My Sweet Prince

"But I love you, Migé. I do, I really do."

"No, you don't. You love Bam."

"But---"

"Ville...you don't even know it. Bam loves you."

Ville stared at him, wide eyed. "Bam...what? This is a fucking joke, right? This better be a fucking joke...if so it's not a very funny one."

"It's not a joke. Bam told me himself. He likes you alot. He's head over heels in love with you. Me and you...it's not love, ok? We're both just lonely and looking for someone..." Migé couldn't find words anymore and looked away so Ville couldn't see the tears in his eyes.

"Migé...stop...I love you...I have loved you for a long time. I want to be with you. Don't do this...don't fucking do this..."

"Get over it..." Migé's voice was shaky. "I don't fucking love you." He left the room before Ville could see him start to cry.

Ville stared at the closed door, his mind not comprehending at all what had just happened. He was lying with his head buried in his pillows a few hours later when Bam knocked on his door.

"Ville?" He walked in. Ville looked up, forgetting that his eyeliner was running down his face from crying. "What happened?" he asked immediately.

"Just...Migé...and you and me...and god, everything's so messed up..."

"You're not making any sense. What's wrong?" Bam asked, worried. He sat down next to Ville and wrapped an arm around his shoulders.

"Bam..." Ville looked down. "I need to know something. I need to know the truth, ok?"

"Yeah, sure anything."

"Do you like me?"

Bam just stared. "Who...told..."

"Please Bam..." Ville looked at him, his green eyes glassy, his face still smeared with eyeliner. "Just answer me."

"Yes. I---I love you."

"Bam, I love you too." Ville said before the younger man could say anything else.

"Wha---are you serious? This isn't...some fucking..." Bam looked around, not believing this was real.

"No. It's the god damn honest truth."

"That still doesn't answer my question. What the hell happened? Why were you..."

"Just...it doesn't matter." He managed a smile for Bam. "This is all so fucking confusing, isn't it?"

Bam could only smile back. "Yeah...fucking crazy." he shook his head. Ville buried his head in Bam's chest before breaking down and sobbing and Bam could only hold Ville in his arms and whisper to him that everything was going to be alright.