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My future's so bright

By: IRNotAmused
folder Singers/Bands/Musicians › Rammstein
Rating: Adult +
Chapters: 8
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Disclaimer: I do not know Rammstein, this is all complete fiction, in fact the only resembance is name and physical appearance, i (still) make no money :(
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6

Here is chapter six dear readers, un-spellchecked (cause im a lazy fuck tonight), this is were the M/M starts, sorta, i think... you will see what i mean. Not too explicit on that front by any means, as its all from her point of view, but, just a warning anyway. 

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The next moring i awoke on top of Till, he was rubbing my back, 'time to get up love'. My head was resting just near his colarbone, I could just hear the strong steady beat of his heart. My mind going to the previous few days, how many changes had happened and how stongly I felt for both of them.

 I didn't think I could live without them now, how fucking cleshe was that, like some stupid teen romance, i internally grimmaced. Wondered how i would explain it all to my parents then too, they would need to be told as well, i could just picture it. 'Hi mom, Daddy, these are my boyfriends, we have wild sex and bit each other.' then mom  faints and daddy takes out his shotgun and shoots us all, again an internal ugh.

I wondered what the school would say to this, could we all get in trouble for this, would they send them away, my heart stuttered a bit at that thought, anxiety running rampant, stupid hormones. I knew there were law's for sex and such things, not that I had paid attention to them much, but the thought that they could get in trouble bothered me. It was one thing if i got in trouble, it was quite another that they could get in trouble right along with me. 

"Whatever your overthinking we will deal with it when we get there." Till whispered to me continuing to rub my back soothingly. I snuggled against him and made a quiet noise, a hum of aceptance, let him deal with it then, i gave up.

'I'm hungry," I mumbled at him as my stomach growled a little, "I haven't eaten anything solid in days." I sighed and breathed in his enticing masculine scent.  "As delishous as you two are I would like some breakfast." As yummy as Till for breakfast sounded bacon and eggs were on my mind as well. I was silently thankful they both tasted so good, i wasn't sure i could have handled this all if they hadn't tasted so yummy, if they had been ordinary, coppery and dull.

"I believe Richard is bringing us breakfast as we speak." Till said, I opened my eyes looking to where he had been the night before, empty, Till smiled at me giving me a brief light peck to the lips. I heard then the sqeak of a tire and the rattle of a cart coming down the hallway, I could also hear Richard humming happily, the sound becoming louder the closer he got to us.

There was the distant sound of another door opening then shutting with a dull thud, then a muffled voice, too low for me to make out what they were saying, or even who it was speaking. Richards adjitation came to me clear though our connection, Till sat up then a mumbled growl in his throat. Richards voice came to us through the door, raised and angry, saying something back in German, his anger but also embarasment coming through clearly to me.

Richard, I'm hungry i sent to him, trying to get him to leave whoever was making him upset, come back to us. the knob of the door moved the door opening and a heavy old cart was pushed through Richard right behind it, he slamed the door behind him leaning on it for a moment, his cheeks bright red.

Someone hit the door then saying something loudly in German through it, Richards upset came through clearly again and Till was up off the bed so fast that I fell to the floor in a heap of blankets, I looked up in time to see him hit the door hard. He barked out angry words back through the door, Richard had moved further into the room pushing the cart across the room to rest at the end of the bed, his cheeks tinted a light pink.

There was a long silence on the other side then the sound of footsteps running back down the hallway. Richard came over helping me up off the floor and I hugged him to me, taking a deep breath, once again just the smell of him making me hungry.

"I know what I want for breakfast," I said and kissed the spot on his chest just above his heart. He chuckled at me, feeling releaved and his good mood was slowly returning.

Till came up behind us and I looked up to see him with his hand around Richards throat, felt the other hand snake between us to grip Richard hard through the thin trackpants he had on. "better make that enough extra for two," Richard moaned his eyes slipping shut.

Till released Richard and he went to the cart, downing the first two containers, then paused for a moment before downing the third one as well. "I feel like such a glutton now." Richard said. Till looked at him hunger in his eyes and crooked a finger at him from his place by the bed.

Richard went to him and i watched as Till stripped him and laid him out on the bed across it, then laid down behind him. "Come here love" Till said looking at me. I went over and crawled onto the bed in front of them.

