night time talks

Carrie's pov





Flashback





Carrie banged her fist against the the locked door, she was sure she would break it if she didn't get inside.



'Baby please...........' Carrie begged. Kelly had locked herself in the bathroom of the concert hall refusing to let any one in. Jason had called Carrie in panic telling her Kelly had finally broken down, the months of touring had caught up with her leaving the short blond exhausted.



'Well?.......' Carrie turned seeing Jason's worried face.



'I can't even hear her..........you sure there isn't another door in there............'



'Positive..........this is the only door going in and out...............'



'Baby........'Carrie turned back to the door. 'Baby if you don't let one of us in we're going to have to knock the door down............we need to know your safe.........'



'Yea.........Kelly please....just open the door..........'



'Jason just do it...........Kelly get back from the door..........' Carrie pushed Jason towards the door. The older brother looked a little scared.



'She might get mad.........'



'Jason......'Carrie sighed. 'Oh ill do it myself........' Carrie pushed her shoulder hard against the door only to stumble back into Jason's arms.



'You ok?..........'



'Open it.......'Carrie was angry now. Jason took a long step back before running into the door causing it to snap from it's hinges. 'Thanks Jas.........'Carrie silently waiting till Jason got the hint and left her alone. She knew Kelly wouldn't want a crowd of people barging in the door. Taking a deep breath she steadied herself before stepping over the broken door.





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Her heart broke at the sight, sitting in a ball in the corner of the bathroom her wife lay sobbing. Her whole body shaking. Carrie walked over slowly taking in everything as she went, she knew Kelly heard her enter but the short blond still didn't look up.



'Baby.......'Carrie was now kneeling in front of her. 'First I need to know if your hurt...........has anyone hurt you?..........' Images of someone hurting her wife flashed into Carrie's mind. She still couldn't see the blonds face. 'Kelly are you in any pain..........' Carrie watched as Kelly shook her head. 'Did someone hurt you?.......'Carrie repeated.



'No.......'Kelly's soft voice made Carrie jump. She wasn't expecting her to talk.



'Are you sure?.......'



'Yes......'Carrie let out a sigh of relief, Her stomach was in knots thinking of someone doing anything to Kelly.



'Baby your going to have to look at me.........'Carrie rested her hand on the top of Kelly's head as the shorter blond lay curled in a ball on the floor, her knees pulled up to her chest.



'Carrie please don't.......'Kelly sobbed causing Carrie to remove her hand.



'If.......if you don't want me here tell me who you want and ill go get them........you want Jason?..........Ashley?.......' Kelly shook her head at both names.



'You want me to call your mom?........'Carrie really didn't want to do that but if that's what her wife wanted.



'I don't want anyone..........'



'Well your going to have to pick someone cause im not leaving you alone............'Kelly raised her head causing Carrie to move back a little. Her heart broke just a little more when she saw Kelly's tear stained face.



'Please leave me alone.........'Kelly pleaded, fresh tears streaming down her face.



'Baby your laying on the bathroom floor of a concert hall.............i can't leave you alone........if you just let me take you home then i'll give you some space but right now im not going anywhere.................' Carrie let her eyes fall from her wife's face to the floor where she saw a white notepad sitting, without asking permission Carrie began reading Kelly's familiar handwriting.







Can you feel how cold I am?

Do you cry as I do

Are you lonely up there all by yourself

Like I have felt all my life

The only one to save mine





'Kel?...........'Carrie's heart began to beat fearisly in her chest as she read what looked like lyrics. 'What exactly happened tonight?..............when I called you before the concert you were fine..........'



'My dad......my dad was here........' Carrie nodded, she knew Kelly's real father was making it to the show. 'He hates me..........'fresh tears slid down Kelly's face as she threw herself at Carrie. Carrie pulled her into her lap as she leaned back against the wall behind her.



'Of course he doesn't.........what makes you think that..........'Carrie began running her hand through Kelly's messy hair trying in some way to comfort her.



'He told me........'Kelly sobbed.



'He told you?..........' Carrie gently pushed Kelly away from her a little to look at her face. 'Baby what exactly did he say?.........'



'He told me he's disappointed in me.............that i've ruined my life..............I make him sick and he hates what I am..........' Carrie pulled Kelly back into her arms letting the short blond bury her face into her shoulder.



'I'm sure he didn't mean it............' Carrie really didn't know what to think, she didn't really know Kelly's real father but from what he did know he seemed to be a reasonable man.



'Oh he meant it........'Kelly pushed herself away to look into Carrie's eyes.



'What brought all this on?,..........what is he disappointed in?............'Kelly began sobbing again as Carrie's eyes grew wide. 'Me?,.........cause you married me?............' Kelly could only nod as fresh tears spilled from her eyes . 'Im so sorry........'



'I want to go home.......please........'Carrie was on her feet in an instant. Taking Kelly in her arms to ushered the short blond past the broken door.





End Of Flashback





Carrie's pov





Carrie sighed heavily as she drove into her father in laws street, she hated these visits even if they did only happen once a year. Kelly may have forgave her father for that day Carrie could never forget it. He had broken his daughters heart leaving Carrie to pick up the pieces.



'You ok?........'Carrie turned to see Kelly looking at her.



'Perfect..........' Carrie sighed looking back towards the road in front of her. Her eyes landed on Kelly's father standing on the front step of his house waiting for them. 'You ok?.........' Carrie kept her eyes on her father in law.



'Course …........come on he's waiting.........'Kelly climbed out the car making her way towards her father. Carrie sat watching as her wife wrapped her arms around her father. Carrie knew for the next few hours her wife wouldn't be the same. It was another thing Carrie hated about the visits, Kelly would turn back into that little girl she once was, trying her hardest to get her fathers love. She was desperate for it and by doing it she would turn her relationship with Carrie into a friendship, never showing any kind of affection in front of her father and his wife. Carrie took another deep breath as she prepared for the torture to begin.