Tainted Wings

Months had already passed away, the thick tension between the three members of the band confusing the other two. Whenever something was wrong, it was either Die or Kyo that was yelled by Kaoru, who were usually steaming from anger. But soon, somehow, all turned out well...

Kyo didn't know when it was...However, when he saw Kaoru on his door...Standing...He couldn't help to accept the other into his house, into his bed... Once again...

+~~Flashback~~+

He was watching a movie that really didn't interested in, when the door bell rang. Yawning a bit, he stood to walk at the door, open it just to see the familiar face of none other than Kaoru.

His heart had protested in the cage it was held in, aching and pounding into his chest. Only Kaoru had this effect on him. His eyes soon gazed into the others, looking for something and finding it in the brown orbs that stared back at him. Was it sadness? Anger? Kyo couldn't tell which one is it, even if those were pretty different from each other. Yet he resulted in thinking it was both. Kaoru looked back at him, Kyo searching for an apology. Kaoru wouldn't give it as a word to the other but with his actions.

It seemed like hours before Kyo stepped aside, welcoming Kaoru into his house. Closing the door behind the figure that stepped in without a second thought. It took more minutes for them to voice their thoughts though.

It was Kyo who broke the silence.

"Well?"

Kaoru wondered on whether he should do what he had in mind. Kyo was surely angry at him, if not his actions, then his words.

"I'm sorry."

Kyo's eyes widened...Kaoru was here, apologizing. He knew it was pretty hard for the other to admit defeat, and he was waiting for something more in the lines of summing their previous actions together. He did not expect a sad apology to reach his ears, however...He did felt better, if not worse.

"It's..okay.." He managed to say, not looking at Kaoru and not receiving a glance from the other side either. There was this uncomfortable silence between them until Kyo once again broke it, with an embarressed cough.

"Do you..want to..?"

He didn't had to say the rest, for it should be pretty clear until now what he had in his mind. He understood that the reason Kaoru came over was not only to say he was sorry; he could do so in many other places other than his home. It was then, when Kaoru turned to look at him, a bit surprised this came from Kyo. This time...Kaoru didn't wanted it because -he- wanted it, but because Kyo wanted it. It had been hard, probably for both of them, going without it over months. And Kaoru had a thought that Die and Kyo wasn't together in their seperate times. He shrugged a bit and nod, not knowing what else to do. It was...more weird than their previous times but...The thought of being forgiven was a relief for the older one.

Kyo took the hint and walked to his bedroom, followed by Kaoru.Once they both stepped in Kyo looked at Kaoru who taken him by surprise and walked closer. There was one whisper that reached Kyo's ears and made him close his eyes, taking in one sharp breath.

"How do you want it?"

His reply was not louder than a whisper, but cracking a bit.

"Painful..."

Kaoru understood. He knew that Kyo liked it rough at times, but the sound of it made him sad. However there was no complaints at his side as he nod and changed characters at once, taking the others wrists in one hand and turning Kyo's arms at his back and pressing his body into his with one hard action. Kyo let out a whimper of hurt, a protest from his body, but he wanted the pain to shot through his body. Besides, he had a thought that Kaoru wouldn't be much rough, no matter how much he asked for. It was an innocent thought that disappeared however, when Kaoru threw him on the bed, not too kindly. Kaoru walked to where he knew Kyo's possessions were, bringing out the good amount of 'toys' the vocalist had enjoyed having. In or around.

Kyo layed on the bed, his eyes widening at the things Kaoru choosed in the archive. Right then, Kaoru's eyes were not kind. Perhaps it was some kind of repay the guitarist wanted to give. Kyo gulped silently as he waited for the other.

Kaoru took slow steps next to the bed, dropping the contents at the side of the bed, and climbing on the bed with few. Kyo's eyes looked at the handcuffes Kaoru seemed to get a liking on as he roughly pulled one of his hands up. He handcuffed his hands from his wrists, resulting in Kyo sitting up uncomfortably. However, Kaoru did not seemed pleased with the room Kyo had for moving around. The vocalists eyes widened when he felt the short leather belt hold his wrist in place, the tight hold stopping any movements he might make. Kaoru looked indifferent, the oh-so-serious look on his face.

Kaoru leaned in closer to Kyo's body, standing at his side and holding something Kyo couldn't see. Lost in the embrace he received, he almost didn't felt the heaviness around his neck..Almost... Panic rised in his chest, Kaoru really was taking this serious. His hands wanted to flew around his neck to get rid of the bad feeling but winced slightly when the belts hold them in their place. Kaoru's lips were on his neck then, the soft contact making Kyo shiver a bit and being lost in the second. He watched Kaoru walk around the bed to where he dropped the other stuff, which he couldn't see from where he stand.

