What you don't know epilogue:Whichever comes first

Nothing belongs to me, right?? I own shit of the WWE!! Nothing at all, take your sues somewhere else!!!


Miss Undertaker:
I know, it totally broke my heart writing it, but don't worry, I'm on my way to fix up these little insane characters' mistakes!!

Bluebird:
Oh, come on.... you gonna tell me you don't love it when I tease you!! We all love a little teasing and you know it!! Anyways, phisical damage to Edge right now would only ruin the fic, giving our favorite pair some sort of advantage, and we don't want that, do we?? And by the way.... I AM UPDATING, YOU KNOW???

Souless_purity:
Don't worry, the interesting parts of my life aren't too far off the fiction world, really... I'm beginning to think fanfiction it's like our very own little 'let's go happy weed, or pill'..... Thanks on the my writing's got power comment, everytime I see my reviews I feel quite powerful alright!!! Here's the next chapter, Kitten, I hope you love it and that it'd be worth the twidling of your fingers!!!

Jackthesynister_Jakethejust:
Stop crying, kitten!!! Here's the next chappie!! And by the way, about the nick, don't feel crazy, we all got some insane moments that stays with us forever -yours being stealing those poor twin's name- Anyways, it would help me write longer if I think its two reviews instead of one, it'd like 'Oh my god!! I got EIGHT new reviews!! I gotta feed the minds of eight people!!' instead of 'I got seven reviews, I gotta.....' I'm honored to be the first one to notice, probably because of writing your nick everytime I answer.... and yes.... I know.... Only two chapters, one with this chappie, I still can't believe it myself, I almost stopped writing a few days ago cause I didn't to end, but then I saw my reviews and -thinking of you as two- I told myself I just couldn't stop!!!! So here's the next chapter!!! ENJOY!!!

Ps: I knda stole my nick from this guy I know too.... just don't tell anyone.


Jade Alchms:
Trust me... I was HARD to make this couple a believable pair, I had to sit down and think the whole situation throught!!! And then change it, and change it again, and come up with this little twist and then another, and I'm happy I did cause thanks to that I got you into reviewing this fic, and I DO hope to hear more from you, why, you ask?? Well, it's simply, I'm a review slut, that's why!!! Anyways, I'm thrilled you love it, so keep on enjoying it, Kitten, cause it's only one more chappie to go.....

Takerslady:
i'm working on finishing as we speak, and desperately dreading the end.... I don't think I could live up to your expectations, I got so many 'you're a great author' reviews I'm petrified to finish this fic.... but still.... Happy ending?? Don't know, haven't make up my mind about it..... *burst in fists of laughter of a frightened looking reader somewhere in the world* I'm kidding, I know where this is going, but I'm not gonna tell you, you're gonna have to read and fid out.... and please keep on leaving a little feedback... just to keep me this inspired, I could never write as quickly as I do with this fic without you....


TO ALL READERS, WAIT!!! *clears throat* I want to apologize for the overwhelming dealy in most of my updates, but it's just that my PC wouldn't wanna work!! or at least get on line, so I could write, but I couldn't update unless I went to cyber cafe, and going to a cyber cafe meant paying to get online, but now, thanks to a lot of teasing from my part, I got my parents into fixing my pc, so I'm all sped up, it's not like I'm gonna update every single day, but what in sometime could be three weeks or a month now would be a week or even less, although I most wanr you that before, since I could't update inmediately, I took my free time into fixing whichever spelling error I might find, so now that's highly unlikely to happen, so if you see a lot of spelling errors, that the reason for them... just so you have a little more hope to hear from me sooner. Love you all, Kittens!!!


Eight days. His world had been twisted into something he couldn't even begin to describe for eight days. He hadn't talk to Glenn ever since he told him he would get away from him, Matt held too much respect for the bigger man to contradict him by seeking him out, nor had he tried to speak with Glenn, he figured that at some point he had become frightened of how he might react at having Glenn close around, it had only been eight days since he last spoke to him but he felt like it was eight years... He never thought he had become so fond of Glenn in such a small amount of time, he had missed every aspect of the larger man: his voice, his jokes, his way of seing things, his overly cute, hot and sensual pampering... he never saw Glenn had taken such a grip of his likes... and his heart.

