night time talks

Kelly's pov





With Jacob balanced on her hip Kelly moved around the hotel room trying her hardest not to wake the sleeping baby.



'This is silly..........Baby just lay him down...........'



'Carrie I can't.........'Kelly's voice came out in a loud whisper. 'I know the moment I lay him down those big blue eyes will spring open and he'll be screaming again. Carrie threw herself back against the pillow.



'This is Jason's fault..........his genes have already ruined the poor kid...............'



'Least the other two are behaving........'Kelly whispered as she looked down at Noah and Izzy asleep by Carrie's side.



'You call this behaving?.........'Carrie laughed. 'Behaving would be sleeping in their own bed not squeezed up in between us two.......'



'It's their first night away from their mommy..........give them a day or two to get used to us............'



'Your to soft on them...........'Carrie said with a smile.



'And that's a bad thing?..........'



'Just makes me think about our kids..........'Carrie rested her head against the pillow as Kelly sat beside her on the bed.



'And what are those thoughts?........'



'I just.......The more I see you with these kids the more I think about ours...........well when we finally get round to having them...........' Kelly could see Carrie's cheeks begin to blush.



'You really want kids don't you..........' Kelly slid her hand into Carrie's open palm.



'I know we're still working things out and the idea of bring a child into our home right now with everything still so fresh is frightening but.......i........'Carrie took a deep breath as she looked up at her wife. ' I think my body is aching to carry a child..........bring something that belongs to us into the world..........'Kelly could only nod at her wife's words. 'I know it's not possible though.........'Carrie looked towards Jacob. 'I know we;ll never have a child that belongs to both of us truly but It's nice to dream I guess.......'Carrie's face held a light smile but Kelly could see her wife was forcing it.



'Wow.......i wasn't expecting us to come all the way to Disney Land for this sort of talk..........'



'Sorry.......guess that all sort of fell out my mouth.........'Carrie's face held a real smile this time.



''Don't be sorry........'Kelly griped Carrie's hand tighter. 'You want a baby........you can't be sorry for that.........'



'I want your baby........'Carrie corrected. 'I want to carry your baby...........but that's impossible.........'Carrie's voice slipped as she said the last part.



'Impossible.......'Kelly repeated.



'Anyway........'Carrie let out a long sigh. 'We better get to bed.........we have a long day tomorrow........'



'Yea......'Kelly whispered, her eyes never leaving Carrie's face. Her hand still gripping the blonds. 'We'll talk about this again though.......when we get home.........'It was more a statement than a question but Carrie answered her.



'Yea?.....'



'Yes......'Kelly answered.





Carrie's pov.





'Oh Carrie.....please don't pout........'Kelly hid her smile as they all walked towards the next ride. Carrie walked a few steps ahead Izzy balanced safely on her hip.



'I am not pouting........' Carrie threw an annoyed look back at the cartoon figure who was busy blowing Kisses at Kelly..



'I think you are.......'Kelly's smile grew as she heard her Nephew giggle beside her.



'Yea Aunt Carrie.......i think your pouting.......'



'Noah.......Kelly....i am not pouting......i just....i just don't like that animal.........'Carrie stopped outside the restaurant. 'We should probably eat something.........'



'Mickey loves Aunt Kelly.........'Noah sang as he walked passed Carrie to get to the restaurant door.



'Yea well......Aunt Kelly doesn't like the three fingered freak.........' Carrie stopped talking as she heard the giggle coming from Kelly.



'Oh I can't wait to tell Ashley about this........'Kelly brushed passed Carrie to get to Noah who was holding the door open for them.



'I am not jealous of Mickey......'Carrie shouted towards them. Her eyes caught Izzy looking up at her. ' He has no right kissing my wife.......'Carrie complained to the little girl, who seemed to fully agree with her Aunt.