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Singers/Bands/Musicians › Good Charlotte
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Adult +
Chapters:
11
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1,320
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This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Good Charlotte. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
That darn cutter!
Chapter 7
*Benji
” Mom said yah. You will live here, we just need the money to like adopt you and shit!” I said and gave Billy a passionate kiss.
” REALLY? FUCK YAH!” said Billy, jumping up and down
*Billy
When the policeman left, and I found out I can stay, I went to Benji and Joel’s room with all my stuff. On the ground, was a pair of scissors, and I picked them up. I opened the scissors, so the sharp was pointing at me, no, calling me. I slid my fingers down the sharp, and it cut my finger a little bit, with hardly any pressure. I was relived. I put the sharp right below my palm. It feels awesome to have metal there again. I sighed in happiness. This can relive me, the only way to relive me. A tingle arced across my scalp, and the floor tipped up at me and my body spiraled away. I was on the ceiling looking down at Joel and Benji’s room. Would I call it my room now? I guess I would, so I was looking down at our room. Waiting to for the sweet feeling. It was perfect, just like all the other times. The straight line of blood bloomed under the perfect sharp. I was watching the blood expanding, and that’s when they came in, Benji and Joel. I was exhausted, and I collapsed on the bed, the scissors fell, but I didn’t feel them leave my grasp.
” Billy? Billy! Wake up man!” someone said, while slapping my face in the process. I woke up, and Benji’s arms, and moved me more onto the bed.
” Billy? What were you thinking? Everything is going perfect now. Why did you have to cut your self again? I love you too much to see you in pain!” said Benji.
”I don’t know what I was fucking thinking! GOD FUCKING DAMN! I have no clue, I just did, it makes me happy to relive my self once in a while.” I say, I thought that I had thought it, but I realized I spoke it instead of thinking it. I got up, grabbed the guitar, and I said,
” Look, I know what I did was wrong, and I’m sorry that I yelled at you, I’m sorry to you, and my self that I cut my self. It’s just, you guys don’t get beaten up, and I just got stressed. I just want to be alone now, and play my guitar.” I say. I was trying not to look at him, because that would make me too sad, and I would start crying.
”Ok, I kind of understand. I relies that you were stressed, but you don’t need to cut yourself any longer. You live here. You will be happy, no one will beat you, or yell at you if you do something small. We may yell at you if you start cutting again, or if you try to beat someone up. Juts maybe.” He said, and laughed. That made me giggles a little.
” Ok, I love you, and thanks for understanding, please tell Joel and your mom not to come in here. I want to be alone. I’ve been working on a song lately. I love you.” I say again, and he kisses my forehead, and then my lips. I kiss him back. He takes the scissors, and any other sharp objects in there room that he could find, like the pens, and some hard books, and some Cd’s and leaves.
I start playing my guitar, I find a piece of paper and a pencil that was in my bag, and I start writing, and playing my guitar.
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Much Hours Later…
*Billy
I must have fell asleep. Benji is lying with my and is sleeping on my chest, and Joel is on his bed. My guitar isn’t in my hands. So it must be in the guitar case or something. I look at the time and it is 1:30 AM. Man, I must have been asleep for a long time. I got up, putting Benji’s head on the pillow. I need something to eat I’m starving. I got to the kitchen, and I got a couple of pieces of vegan cheese. I can’t get enough of vegan cheese… I eat that with a glass of water, and then I head back to there room. When I get there, I see Benji up crying. I wonder what he is crying about. I walk over, and he hasn’t seen me yet, his face is in his hand. But I can hear him crying. I reach the bed, and I put my hand on his back, and he looks up, and hugs me.
” I don’t want to loose you Billy. I don’t, never leave again.” He says. I’m just looking at him puzzled.
” You didn’t loose me Benji, I’m right here, all I sis was get something to eat.” I say,
” I know, I’m not talking about that. But I mean when you cut yourself, I was in the door looking at you. It hurt me real bad, and it felt like I was loosing you. I don’t ever want to feel like that again. Please don’t cut yourself again! PLEASE! I’m begging you PLE-“ he was cut off, because if his crying, I just sit on the bed, and hug him and say
” I promise never to cut myself again. This time I just couldn’t help it. I have reasons to cut myself.” I say.
” No you don’t, not anymore. Just never cut yourself again, or I don’t know what I would do. Just please! DON’T!” he started to scream, I looked over to Joel, and he was moving, but I don’t think he was up.
” I wont cut myself anymore. Lets just go back to sleep, we have school tomorrow.” I say. I think it comforts him, but he doesn’t truly believe it.
At 7:00 AM…
*Joel
”BEEP! BEEP! BEEP!” Ah. God damn my fucking alarm clock.
”Click!” I turned off the alarm off. I looked at the clock and it’s 7:01. It’s too early. I have to get. The fucking school needs me. I got up, and I seen Benji and Billy. Billy is laying his head on Benji’s chest, and they look cute. I wake them up by throwing a pillow at them. Ha. Benji wakes up. I throw another pillow, and hits Benji again; he flips me off and then he rubs his hand on Billy’s hand and says
“ Billy, you have to wake up now.” Billy wakes up, and gets dressed, does his make up and goes downstairs while Benji takes a shower and I get dressed and I head downstairs too.