He missed him. Terribly. At every time. Food didn't taste as good when Glenn didn't feed him, jacuzzies weren't half as entertaining, his muscles missed Glenn's hands on him, even if Glenn had only offered him a massage one time, and the usually addicted taste of strawberries and chocolate syrup together had somehow lost its charms. The bigger man had done an amazing job spoiling him rotten. Three days after Glenn's getting-away-from-him-decision Matt sure as hell didn't think this situation couldn't get any worst... until he oppened the door to his room and met his least favorite person at the moment.

Edge.

And, like the last time he had showed himself in his room, he planned to hit on him. But unlike last time, Matt didn't give him the least of a chance.

"GET OUT!!!!" He had yelled, as soon as he set eyes on him, and vaguely adverted the light widening of Edge's blue eyes. "NOW, LEAVE!!!!"

"But--" Matt didn't give him a chance. Inmediately, he reached out for him, but Matt retaliated by hitting him right across the face, sitting him down with the force of the punch, and with Edge still dazed from the hit, Matt grabbed a hold of his shirt and pushed him up, and began to push him out the door.

Unfortunately for Matt, Edge was also a wrestler, and he managed to stop Matt's attempts, stopping his attack on him.

"I'm not leaving, Matt!!" He yelled out, grabbing a hold of another incoming punch, then pulled him towards him, free hand set around his waist. "I won't leave because I know that deep inside of you, you don't want me to"

"You know shit about me..." Matt spat at him, then kicked Edge right bettween his legs. Edge chrounched down on the floor, silently cursing and whining in pain, Matt remained two steps away, glaring down at him. "After four fucking years of 'being together' you know fucking SHIT ABOUT ME!!!!!!!" And he kicked him once again, this time on his stomach. Hard, Edge howling in pain as a few drops of blood were spit onto the floor.

Matt would've kept attacking, if Edge's next actions hadn't shock the anger out of him. He was laughing. Down on the floor, dobled up in pain, blood red-tainting his mouth, Edge was laughing.

"You're wrong" Edge said, in a raspy voice, bettween his laughter, as he slowly began to stand up. "I do know more than just shit about you" he kept on saying, finally standing, a superior smile upon his face. "I know you enough to be certain you still love me" His handsome face was serious now. "You'd still give your life for me..."

"Sure I would" Matt's voice was full of a sarcasm that made Edge's smile come back to his face.

"Think of this, Matt... I wouldn't be hurting if you didn't love me, you wouldn't have a reason to hate..." Edge began walking back, knowing his victory over the older Hardy was complete, Matt looked quite angered again. It was best to leave Matt with the sense of defeat, for knowing he was once again defeated by him, the older Hardy would become even more defensive and agressive. "Hatred is only one step away from love, you know??" He said, and Matt had to try real hard not to go after him again and kill him. "And when you take that step, love never really dies away, Matt"

By the time he had said that, Edge got to the door, oppened it and as swiflty as he had arrived, he left, leaving Matt with a sense of rage and frustation the young wrestler really had no idea what to do with.


And that was five days ago, and Matt was certain he would still feel the way he had since Edge's visit if it hadn't been for a conversation he had just had with HBK just fifteen minutes ago. Now, as HBK was sleeping soundlessly next to him, and within his chest a blesses heat surged rapidly, invading him totally, swift like a bullet, and developing a sense of understanding and hope within his heart. Looking at the Texan's calm face as he slept next to him, in an attempt to shorten the few hours in large bus, Matt understood he'd never have the chance to pay Shawn for his unknowingly saving words:

"Well, you certainly don't look like a love struck man no more" Shawn had said, after fifteen minutes of sitting in silence next to Matt, feeling Matt's bad vibe braking his concentration on his book.

Matt had given him a look, a mix of 'I can't believe you know it', 'get the fuck outta my business' and 'I'm not in the fucking mood' look. He spat his words to the texan inmediately, not caring if he hurt his feelings, he had a little too much supressed rage and frustration within himself to think of other people. "I don't know what you're talking about, but what I do know is that my face and the way it looks it's none of your business" He hissed out, crossing his arms over his chest as he glared out the window, thinking of his conversation as over.