Richard reached out bringing me closer to him, drawing me into a long heated kiss. Till's hands were busy moving around, wandering over both of us, as Richard kissed and caressed me, then there was a click and a few moments later Richard gasped breaking our kiss. 

I leaned in to nibble on the skin of his neck leaving little tiny scratches behind with my teeth, getting tiny teasing tastes of him with each scratch before it healed. My hands wandering lower, trailing along his chest and stomach, further down to finally grip his cock firmly in my hand, release, light teasing touches, then grip firmly again, repeat. 

I started to feel his pleasure come through to me then, I could feel just how my hand's felt on him, the pleasure Till was building up slowly in Richard, his fingers moving in and out, hitting this one spot over and over with each slow push of his fingers. I had no idea that it could or would feel that way between two men, it was a bit overwhelming in its building intensity.

I moved my body restlessly against Richard as his hand's dipped lower to touch and caress me with light teasing touches. Richard shouted out loudly, a gasping cry of pleasure and pain, then the feelilings bled threw to me and I cried out loudly as the combination of feeling's and Richard's teasing touches pushed me over the edge and I came soaking his hand.

I had no time to recover at all as both their hands pulled and manuvered me closer, Richards rock hard cock thrusting into me in one rough push and I came again crying out with the power of it. Richards hips moved against me as Till moved behind him, pushing and thrusting, all three of us gasping as our own pleasure mingled and fed each other through our connections.

I couldn't take it anymore being this close to him without feeding, I sank my fangs into whichever part of him I could find and he cried out with the pleasure and pain of it. I knew the precece moment Till sank in his fangs from behind because Richard yelled out "Fuck" loudly and then screamed out as his orgasim hit him, pushing me right over the edge and I threw back my head and screamed as well.

Till held on and thrust a few more times then moaned a long growling howl of pleasure, i couldn't tell whos pleasure was whos as we came, the universe seeming to explode and stop in a blinding flash of pleasure that draged on and on.  We laid there breathing heavy, coming down slowly, too content to even move a muscle, "wow" I sighed as I listened to Richards heart still beating fast his breathing harsh and labored. 

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It was much later after we had finally gotten up and showered dressing in the boring school uniforms for the hated but manditory mass for whatever holiday they were making us participate in that day. 

We were munching on the breakfast that Richard had brough up for us, a heap of crispy bacon, a mountain of scrambled eggs and even a small leaning tower of french toast. 

There was a knock on the door and a voice came through it to us, "Is it safe to enter" It was flake's voice we heard threw the wooden door.

"Ja" Till called out to him, his mouth full of bacon.

Flake entered and shut the door behind him standing there looking at us for a moment, his glasses slipping down his nose. He pushed them back up and then spoke, "Was it really nessesary to scare poor paulie to death?" he asked his brows raised, his voice dissaproving.

"It was not nessisary for him to say those things to richard either." Till said with a growl, "He should be scared, he got what he deserved."

"No," Flake said firmly "he didn't, and I am calling a meeting, now. The school can suck an egg we are skiping mass and we are settling this." I tried to keep a strait face as I choked down my mouthfull of bacon, 'suck an egg?' that was just too funny, Till and Richard didn't seem as amused as i was though.

Till sighed, an impatient, 'i'm indulging you' sound, "alright, we will be down, the rec-room?"  he asked.

"Ja" and with that Flake left slaming the door behind him. we heard his footsteps go back down the hallway. I looked at the doorway where he had dissappeard, then shrugged and stole more bacon off the pile laying it on a piece of the french toast and making a sorta sandwich with it.

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About ten minutes later we walked into the rec-room, the others were already there seated around the room. They had arranged the chairs in a circle and had left an overstuffed love seat open for us to sit in. Till held my hand as we crossed the room, Richard right behind us, I could feel his aprihension comeing to me clearly. 

The more we were togther the clearer their feelings were coming to me, Richard may have been aprihensive and embarased, but Till was angry and upset, his protective insticts seemed to be kicking in. I could see a bit of fear on pauls face but he also appeared to be a bit angry himself as he eyed Till from his seat across the circle.

Till sat down pulling me down into his lap and Richard took the spot right next to us, getting just as close as he could, his embarasment rising up as the others eyed him. Till's arm's tighened a bit then he sent go sit with Richard love, he needs you. 

