save a horse, ride a cowboy

Ok this is the last chapter- for now. there will be a sequal after i have done a few other fics that have been bugging me. Just to let you know that i will no longer be posting my fics at this site because of the lack of response I've been getting. If you want to continue reading my fics, i post them on the Vam community on live journal.


Bam had never been so anxious to get somewhere in his entire life, his mind swimming with images of what Ville would look like on his bed, covered in the things he'd brought. Ville's thoughts on the other hand, were a little more pure.

He couldn't help but be a little bit nervous about what he'd just agreed to but the feeling of being loved was too much for him to give up and part of him was scared that if he and Bam were living apart again they would drift away from each other. He was looking forward to the new start though, being able to get rid of the ghosts of his past was something he'd wanted to do for ages and he knew that moving in with Bam was a big step in that direction.

They finally pulled up to the ranch, fifteen minutes quicker than it had taken to get to the supermarket, Ville noticed with amusement. He grabbed a few of the bags and took them into the kitchen to unpack them, letting Bam follow him with the rest. He grinned to himself as Bam unpacked his purchases first, and he decided to tease him a little.

"Ok, can you get me some boxes from the store room please and once I've put the shopping away I'll start packing."

Ville could feel Bam's 'rejected puppy' look and he knew that he couldn't turn around or he'd burst out laughing so instead he focused intently on putting the groceries away neatly.

"Do you have to start packing now?" Bam asked, trying not to sound like he was whining.

"That depends. Do you want me to go back with you when you leave?"

"Of course."

"Then yes, I need to start packing. You leave in two days and I have to pack up my entire life by then."

Feeling that he'd gotten himself under control, he turned around and pretended not to notice the disappointed look on Bam's face.

"You do still want me to move in with you don't you?" He asked pitifully, knowing what Bam's reaction would be.

"Of course I do. I'll go and get the boxes and then I can help you pack." Bam assured him quickly before heading for the door.

The store room was a shed on the far side of the yard and Bam hated it. It was dusty, smelt bad and it always made him feel like something was lurking in the dark corners ready to attack him. But, Ville wanted boxes and Bam was happy to get him whatevere he desired even if it meant lugging old boxes halfway across the ranch.

Gritting his teeth, he entered the dimly lit room, yelping as he managed to knock a pile of boxes on top of himself. Quickly, he grabbed as many of the strongest looking ones he could find and eagerly headed out into the sunlight and back to the house.

Dumping the boxes on the kitchen floor, Bam washed his hands free of the dust and grime, muttering about annoying cowboys that use their pretty, kittenish eyes to get whatever they want but, when he finally paid attention to his surroundings he realised he'd been muttering only to himself.

"Fucking fantastic. He asks for the damn boxes then disappears." Sighing in irritation, he walked to the bottom of the staircase and yelled up, feeling too lazy to go and look for him.

"Hey Ville, where are you? I got the boxes."

"I'm in my room, I thought I'd start there. Can you come and give me a hand?"

"Sure. The quicker we get the packing done the better."

He climbed the stairs and headed for the room that he knew was Ville's. Opening the door, his jaw dropped and he was temporarily frozen in place from the painful erection he had just acquired. Ville was laying naked on his bed, lazily stroking his own erection as he watched Bam's reaction with a hooded lustful gaze. There were bowls on the bedside cabinet and Bam's legs nearly gave way when Ville reached into one and picked out a cherry before dipping it into the warm fudge sauce that was in one of the others.

"Cherry?"

Long, elegant looking fingers held out the fruit to him, a shy smirk on full lips and Bam couldn't have held back if he'd have wanted to. Striding forward he ate the cherry straight from his hand, making sure to suck all the chocolate off his fingers as he did so.

Stripping off his clothes quickly, he climbed on to the bed straddling Ville's slim body. "Mmm, I like this suprise. I wasn't sure if you were mad at me for all that stuff in the supermarket."

