Going Home to Broken Promises

Okay guys, much thanks to Row_Reilley, Lily Rose and Little_Miss_Disaster for reviewing! And by the way, I'm not sure if I put it right, but Silver hasn't been gone for six months. It's actually been a year and six months. This chapter is kind of iffy, but I hope you like it. To Lily Rose - You are so hyper! And you win an update! RIGHT NOW!!! lol! Now then, I think I've just about covered it... So... let's get to the lubberly drama, which we have in tons this chap! ^_^

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Two days later Silver woke up and the first thing she did was dial Luke’s number. He picked up in two rings. “Hola, Luke speaking.”


“Luke? It’s Silver!”


“Oh, hey!” He said happily. “I was beginning to wonder if you had blown me off.”


“Oh no! I couldn’t blow you off…” She said, smiling to herself. She heard a knock on her door and she paused. “Hang on a second…”


“Hey Silver.” Said Ryan, looking to the floor.


“What do you want, Ross? Can’t you see I’m on the phone?” She asked bitchily. He sighed and looked up, guilt evident in his eyes. She felt her anger ebb away, wondering what was wrong.


“I just wanted to say I was sorry for how I acted… I was a dick.” He said. And with that, he was gone again. He shut the door. Silver sat there in disbelief, wondering what brought that on.


“So sorry… an acquaintance walked in… oh no one important.. Just a guy named Ryan Ross…”


“From Panic! At the Disco?” He practically screamed. “I’m coming over!” He hung up. Silver scoffed. She dressed quickly and was glad she took a shower the night before.


A few minutes later, the doorbell rang and she answered it. “Everyone, this is Luke. Luke this is Brendon, my cousin, and Ryan, his friend.” She said, sitting down. Luke immediately launched into a conversation with Ryan about guitars. A few minutes later, Clair came wobbling out of her room, smiling. “Good morning, sleeping beauty.”


“Oh, good morning, it is!” She said, sitting down next to Silver. “I had a lot of fun last night with J-Walk.”


“I thought you were with Spencer?” She asked, confused. Clair shook her head.


“Nope, Jon is so much more mature… he has the most beautiful eyes… and…”


“You know what? I don’t really care to hear about Jon’s ass.” Silver said, annoyed as she watched Luke take more interest in Ryan than he did in her. She stood up and drew the immediate attention of Luke.


“Hey, where are you going, sweetness?” He asked, smiling at her. She smiled sarcastically, rolling her eyes.


“I’m just going to the kitchen to make something to eat.” She responded, watching him get up.


“Mind if I join you?” He asked. She shook her head and he followed her into the kitchen.


“So… yeah.” She said awkwardly. He cornered her against the fridge and pressed his lips to hers in a quickly initiated kiss. He moved his lips over hers in a sensual way that made her mimic him until he begged for entrance. As their tongues touched, he moaned a little, sliding his arm around her waist. After a few minutes, the kitchen door opened and Ryan came striding through, completely unnoticed by either of them.


Luke took a wrong turn and latched onto her neck, biting down and she gasped, pushing him away. She still hadn’t noticed Ryan standing there. “Get off of me!” She said through gritted teeth, trying to pry him off of her. Ryan felt his rage boil through his body, something that was hardly ever done, and he couldn’t control his actions.


“Get off of my girlfriend!”


As he ran forward to pry Luke off of Silver, he didn’t realize he had hit him until Luke was on the ground and Silver was leaning against the fridge, looking at him with a horrified expression. “What?”


“You just yelled, ‘Get off my girlfriend.’” She said, sliding down the fridge. So Ryan did have some unresolved feelings for her… was he trying to make them go away by marrying off in hopes that he would find love there?


“No I didn’t.” He replied in denial. She stood up slowly and the door flew open to let a curious-looking Brendon through and a furious Ryan’s girlfriend. Silver didn’t know her and didn’t care to.


“Ryan? Why would you say that?” She asked, horrorstruck. He gaped a second, looked over at Silver and walked towards his fiancé quickly, grabbing her by the hand and taking her out of the room. Brendon helped Silver off the floor and Luke came to, blinking.


“Get out.” Brendon said, kicking his foot. He groaned and got up and left, not saying a work to anyone. Ryan and his girlfriend left, wanting to sort some stuff out. “Are you okay?”


“Yeah, Bdon, I’m fine. He just caught me by surprise. You know, the whole dominance thing scares me from way back then.” She said, surprised she was talking about it. She hadn’t talked about her parent’s death in years. “I hope Ryan and his girlfriend are going to be okay…” She muttered. It shot a searing white hot pain through her stomach upwards and pierced something in her. Ryan wasn’t hers. She screwed everything up. It was over.


When everyone was gone and off to bed that night, she went into the bathroom and grabbed every bottle of pills she could find.

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Sorry. Drugs are bad, I know the whole ploy. But she has some problems, you must realize. And Ryan did say he would wait forever, right? RIGHT? Lol! But anyway, review and I will make sure I will update sooner than I usually do! *LOVE YOU ALL*

Sally//Skel

PS - On a lesser note, I just had to add a little cute Emo boy in here *giggles* inspired by one of my very bestest friends!