Shawn, against any odds, remained as calm as ever, still silently chewing on his gum, looking at Matt knowingly. "You're right." He finally said. "It's not" he simply put it, but Matt knew his words weren't the last he would hear of the Heart Break Kid. He was painfully right.

"But your bad vibes are interrupting my reading." Shawn continued, not even looking at him, but his book. "I'm a very sensitive man, Matt. I don't enjoy people looking like they've been cheated out of something importart fuming their asses off next to me." There was a stinging sense of annoying, along with knowledge held within Shawn's voice.

At Shawn's words, Matt couldn't help but squirm in unconfortness, the Heart Break Kid had managed to reach him with his annoyed words, Matt had managed to bother him greatly with his angry and careless words. Matt took a deep, resigned breath, sure he was very much upset but he never wanted to insult someone he respected as much as he respected HBK.

"I can leave if you want" Matt offered, his voice losing some of his rage and frustation. HBK surprised him by snorting out a laugh.

"And send you out to punish some other wrestler with your vibes?? No thanks. I couldn't live with my conciesce." HBK quickly answered, his eyes still on his books, even if it was obvious he wasn't reading it. "You could tell me what's going on and then try to calm down..." HBk sugested, for the first time taking his eyes off his book to look at Matt from the corner of his bright eyes.

Shawn knew what Matt's answet would be, his unconfortable twitching told him the other male wouldn't say a thing to him, he wasn't surprised though, Matt had a fame for being a reserved and shy person when it came to personal things, not as much as he brother but shy and reserved nonetheless.

"Matt..." Shawn began, trying to reach the younger male from another side. "Why do you do it??" Matt stared at the older man, eyebrows raised, silently questioning his meaning. "Why do you always hang on to toxic situations??"

"Excuse me??" Was all Matt could say, who the hell was HBK to tell him what he should hang on to, and what the hell did he meant by that exactly??

"Why do you insist on hurting yourself with things that ain't good for you?? Unless they're something impossible to deal with, like someone's death, it's not worth the emphasis most people give it.... Is the problem that got you with that face something impossible to solve??"

Matt took his time to answer, his problem was, well.... complicated, he was wounded by his first love and trying to get his life back and into shape with the most amazing man he had ever met, but Adam just wouldn't let him be!! He wouldn't let him go, and what's worst, he still felt something for him.... as masochist as that might be. But thinking about it well, his problem wasn't impossible.... he could always kill Adam, then suffer some more due to his conscience, but then he guessed he'd probably be okay, or he could also make Adam understand he wanted nothing to do with him no more, as hard as that might seem, what with Adam demostrating him otherwise whenever he had the chance. "It's not impossible to solve, really"

"Then why do you gotta torture yourself with it?? You gonna hurt someone if you solve it??" Well, he wouldn't.... actually, Matt would be relieved, he could go back to Glenn's arms and he was sure Adam could care less. Matt shook his head 'no'. "Then let it go!! There's no reason for you to suffer out for something that's not worth it!!" Shawn yelled, knowing he had won this particular argument, he would get the gossip out of Matt any moment now. "Let me tell you something, Matt.... What you look for and hang on to are the good stuff, the ones to slip away by themselves; bad things, they come alone and you gotta push them out your life, let them go... only there to torment you, and most the time they ain't even worth the pain they bring"

Matt thought of what Shawn said, and as soon as Shawn had finished speaking he knew he wsa right, and the minutes of silence that followed were only a demostration of his heart crossing the large hollow bettween emotions and reasoning.

"You're right" Matt said, finally.

"Of course I'm right" Shawn agreed, already ready for the gossip as to what exactly going on with Matt.

"Thank you... Thank you so much!!" Shawn's eyebrows drew together, his face showing a mix of confusion and suspicion: he was beginning to think the older of the Hardy Boyz was not in his rightful mind. "I owe you, big one!!" Matt said, and his face was lightened with an ear-to-ear grin, but nothing came out of his mouth. Shawn saw by the look of happiness in Matt's face that he had figured something out, and also the fact that he was a hair's width away from losing his gossip.

"What's that you owe me?? What do you thank me for??"

"For being in the right place at the right time!! And for having such a wonderful mouth" and, much to Shawn's surprise, Matt placed a frim kiss upon his left cheek and then, grin still plastered upon his face, he turned to look out the window, already knowing what to do.