Ville's hands had found their way to Bam's hips and were currently rubbing soothing circles on the smooth flesh. "I should be. Not everyone is gonna be as open minded as Beryl, but you made up for it when you asked me to move in with you so I figured you deserved a reward for being so good to me."

"Believe me, this is the best reward I could have ever gotten and I'm gonna be the best boyfriend ever if it means I get treats like this!" He leaned forward to brush his lips against Ville's gently then pulled back a little to look into his eyes.

"Do you trust me?"

"With my life."

"Good. Then wait here a second, I just wanna get something from my room."

Bam quickly left the room and Ville could hear him rummaging around for a few moments before he came back with his hands behind his back.

"Ok, listen. I wanna do something but I don't want to make you uncomfortable so you'll have to be honest with me and let me know if you really don't want it. I won't mind, I promise."

Ville nodded slowly, slightly nervous about what Bam could possibly be thinking of doing and his eyes widened as Bam showed him the scarves he was holding.

Laying down next to him, Bam ran a hand over Ville's face lovingly. "I know it seems kinda scary but you know I would never hurt you and these are soft so they won't hurt your wrists. If you agree to it, I promise I'll tie them quite loose so if you do start to panic you can just pull free. What do you think?"

Ville's eyes darted from the scarves to Bam's unjudging, caring face and back to the scarves. Part of him was terrified of giving someone, another man, that much control over him and his body but he knew that Bam wouldn't do anything he didn't want and the idea excited him a little more than he'd thought it would.

"Ok. But if I change my mind, you have to stop."

"I promise. I couldn't do anything if you weren't enjoying it anyway, it wouldn't feel right." Leaning over the nervous cowboy, Bam took one of his hands and pulled it gently above his head until it was pressed against the posts of the headboard. picking up one of the scarves, he bound Ville's wrist lightly to the post, tying it in the front so it would be easy to undo.

Repeating the actions with the other hand, he took a moment to check that Ville was ok. "Are you sure you want this? I won't be angry or anything if you change your mind."

"N...no, I'm ok, just a little nervous."

"I'm gonna take good care of you, I'm gonna make you feel so good, don't worry." Bam whispered. "Trust me."

"I do."

Moving back into his position of straddling Ville, Bam put a cherry between his teeth and leaned forward to share the fruit with his lover. Keeping their lips together even once the cherry had been consumed, he blindly reached over and grabbed the bowl with the fudge sauce in it.

Leaning back with a smirk, he dipped a finger into the warm sauce and watched Ville's eyes darken with lust as he saw what Bam was holding. He ran his finger over Ville's pouty lips, leaving them covered temptingly in a layer of the chocolate.

The cowboy automatically went to lick his lips clean but was stopped by a disapproving sound from Bam. "Don't. That's mine!"

The feeling of Bam's tongue lapping delicately at his lips made Ville harder than he thought possible and he briefly wondered if he was gonna cum just from the teasing. His eyes fell shut in pleasure as he felt the warm substance coating his nipples with Bam's sinfully hot mouth following, sucking, biting and licking until Ville wanted to cry from the shocks of pleasure running through him.

The fudge was replaced with the canister of cream as Bam moved down to his flat stomach and Ville raised his head awkwardly to see what was happening when he felt Bam writring something on him with the cream. Chocolate sprinkles soon coated the word but he could still make out the shape of the word PRETTY.

He felt a few tears gather in his eyes, but this time they were good tears. He couldn't believe Bam remembered such an insignificant thing about his past and was so determined to change it into something that brought only good memories. He kept his eyes locked on Bam's as the skater methodically lapped up the word, letter by letter.

His breath caught in his throat as Bam moved even further down and hovered teasingly over his erection, occasionally flicking out his tongue to lap at the precum that was now constantly dripping from him.

"Bam, please." He begged, bucking his hips slightly.

"No, not yet. I wanna do something to you first. You'll enjoy it I promise."

Ville started to panic a little as Bam got a spare pillow and placed it under his lower back so that his ass was raised slightly.

"No, I'm not ready for..."

