Harmony and heartbreak.

 The guys were going clubbing next day, and they invited me too. I was totally excited. I couldn’t wait to finally party with them. Then I was going to invite Harmony to the restroom and have kinky ass sex with him. I know it sounds cliché, but I wasn’t able to think clearly in that state.

 He hypnotized me and made me do anything he wanted me to. I knew at that point, that something was wrong with him and he was kinda sadistic. For example he enjoyed hurting my private area.  Sometimes he performed painful anal sex on me, and wouldn’t have stopped, even if I told him to, cause he was hurting me. But I didn’t wanna cut this thing, because I was totally into him. I think it’s space to say, it was sorta like a slave – master relationship, though he didn’t really treat me like I was inferior, aside of calling me a slut or a whore.

 Finally it was nightime, aka my time. I picked my outfit and left the apartment. They chose a hot and popular alternative club in Manhattan. Harm was waiting for me with Justin, Leo, Rose, Chloe and a few other people who were part of the Kids’ cast.

- There you are! – said Harm.

- Hey guys! – I said with spirit.

We entered the club, picked our table and ordered our drinks.

- Can we talk in private? – Harm invited me away from the table – I’ve got to show you something!

He handed me tons of pictures taken with a Polaroid camera. Pictures of me. Pictures of my naked body covered in cum.

- Sexy huh?

- I guess so?

- Sorry, I had to take these pics! I really need something I can fap to, when I’m on my own!

- Nice! But you know, I don’t want anyone to see them!

- They won’t! I promise!

- The hell are you two doing here? – Chloe went up to us.

- Nothing special, we just..

- Anyway, Amanda, you can be sorry you didn’t join us at Club Monaco, the sale was awesome and we picked some pretty cool outfits. Wanna see them?

- Sure! I felt sick that day, but I’m planning to go on a shopping tour to Macy’s and Bendel’s. Even Century 21? Wanna join me?

- Of course!

We were on our way back to the table, suddenly Harm accidentaly dropped the pictures. God, no!

- Wait! I’ll help you pick them up! – offered Chloe. Oh no! She was touching the pictures and her eyes widened.

- Harm! What the fuck is this? It looks like a porn shot! And the bitch looks like….Amanda!

- Honey, it’s just – Harm started explaining but Chloe was staring at me in fury.

- YOU! YOU FUCKING WHORE! I knew! I knew all this time! You were fucking my boyfriend behind my back! And I even wanted to befriend you! You had the nerve to invite me to Macy’s and Bendel’s, meanwhile you two were laughing at me, the stupid fool of a girlfriend, huh? Don’t even talk to me tonight! You both make me sick! And you! – she said to Harm – Go ahead, lick the little bitch’s ass, suck her clit! Or I know better! Shove this fucking vodka bottle up her ass, mofo!

– Chloe, I… !

- Don’t you get it? You’re ruining my life right now! Is that what I deserve from you? For being such a faithful and devoted girlfriend?

- As if you don’t mess around elsewhere?

- Where the fuck am I messing around?

- And nowadays,your friends and your brother, Paul seem more important to you, than me!

- Paul will kick your fucking ass and he’ll punch all your teeth out!

 I couldn’t even breathe, then I said to Harm.

- Is that why you were messing with me? Cause your girlfriend went out with her girls more, went to see her brother, you were bored and you wanted to have a little fun on the side. Is that what I am to you? A displacement activity?

- Amanda, listen… !

I wasn’t listening. I went back to the table, but my seat was taken by Rosario’s Dior bag.

- As you can see, the seat is taken! No place for boyfriend stealing sluts here!

- Come on, Rose.. !

- You heard us, hoe! – said one of the girls, ,Michele. – Sluts aren’t wanted here!

- Especially, magnet pussy hoes like you! - said Carisa, another cast member.

- Magnet pussy? - Chloe laughed.

- Yeah, magnetic pussy! - continued Carisa - She's got a magnet in her pussy, which attracts cocks!

- This is kinda true! - said Justin.

- The fuck? She's been banging you too? - asked Julia, Carisa's friend.

- And me too! - said Leo. I glared at them angrily. 

- That's what I call a whore! - Julia nodded and the other were agreeing with her.

- Fine, I’m leaving! Have fun, assholes! – I grabbed my bag and I left the club.

- Hey sexy! – I heard a voice and a superhot, platinum blond boy was standing behind me, who was also a member of the cast. His eyes were piercing blue.

- Hey! – I smiled back.

- I heard you really like banging! – he said and kissed me on my lips and slapped my ass. He kinda aroused me, as he pushed me against the wall, I kissed him back, but I couldn’t help but think of Chloe and the other girls' slut shaming. I was close to tears.

- Sorry, I can’t right now! – I pushed him away slowly.

- What the fuck is wrong with you? You’re munching Harm’s dick, but you’re not into having fun with me? What does he have, what I don’t?

- I’m just not in the fucking mood right now! – I went ahead, leaving him behind.

- Stupid whore! – he muttered, but I didn’t care. I only cared to arrive home, fall on the couch and cry myself to sleep.