*Benji
” Mom said yah. You will live here, we just need the money to like adopt you and shit!” I said and gave Billy a passionate kiss.
” REALLY? FUCK YAH!” said Billy, jumping up and down
*Billy
When the policeman left, and I found out I can stay, I went to Benji and Joel’s room with all my stuff. On the ground, was a pair of scissors, and I picked them up. I opened the scissors, so the sharp was pointing at me, no, calling me. I slid my fingers down the sharp, and it cut my finger a little bit, with hardly any pressure. I was relived. I put the sharp right below my palm. It feels awesome to have metal there again. I sighed in happiness. This can relive me, the only way to relive me. A tingle arced across my scalp, and the floor tipped up at me and my body spiraled away. I was on the ceiling looking down at Joel and Benji’s room. Would I call it my room now? I guess I would, so I was looking down at our room. Waiting to for the sweet feeling. It was perfect, just like all the other times. The straight line of blood bloomed under the perfect sharp. I was watching the blood expanding, and that’s when they came in, Benji and Joel. I was exhausted, and I collapsed on the bed, the scissors fell, but I didn’t feel them leave my grasp.
” Billy? Billy! Wake up man!” someone said, while slapping my face in the process. I woke up, and Benji’s arms, and moved me more onto the bed.
” Billy? What were you thinking? Everything is going perfect now. Why did you have to cut your self again? I love you too much to see you in pain!” said Benji.
”I don’t know what I was fucking thinking! GOD FUCKING DAMN! I have no clue, I just did, it makes me happy to relive my self once in a while.” I say, I thought that I had thought it, but I realized I spoke it instead of thinking it. I got up, grabbed the guitar, and I said,
” Look, I know what I did was wrong, and I’m sorry that I yelled at you, I’m sorry to you, and my self that I cut my self. It’s just, you guys don’t get beaten up, and I just got stressed. I just want to be alone now, and play my guitar.” I say. I was trying not to look at him, because that would make me too sad, and I would start crying.
”Ok, I kind of understand. I relies that you were stressed, but you don’t need to cut yourself any longer. You live here. You will be happy, no one will beat you, or yell at you if you do something small. We may yell at you if you start cutting again, or if you try to beat someone up. Juts maybe.” He said, and laughed. That made me giggles a little.
” Ok, I love you, and thanks for understanding, please tell Joel and your mom not to come in here. I want to be alone. I’ve been working on a song lately. I love you.” I say again, and he kisses my forehead, and then my lips. I kiss him back. He takes the scissors, and any other sharp objects in there room that he could find, like the pens, and some hard books, and some Cd’s and leaves.
I start playing my guitar, I find a piece of paper and a pencil that was in my bag, and I start writing, and playing my guitar.
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Much Hours Later…
*Billy
I must have fell asleep. Benji is lying with my and is sleeping on my chest, and Joel is on his bed. My guitar isn’t in my hands. So it must be in the guitar case or something. I look at the time and it is 1:30 AM. Man, I must have been asleep for a long time. I got up, putting Benji’s head on the pillow. I need something to eat I’m starving. I got to the kitchen, and I got a couple of pieces of vegan cheese. I can’t get enough of vegan cheese… I eat that with a glass of water, and then I head back to there room. When I get there, I see Benji up crying. I wonder what he is crying about. I walk over, and he hasn’t seen me yet, his face is in his hand. But I can hear him crying. I reach the bed, and I put my hand on his back, and he looks up, and hugs me.
” I don’t want to loose you Billy. I don’t, never leave again.” He says. I’m just looking at him puzzled.
” You didn’t loose me Benji, I’m right here, all I sis was get something to eat.” I say,
” I know, I’m not talking about that. But I mean when you cut yourself, I was in the door looking at you. It hurt me real bad, and it felt like I was loosing you. I don’t ever want to feel like that again. Please don’t cut yourself again! PLEASE! I’m begging you PLE-“ he was cut off, because if his crying, I just sit on the bed, and hug him and say
” I promise never to cut myself again. This time I just couldn’t help it. I have reasons to cut myself.” I say.
” No you don’t, not anymore. Just never cut yourself again, or I don’t know what I would do. Just please! DON’T!” he started to scream, I looked over to Joel, and he was moving, but I don’t think he was up.
” I wont cut myself anymore. Lets just go back to sleep, we have school tomorrow.” I say. I think it comforts him, but he doesn’t truly believe it.
At 7:00 AM…
*Joel
”BEEP! BEEP! BEEP!” Ah. God damn my fucking alarm clock.
”Click!” I turned off the alarm off. I looked at the clock and it’s 7:01. It’s too early. I have to get. The fucking school needs me. I got up, and I seen Benji and Billy. Billy is laying his head on Benji’s chest, and they look cute. I wake them up by throwing a pillow at them. Ha. Benji wakes up. I throw another pillow, and hits Benji again; he flips me off and then he rubs his hand on Billy’s hand and says
“ Billy, you have to wake up now.” Billy wakes up, and gets dressed, does his make up and goes downstairs while Benji takes a shower and I get dressed and I head downstairs too.