"Sshh, it's ok. I'm not gonna fuck you, I promised I wouldn't didn't I? This won't hurt at all, it'll just feel really good." Bam interupted, moving back up to give him a reassuring kiss.

"Ok but..."

"But if you really don't like it I'll stop straight away and apologize constantly until you forgive me!" He finished with a grin, moving down his body taking the icecream toppings with him much to Ville's bewilderment.

He felt strong hands pushing at his legs until his feet were flat on the mattress and they were apart enough for Bam to fit between. His heart started racing as he felt the weird sensation of the cream and hot fudge sauce being put on and around his opening and he instinctively tested the scarves round his wrists in case Bam didn't keep to his word and he needed to get out of the bonds.

He tried to relax, knowing that Bam wouldn't hurt him but it was difficult when he was so nervous and he jumped slightly when he saw Bam's head disappear between his thighs and the wet muscle of Bam's tongue began licking at the sweet sauces he'd put on him.

"Oh god." Ville's eyes rolled back in his head as Bam's tongue finally penetrated him. It felt like nothing he ever could have ever imagined and he couldn't have known it would feel so damn good. He unconciously started bucking his hips into Bam's face craving more of the feeling he was getting.

He didn't even flinch as Bam slid one finger into him as well, until it rubbed against something that made him release a scream so loud that he wouldn't have been suprised if it scared the horses.

"Oh fuck, I'm so close....do that again, please." Bam's finger brushed against his prostate again and the combination of that and the teasing Bam had put him through earlier brought him to his climax quicker than he would have liked. Every muscle in his body tensing, Ville came so hard that he almost blacked out.

Bam smiled happily at his lover as he moved back up the bed to join him. "So, I'm guessing it wasn't as bad as you thought it was gonna be?"

"Mmm, no that was amazing. I still can't believe you put your tongue up my ass though."

Bam laughed at Ville's squeamishness. "Does that mean I can't have a kiss then?!"

Ville looked like he was seriously considering it for a few minutes before he suddenly struggled out of the bonds he was in. "Yep, but you can have something else instead."

He pushed a confused Bam onto his back before dipping his hand in the cooling chocolate and smearing it over Bam's hardness. He hesitated for a moment before plucking up his courage and sliding his body down the bed until he found himself with a close up view of Bam's weeping cock.

"Ville, you don't have to do this, I don't mind if you're not ready to do stuff like that." Bam said gently, noticing Ville's slight reluctance.

"I know. I want to, I want to know what you taste like, I'm just worried that I'm not going to be any good at it."

"You said the same sort of thing when we had sex for the first time and you were incredible so stop worrying, I'm going to enjoy it anyway because it's you that's doing it."

Grinning shyly at the compliment, Ville turned his attention back to trying to pleasure Bam. Licking up some of the precome experimentally, he was happy to note that it didn't taste as bad as he thought it would. Concentrating fully on his task, he started to clean Bam free of the sauce with gentle strokes of his tongue leaving Bam writhing underneath him, trying desperately not to buck his hips.

When the only taste left was the slight saltiness of his skin, Ville pulled back enough to look at his lover. The sight of Bam laying on the bed, muscles tense from holding back and slightly dazed from lust gave Ville a sense of power he'd never felt before but he wanted to feel more of. He waited patiently until Bam finally lifted his head to look at him, wondering why he'd stopped, then, keeping his eyes locked with Bam's bright blue orbs, he lowered his head to take the tip of his erection, moving down to slowly take in as much of him as he could without choking.

Bam forced himself to keep watching Ville although it was so difficult to make his body work when all his blood had travelled south. With the sight of Ville's pouty lips moving up and down his shaft and big innocent green eyes, the feeling of his scorching hot mouth and delicate kitten like tongue, Bam knew he wouldn't last long and managed to choke out a warning to him.

He was suprised when Ville carried on, not seeming to care, and he finally let himself go, moaning loudly as he tried not to thrust up and choke his lover as he came. He vaguely felt Ville moving up the bed to lay next to him but he felt too exhausted to even move his head to look at him.