Richards hands reached out for me draging me into his lap and he burried his head against me. I heard someone gasp. Its alright, I'm here. I sent to richard and held him to me, I was starting to realise just how fragle, how unstable emotionaly he was right now, just how much he needed both of us.

{This is why I called the meeting.} I heard flake's voice. I couldnt' understand him but he sounded a bit exasperated or frustrated. 

{What the fuck is going on?} That was pauls voice I heard then, he actually sounded angry. {Since when did he become Till's little bitch?} I caught Tills name and what i thought was the work fuck in there somewhere, but little else, it was a bit frustrating really.

{you can't see whats going on, are you really that blind?}  Doom said, i could hear the sneer, the contempt for the smaller man in his voice. {they are a fuckin tirad you idiot.} he finished and sighed loudly.

I can't understand anyone  I sent to Richard. 

Doom called paul an idiot for not realising what was right in front of him, that we're a triad. Richard explained, he was still nervous and aprihensive, but his embarasment was begining to lessen a little.  

"and if I ever hear you say something that insesitive to him again I will end you." Till said.

"fuck you, you over protective asshole, sorry, not my fault hes' a fragil little pantie waste." Paul spat the words back at him, his temper flairing up again, seeming to run away with his mouth.

Till's anger rose like a storm, palpable in the room as he stood up, I was sure everyone in the room could feel it at that point, But it was Richards sorrow and profound embarasment which was now pushing at me hardest, I could feel his tears, hot and wet against my shirt. 

Flake stood then, moving so fast i didn't see him, "stop," he put his hand on till's chest, "ending paul won't help." he then turned to paul "How many times have we had to pull him back toghter after you took things too far." he asked paul.

I studied paul as he sat there fumeing, then it hit me, he was jelous. "your jelous, your fucking jelous, and you think making Richard feel bad will make you feel better."  I acused him. He stared at me for a long hard moment then growled, low and angry sounding.

Till pushed against Flake's hand, returning his growl with one of his own, deep and menacing, holding a promise of pain. 

"stop antagonising him damnit." Flake shouted at paul. 

paul stood then and lifted the whole armchair he had been sitting in thowing it behind him smashing it agaist the concrete wall. "shes here, shes fucking here and i can't fucking find her," he shouted and fell to the ground colapsing in on himself. "i can feel her stronger each day, her pain, her sorrow, and i can't find her and fix it." he said softly.

Oliver got up out of his seat then going over to Paul, he sat down next to him pulling him in for a hug, "why didn't you tell us?" he asked softly, "you know we will help you search for her."

Richard was relaxing now that he wasn't the focus anymore, slowly pulling himself togther. Till sat back down next to us and pulled us both closer. "we know better than anyone the pain of feeling the pull but not realiseing whats going on, of not knowing the cure was right there in front of you." Till said and placed a kiss to Richard temple.

Richard looked up at paul then, his eyes bloodshot, "I know how much it hurts, it feels like your dying, like peices of your soul are being ripped away." Paul looked at richard and nodded. "my mutter and vatter always said it was wrong, that the triad's were sinners, so i fought it, I was angry and resisted."

"I'm sorry." he said softly "I didn't realise."

"Its alright, lucky for me my loves are both more open minded and more persistant than I am." Richard said with an embarased smile. 

Flake crossed the circle then to sit in front of Oliver and Paul. "where, and when do you feel the pull the most, once we know that then we can go from there." Flake said.

"Before you guys came outside to get us the other day, i felt her stongly then, and i feel her at lunch sometimes." he said looking thoughtful. "Oliver, remember we had to go to the main building saturday, i felt it very strong then, in the library." 

Oliver looked thoughtful then, his eyes had a far away look to them. "there was only one girl in both places." he said his voice soft, his tone had a far away sound to it.

Oliver has a photographic memory Till sent to me answering my unspoken question. 

"who" prompted Flake him, his voice soft but firm.

"short dark hair, eyes bluer than the sky, sad eyes." he said, "she wore a heart shaped locket, had a black bookbag, art sashel." 

His eyes came back into focus then, "I will know her if i see her." he said with confidence.

Paul shook his head and chuckled, his eyes bright with hope. "i wish i had known it was that easy, I should have known you would all help me." As if it hadn't occured to him to ask his brothers for help, his pride makeing him reluctant to ask for help before.

"remember, togther we can acomplish anything." doom said with a smile, "thats why the european council sent us here togther." 

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Thank you for reading (KISS)

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