Thirty minutes later, Matt seriously asked Shawn to please try to calm down, his bad vibes wouldn't let him think.


Six days later, Matt was eagerly getting ready for Raw, so very much eagerly than any other show, not even for a Pay-per-view, he couldn't drive the smile out from his face, he couldn't believe his luck, in an attempt to finish his moods off, gave him a great gift. A match in which the loser would have to leave Raw and the winner would get a tittle shot whenever he wanted. Great. Just the opportunity to get away from the man.


Edge couldn't believe it, he had taken the briefcase with the 'whenever-you-want-tittle-shot' contract, and he looked down at the two other persons in the ring. He couldn't believe he had won. Matt's arms had been trapped in the ropes, and Lita had hooked her arms and legs around his arms, and he had seen the chance to seize the briefcase and win the match, but knowing he'd have to do it quick, for Matt was quite ingenius and very agile, all Matt had to do was jump back, land at the skirt of the ring, the ropes would untangle like that and getting Lita off him was a piece of cake after that, and then to reach he only had to use his air wrestling to jump on of the top rope and use it as a platform, ad he would reach him at the top of the stairs.

But he hadn't do that. No. On the contraire, he had remained there 'trapped' bettween the ropes and Lita, yelling at him, giving a pitiful act of denial that could convince anyone who didn't know him well enough, in other words: an act that would convince anyone but him.

After the match was over Lita untangled himself from Matt, and went to him, celebrating, clearly she had bought Matt's act too, and Matt -against everything that would resemble him- only remained sitting at the ring, arms still tangled in the ropes, looking up at them, a wounded look on his face he knew was faked.

This wasn't right, the Matt he knew would've fought, would've tried to at least give him somethig to remember him by now that he had nothing to lose, but he didn't, he simply let him go.... Adam didn't feel like a winner all of the sudden, something was defenitely wrong.

Matt hang the public phone up and closed the phone guide, a smile reaching his face as he thought of the small surprise HBK would get upon receiving a small piece of his thanks, he only wished he would be there when he got what he had sent him, but he wouldn't, and he didn't regret it: if he had to chose bettween a whole lot of things and seing Glenn again, Glenn would be the undisputed winner by a long shot.

As he walked out of the arena though, he found himself a person he didn't want to see, but that he was sure wouldn't be the same talking to now.

Adam looked at him as he came closer, and as Matt walked to the parking lot, and not to Adam, he could see a sweet smile forming upon his face.

"Thank you...." Adam said, as soon as he came close enough to hear his soft words. Matt stopped, right infront of him, and Adam could see it in Matt's face that he would question his words.

Leaving his relaxed stance at the wall, he walked closer to Matt, and held him, and was surprised to see Matt didn't fight back, but he didn't return the embrace either. "I knew you still care, but I didn't know it was that much, baby"

Cocking his head to a side sweetly, Matt smiled, and there was something that made Adam feel insecure about that smile. But still, he found himself smiling back.

"You knew exactly how much that tittle shot and how much this match meant to me" Adam said, expressing his thanks, it was so very nice from Matt to sacrifice himself for him the way he had done this night. Matt's smile went from sweet to comical. He was secretly laughing about something Adam was sure he didn't like.

"I know how much it means to you, Adam..." Matt said, and his hand reached up to touch Adam's face, his eyes were taking a good look at the blond, and his mind had thought back of the time he'd believe and worship anyhting he'd say. His hand gave soft caress to Adam's left side of his cheek- It would be the last time he would put a loving hand on the blond. Suddenly, Matt's face lost its sweetness, and took on a seriousness Adam had only seen everytime Matt had told him he loved him. "And just how much it means to me" Matt finished.

After saying that, he turned around, and began to walk to his car, but three steps ahead he felt a hand grasping his. Matt turned, to meet Adam's wholy confused expression.

He was staring, he knew he was but he didn't care, something had changed in Matt and he wanted to know what, he almost asked outright what was happening, and barely caught himself after saying his name in an asking tone.

"Yes??" Matt answered, his voice a mix of indifference and a certain peace, and at that moment it downed on Adam.... the answer to Matt's change came to him: he was letting him and their story go. Fast. Unforgivingly. So very much he rathered be out of the company than near him. So much he let himself be beaten out of his love for wrestling just to set himself free from him.