"See, I told you you'd be amazing." Bam panted as he got his breath back.

Ville laughed self conciously. "Is that something I should be proud of?"

"Definately. Especially as it was your first time."

"Whatever you say Bam." Ville replied with amusement. "I should really start packing now you know, or it's never gonna get done." He made no attempt to move though, content to just stay cuddled up with Bam.

"No you don't. You don't have to take much, just your clothes and stuff. The only furniture you need is stuff that's really important to you that you really don't wanna leave behind."

"I guess you're right but if I end up running around and panicking at the last minute I'm blaming you." And as he started to drift off to sleep, he heard the soft sounds of Bam's laughter.

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The next two days flew by in a haze of packing and helping Brian move in. They made time to have a bonfire made up of all the things that reminded Ville too much of Jonna and Bam commented that it was a shame that she wasn't there because it sounded like she would make excellent firewood.

Ville tried to be annoyed but the gleam of childish mischief in Bam's eyes as he sang a rousing rendition of 'ding dong the witch is dead' as he threw photos of her onto the fire had him laughing too much. They sat and roasted marshmallows over the flames, feeding the sticky treats to each other as the sun went down.

Moving day had finally arrived and Bam was busy throwing suitcases into his hummer. Ville had pathetically little to take with him and made Bam wonder how he'd managed to cope for so long with basically nothing. Ville had disappeared a little while ago, saying that he wanted to have one last look round his house before he left it for good.

Putting the last one on the back seat, he set off to find his boyfriend so they could start making their way home. Home, the word brought a smile to Bam's face. He'd missed his family, his friends, his house and now that he was going to be sharing it all with Ville he was that much more excited to get there.

Wandering around, reliving the memories of the past week, he caught up with Ville leaning over the fence of the paddock stroking Iggy's mane gently, a sad look on his face.

"Hey what's up pretty?" Bam asked, wrapping his arms round Vlle's waist from behind.

"Nothing." Ville sighed, leaning his head back onto Bam's shoulder.

"Liar. What's wrong? Are you having second thoughts about all this?"

"No, of course not. It's stupid, don't worry about it."

"You're upset about something so it's not stupid, so tell me what it is and I'll try and fix it." Bam coaxed gently.

"I just wish that I didn't have to leave the horses. I've had Ozzy and Sabbath since they were foals and I was there when Iggy was born. I know it's really pathetic but they're kinda like part of my family."

Pulling out of the embrace, Bam grabbed Ville's hand and started pulling him back to the house. "Right, come on then."

Confused, Ville let Bam guide him into the building and over to where Brian was starting to unpack some of his boxes.

"Hey Brian listen, Ville's decided that he really doesn't want to give up the horses so if you don't mind, we'll be taking them with us." Bam said bluntly, getting straight to the point. "We both know that Ville's given you this place for a lot less money than he should have considering that you're getting all the furniture, animals and machinery with it so I think that he has the right to do it."

Brian let out a suprised laugh, a look of admiration on his face. "I always admire a man that knows what he wants and isn't too shy to go after it so I'm not gonna say no. They were Ville's in the first place so it's only fair that he takes them with him. I'll get the horse boxes set up for you."

As he left the room, Ville turned to Bam, his eyes wide with happiness and shock. "I can't belive you got him to give them up to me just like that, thank you. But where are they gonna go?"

"I told you that I'd fix whatever was making you unhappy and I meant it. I have a lot of land with my house and an old shed we can turn into stables, there's plenty of room for them. Besides I like them too and I wanna go riding again!"

Grinning happily, Ville threw his arms round Bam's neck, kissing him tenderly. "Thank you for everything Bam." He murmered against the skaters lips.

"No problem baby. Now come on, lets get going, I can't wait to show you round and introduce you to Ape and Phil, they're gonna love you!"

Each getting into their respective cars, each now with a horsebox attached to the back, they pulled out of the ranch and onto the main road, both sparing a glance back at the place that had made their relationship happen, before looking forward agin towards the place that would become their future.