I turned in my seat to find myself staring into those emerald green eyes.

"You haven't driven me away love. You just had a really nasty mood swing. I scared you earlier with talking about adopting the baby. This is really my fault." He quietly said

"No! It's not. I'm just a........I'm not worthy of someone like you, Ville. You're everything a woman could want in a guy. Why waste your time with me?" I asked, tears still flowing down my face

"Because I think you're worth my time. Darling, you need to eat. I don't think you've eaten since breakfast. Would you like me to go get something for you or would like to go out?" Ville asked, putting the discussion aside

"If you don't mind, I'd like to go out." I said, running my hand over his still red cheek

"Don't worry about it love! My ex-fiance has done much worse to me than that!! What are you wanting?" Ville said

"Um, how about Taco Bell?" I asked looking down

"Taco Bell sounds wonderful. Shall we go then?" He asked, standing up and pulling me with him

"I'd like to go, if you guy's don't mind." Bam said

"Sure!" I said, cheering up a bit

"Who wants to go to Taco Bell?" Bam yelled, running up to the Pirate Bar

"I'm really, really, really sorry about that, Ville. I don't know how I'll ever make it up to you." I quietly stated

"Don't worry about me, love. I'm worried about you and our baby!" He said smiling as he rubbed my tummy

"You really want this baby to be yours, don't you?" I asked, unable to mask the amusement in my voice

"More than anything, sweetheart." He replied, kissing my forehead

Almost all of the guy's wanted to go. There wasn't enough seats, so I sat on Ville's lap. He wrapped his arms protectively around me. All the guys were loud and being stupid, so I turned my attention out the window Ville was sitting next to. He began to softly sing in my ear, making me smile. The whole rest of the ride, he sang to me, drowning out everything around us. Bam finally announced we were there, so people started getting out. Raab and Dico kept giving me strange looks. Ville ordered and then asked me what I wanted.

I decided on Nachos Bell Grande, an Enchirito and 2 hard tacos with a large Coke. We grabbed our glasses and went to sit down. Bam promised to bring us our food. We sit down and shortly after, all the guys pile in around us. Ville is sitting next to me, keeping a close watch. Bam sits in front of me, doing the exat same thing. I noticed Dico and Raab keep shooting me these strange looks. I knew I'd have to tell them soon. Deciding tomorrow was as good a time as any, I looked around to all the guys. Having finished dinner, we piled back into the Hummer and headed home. Sometime on the ride home, I leaned my head on Ville's shoulders and fell asleep.