"Nothing..." Adam finally said, a cold tone enveloping his voice as he let go of Matt's hand. He hadn't expected this from Matt, but it was happening, and he didn't know how to react to it. "Lita's gotta be waiting" he whispered, more to find an excuse to get away from Matt than anything else. He never expected a response on Matt's face.

"Oh, you shouldn't make her wait" Matt's voice was so damn light. How could he be so indifferent to him after only a little over a week of confirming him he still loved him?!?! "Amy's impatient. And a bitch, and ruthless... And she's got the hots for Bischoff since a whole lot of time, and whenever he's a little too happy, well... you know.... so get a lookout on that if you don't wanna get cheated"

And, as soft and sweet as he had came, yet cold and indifferent in comparison to what Adam knew oo him Matt left, leaving Adam to his own dark thoughts.


A few hours later, a knock on the door and the 'room service' call made him get up from the bed, much to his lover's dissapoinment, and he oppened the room and found himself staring at a young boy holding a platter which had a white cloth over it, so he couldn't see its contents, and before he could say anything else, the young boy handed him an evelope. He hurriedly oppened it, pulling out a sheet of paper:


"Don't worry, it's not from any enemy and it's not poisoned. I just wanted to thank you from your wonderful advise the other day.
I'm a bit of a stucker sometimes too and found out about your thing with we both know who, so I thought it'd be to thank you in a sexual way, but I didn't know your or your boyfriend's taste, so I just put mines in this small piece of gratitude. I hope you like it.... and very much enjoy it. Have fun, and don't do anything I wouldn't.

Matt

Ps: About me... don't worry either, I'm probably doing the same thing with Glenn you're about to do with your boyfriend right now"

He read the note again. #"Don't do anything I woulldn't??# He laughed, considering how extreme Matt is that let him plenty of space to work on. He gave a generous tip to the young boy, who cordially refused to take it, saying he had gotten a greatly generous tip for taking this message and the edible goodies.

He took the platter and closed the door. Still at the door, he lifted the white cloth from the platter, and he found himself staring at a pair of glasses, a champagne bottle, a bottle of chocolate syrup, a bottle of wipe cream and a bowl of delicious, ripe looking strawberries. A second later he was calling his lvoer.

"Ah.... Chris , baby... I think I just found the thing to top that masterpiece you call body" Shawn said as he walked into the room, going to his very much curious lover, setting the platter on the bed and kissing him stupid.


Ck: Ahh... one more chapter....
M: I object!!!!
Ck: This is not a court, Matt, you don't do that here
M: Still, I do!! This story is about me and Glenn, not 'bout whoever you want!!
Ck: Let me ask you something, Matt... do you want me to make this fic at the least ten chapters longer??!!
M: No!! We're so close to the end now, you can't do that!!
Ck: Darling, reality check... I'M THE AUTHOR!! I CAN DO WHATEVER THE HELL I WANT WITH THIS FIC!!! And if I want to tease a little with some other couple, then I will!!
HBK: By the way, I never saw it coming... Chris Masters!! Damn....
Ck: I know, he's a jerk, but he's so damn hot!!
CM(Chris Masters): Thank you... I think you were right about leaving it there, if you would've write a lemon about me and Shawn it would make the readers lose the focus of the fic, I'm too gorgeous and perfect, overcoming Matt and Kane would be a piece of cake....
*Everyone but HBK, who's currently staring at CM dreamly just stares, then K goes after CM and everyone's gotta grab a hold of him*
K: LET ME GO!!!!! LET ME HAVE HIM!!!
Ck: Kane, calm down, will ya?? Remember you got one more chapter to go!!
K: Oh. yeah. Right. One more chapter...
M: One more chapter...
HBK: One more chapter....
CM: One more chapter....
E: One more chapter.....
L: One more chapter.....


Yeap. One more chapter..... *sighs* Great lord give me strength....

K: Hey, Ck... couldn't you come up with anything else for this comment session, it's very dissapointing, really....
Ck: Sorry, I'm just petrified at the thought of just one more chapter to go....
K: Gee, really... I hadn't notice...
Ck: Shut up, man!!!