Just A Prelude
Ch 5 : Reasons and Explanations
Disclaimer: Short but ohh so sweet
I finally got back to the hotel at 2:30 in the morning, I turned the handle on the door and walked in to see Davey asleep but I feel guilt overwhelm me as I got a closer look at his face, he had mascara and eyeliner stains Davey had cried himself to sleep worrying about me and the guilt that I felt was horribly painful. I awoke at 7: 30 in the morning I looked over to find Davey’s bed empty, but he wasn’t gone he was sitting at the table with his knees folded against his chest and his gaze locked on the hotel window. It was silent for about a good five minuets till Davey spoke” So where did you go last night Jade”? Davey asked never taking his eyes of the window “ I went to a park I needed a quiet place to think it was really ni…” I was suddenly cut off by Davey’s voice which sounded more like a faint whisper” Why did you leave that way Jade”? Davey asked finally breaking his gaze from the window to look straight at me. “ I m so sorry about that Davey it all just became to much, I’m not good with stress issues” I replied with sheer regret about what I had done last night” I understand Jade I’m not going to pressure you to tell me everything that’s on your mind” I felt Davey pull me into a hug, the feeling that hug made me feel was feeling of being wanted and loved.” Promise me one thing Jade please “, Davey spoke as he held me a little tighter “ Sure Davey anything” I replied as my hand traveled down his lower back” Don’t ever leave me like that again it scared me” Davey said as he rested his head on my chest “ I promise Davey” I rested my head on Davey’s head he was so tiny compared to me I was just a few inches taller but I loved that I could rest my head on him. I felt happy but still the guilt was still there but as Davey was embracing me it was all beginning to disappear both feeling good and bad were being drained out of me like his embrace could change everything I felt inside and out. I wish we could stay like this forever but I knew we never could, cold harsh reality sucks.