Kyo didn't know what to think, but he could feel panic and a little bit of excitement rushing through his body. Kaoru looked at him and crawled on the bed once again. This time, he moved on Kyo and Kyo could get a good look at what Kaoru had in his hand.

Kaoru seemed very calmed down, looking as if he knew what to do. Kyo seemed to look normal, yet he had a nerveous frown on his face. Kaoru parted the vocalists legs with his own, going closer to have a look in the others face. Kyo tensed when he felt Kaoru's hand on his shoulder. He knew very well what the other had in mind with the knife he was holding. He felt the shirt he was wearing splitting. Yet, he had no power to look down to watch Kaoru split his shirt into two, using the blade. Soon his shirt fell at his sides to open his chest into the view. Kaoru took his time to admire the skin, the firm abs and the beauty of Kyo in front of him. Sweat formed on Kyo's face, he didn't know what Kaoru had in his mind to do with the knife other than cutting his clothes. Kaoru trailed the cold blade over his skin, making him shiver lightly under the cold touch. It traveled up to his arms and Kaoru slid the blade down from Kyo's shoulders, making him take a sharp breath. However it did not broke the skin and only started to slide his shirt open from his arms. Kyo noticed that it would be the only way to take the shirt off since his hands were tied to the bed, and Kaoru didn't seem to let him go soon. The cloth was discarded when Kaoru finished working on it, throwing it aside. His eyes fell down to Kyo's pants. Kyo shifted a bit, being scared. Kaoru half smirked and looked up at Kyo as he pressed the tip at Kyo's abdomen but not enough to make it bleed.

Kyo took a sharp breath and a hiss when his belt was opened and threw at the side of the room.Kaoru didn't seem to like the idea of unbuttoning and sliding his pants down as Kyo's eyes widened when he realized what the other was about to do.

"Kaoru..Don't.."

Yet the said person just flashed a wicked grin at his way and slide it down into the pants to start the cutting. Yet the side of the blade had contacted his own skin and Kyo whimpered in pain. Kaoru stopped sliding the knife lower but only to shot a dark look at Kyo. It left only a stratch at Kyo's side but the knife did not cut the pants down. Kaoru growled and took it away, putting the knife at the side of the bed.

He, instead, focused on Kyo's erection that began to rise. His hands went to unbutton Kyo's pants and slide them down, to reveal that the other had no will of wearing an underwear that day. Kaoru shook his head a bit and looked up at Kyo who shrugged and smirked a bit.Kaoru shrugged the thought of and turned his attention back at the others lower part. When the pants lowered until where his knee rested, he left it there, looking lustfully at Kyo's now hard arousal, standing proudly. It was such a beautiful sight for Kaoru. Kaoru forgot the pain Kyo should be in then as he focused on the others erection instead.

His fingers reached to trail along from the base to the tip and going down once again. His fingers brushed against Kyo's balls as he moved his index fingers around softly. Kyo took a sharp breath and it resulted in Kaoru to smile. He took his balls between his thumb and index finger and squeezed lightly, ending in a soft moan coming from the vocalist. Looking at the others face, he smiled seeing Kyo flushed, his lips parted and sweat forming on his forehead. He slowly laid on the bed, facing the proud arousal that faced him. Yet he made no move towards it, he seemed more interested with the base. He stuck his tongue out to lick Kyo's balls, moistening it with his own saliva, hearing delicious moans from the other. He opened his mouth to take his balls in his mouth, sucking on them as he felt it tightening. He let go after a while, hearing Kyo's whimper at the loss of pleasure.

He licked around the base of the others erection to hear the excited sigh. However he wasn't going to make this easy for Kyo...

This was just the beginning of a very long passionate night. And it would be just the way Kyo wanted.

Painful.

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I'm sorry. I update here so slowly, but I will update 2 chapters faster this time, and I promise it will soon end! I was just going through hard times (laugh).

People who have been encouraging me to write, Thank you!

and tragedyanne, thanks ! (laugh) But my writing gets worse because now I am in such an horrible writers block, so maybe you will not like it as much as time goes.

Anyway, everyone, please enjoy it and review! It encourages me! (laugh) And maybe I'll finish this fiction soon.

next part will be posted pretty soon, this was only the first half of this chapter.