Gotta knock a little harder

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So, now it’s Saturday. It’s half past two and he’s coming soon. I’m feeling a bit dizzy, that excited I am. I think Kami was right when he said I had a crush on Mana. But back in that time I was so blind myself, that I could never had imagined that I’d fall for a guy. Well, now it’s proved, I’ve fallen for a guy. I’m so nervous at the moment, I’m just waiting and waiting for him. He’s late… is he gonna come at all?

Oh God, oh God, oh God… I’m late. I’m so late. Fucking wine, it took so long to choose it. Okay, so this is his building, my God, it’s high. And of course there’s no lift and he’s living on the top floor. Fuck, there’s fifteen floors in this fucking building! So this is the first time I’m spending my spare time with someone, and I’m already late. Great! And now I should just climb up fifteen floors in this fucking hot velvet dress. Wonderful! Well, at least I got the wine and everything and it can’t be that bad, if I’m like ten minutes late, can it? now I’m on the fifteenth floor, finally! Should I ring his doorbell, or run away? I really don’t know. Well, now that I’ve started, I’m gonna do this properly all the way to it’s end! I’m ringing it, I’m ringing his doorbell.

When Gackt heard the doorbell, his heart skipped a few beats. Finally Mana was coming.
-Hi! Gackt said as he opened the door.
-Sorry that I’m late, I was buying a wine and it took me so long to choose
-Oh, it’s okay
-You gotta tell someone to get an elevator to this freaking building! You have no idea, what it is to climb all those stairs up in a velvet dress!
-I know, I know. But hey, it’s a good exercise.
-Some day someone will just die in those stairs.
-Oh, but come in from the corridor! Gackt said and walked towards his kitchen
-Where do I put my shoes?
-Oh, don’t worry, just leave them there, we are gonna go to the grocery soon and everything
-Oh, okay
-Do you want something to drink? Gackt shouted from the kitchen
-Umm… what do you have?
-Coke, beer, milk, water, white- and red wine
-I’ll have coke, thanks
-Okay, make your self cosy, I’ll bring it soon
-Umm… thanks, Mana said as he really didn’t know how to act, when he was visiting someone on their home. He sat on a couch on the living room and let his eyes wonder on Gackts apartment. It was actually really cosy. Small, but cosy. He had used dark colours on walls and furniture’s and there was a lot of wooden furniture’s. Gackts warm voice woke him up from his thoughts
-Do you want a glass or will you drink straight from the can?
-Can is all right
-There you go, Gackt said as he handed the coke to Mana.
-Thank you. You really have a nice apartment in here. Nice decoration
-Oh thank you
-Yeah… have you decorated it yourself?
-Yes
-Wow, you really are good…
-Umm… thank you, Gackt said being extremely interested about his fingernails.
-No, I really mean it. Someone could really have ruined this apartment, cause the roof is so high, but you made it look really cosy
- Well… thank you again… sorry, I’m not so good to take compliments
-It’s okay
-So… what would you like to eat?
-I don’t know, anything goes. You decide. Gackts expression brightened as he came up with some idea
-I know! Lets make pizza!
-Yeah, I love pizza! That sounds good, Mana said smiling to Gackt.
Fuck that smile!
-Okay, so now we have to make a shopping list. What fillings will you have?
-Umm… well, a tomato sauce is unconditional and then… well, I like mushrooms a lot and tomato is good on pizza and, and, and… onion’s! Yes, onion’s
-Okay… well, then we need cheese too and do you like about chicken?
-Yes, that’s good
-Wait, I’ll go and check if I have flour, yeast and oil. This is gonna be so fun! I haven’t baked in years, Gackt said and walked to the kitchen
-Okay…
-Nope, no flour nor yeast. You see, I’m not so much of a baker, he said and smiled to Mana from the kitchen door
-I see… shall we go now? Mana said and smiled back to Gackt. Again Gackt was very stunned as he saw that smile, yet this time he had enough time to explore it. He found it very beautiful and was like nailed on the spot he was standing on
-Yes, sure,
he said as soon as he could and started to walk towards the front door. Mana stood up and walked towards Gackt and his own shoes. Soon they were outside the building, walking on the pavement, down the hill towards the shop. It was nice, warm June day, four o’ clock. They walked side by side, silent. Neither of them said anything, still the silence wasn’t embarrassing. Soon they reached the shop and sooner than they could notice, they were out again.
-Do you want to rent a movie? Gackt asked as they came out of the shop
-Yes, that would be nice, if it doesn’t take too long to watch it, because I don’t wanna go home, when it’s dark
-Oh, don’t worry about it, you can sleep over on my place. You have such along way to go to home and everything
-Oh really? Can I really stay?
-Sure, of course!
-Thank you, Mana whispered
-It’s nothing, now let’s go to rent that movie. What movie would you like to see?
-I don’t know, I’m not that much of a movie person, I mean that I don’t know so much about movies
-Well, have you seen “Amelie”?
-No, I’ve heard about it, and I’m interested in it, so that could be the one
-Yes, I bet it’s good, let’s get that
-Okay

I’ve been having so much fun already, though we haven’t done anything else, but been in a shop and renting a movie. Of course we have talked about everything at the same time, but I’ve just been having so good time, though we haven’t done anything specific. We are gonna make some pizza, and we are gonna make even the dough our self. He says that he’s not much of a baker, but it doesn’t matter, cause I bake all the time. I know that we will have so much fun tonight. He even promised that if it’s too dark when we have eaten and watched that movie, I can stay this night over. Now we are gonna start to make the pizza. I’ve already cracked my shell from this side, now I only need his help to destroy it from the outside too. I never realised this, but I really like him a lot.

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